Mai and Hobi Day!

18:42, 16 September 2015

I woke up to the sound of my alarm, I turned it off then called Lena.

Wonder what she's up to.

"Omg Mai!" She yelled.

"Whoa..What's up? Did I interrupt something?"

"No! But omg have you seen Twitter?!"

I sat up, "No. What's going on?"

"Ok so J-Hope lately has been updating weird things. Almost like hinting stuff and now there's pictures of him walking the streets late at night!"

"So?" I asked.

"So?! Do you know what this could mean! He could possibly be seeing someone!" She exclaimed.

My heart sunk to my stomach and I nearly cried. But I kept myself together and took a deep breath.

Damn, Armys aren't stupid. They notice everything.

"So he's seeing someone. Ok. What do you expect me to do?" I said.

"Uhm I don't know?! Help us figure out who's the bitch!"

"Ok Lena, hold it together now..you're not even sure if he's seeing someone or not. Yet if he is, you're calling her a bitch and you don't even know her. Or know how she looks like. So who's the real bitch here?"

"You're defending her?!" She exclaimed.

"I'm defending Hobi!" I yelled, "He's a human being, he has rights. If he wants to see someone then let him!"

"I think you're missing something here. It's J-Hope, your bias. He won't be available anymore!"

"You act as if I even stand a chance!"

Pause.

I kinda do..

"I don't care! Whoever that bitch is, is going down. He can't date. Not yet. Amrys won't accept." She said.

"Real Amrys would." I muttered and hung up.

I'm so mad right now!

How could she even think that?!

Now I'm afraid to hang out with him, Amrys are already on the look out. Shit.

-phone rings-

'Hobi'

I answered, "Hey.."

"I'm sure you've seen what's going on.." he mumbled.

"Yeah..I have. I'm so sorry."

"No it's not you. I'm sorry. But we're still hanging out today."

"We are?" I asked.

"Yep! I'll be over in a bit. Keep the door unlocked if anything. So I can just slip in."

I chuckled, "Uhm..ok? Be careful though. And if you can't make it, its alright."

"I'll make it. See you soon~"

-click-

He MAKES ME SO HAPPY!

I sprang to my room and got a little dolled up, I let my hair down and dressed comfortably. Then picked up my apartment a bit, wouldn't want him to think I'm a slob. Hobi is a very organized person.

*ding dong*

"Eek!" I squealed and ran for the door.

Phew.

I opened, "Hey!"

He smiles and walks in, " Hey chingu~"

Hoseok is such a beautiful human being, I'm so grateful to have him here with me.

"What do you want to do?" He asked.

"Mm..mollayo...I kinda didn't think of that.." I scratched my head.

Damn it! I was so worried about everything else I didn't think about what we should do!

He giggled, "Thats ok. Hmm..well..You're a fan so..what's the one thing you dreamed of doing with your bias?"

My eyes widen a bit.

My bias? He's my ultimate bias.

Holy-

"Mai? Haha. C'mon don't get all shy on me now, is this still unreal to you?"

I slowly nodded.

He giggled, "Ah you're so cute."

But you're cuter.

I smiled and looked away.

"There has to be something you've dreamed of doing with me." He said.

"There is." I mumbled.

His eyes lit up, "What? Tell me."

"Bake cupcakes." I said.

His gaze softened and he smiled warmly, "I'd like that."

"Well..lets get to it!"

He let me grab his arm and pull him, we walked to my kitchen and he helped me get the utensils and ingredients.

I gave him instructions.

He poured all the ingredients to the concoction and stirred while I did other things.

We laughed.

Joked.

Bonded.

It was like a fanfic but in real life, I'm actually baking cupcakes with J-Hope. From BTS.

This only happens in stories and in my imagination but..here he is. With me.

"Ok, the mix is stirred up enough. What now?" He asked.

I handed him a small spoon, "Start scooping up the mix and put it in the tray." I said.

"Ok!"

He gladly did so, I helped him.

Hoseok is very sweet and easy going, I see why he's the life of Bangtan.

He's my everything...

Sigh.

"All done!" He cheered.

"Yep. Now we just need to set the stove to 350 degrees and let em bake for about 20 minutes or so." I said and plopped them in the oven.

He sighed, "That was fun. Are we gonna decorate them afterwards?"

I nodded, "You know it."

He smiles, "I really like your company, Mai. You're cool."

I blushed looking away.

"You know..this is just as unreal to me as it is to you." He said.

I looked at him, "It is?"

"Yeah, it is. I'm not supposed to be here. I'm putting my career at risk right now but- I don't care."

My hearts beating fast.

"Hoseok you should care." I said, "You worked so hard for this. Don't just throw it all away."

He shook his head and leaned against the wall, "You don't understand, Mai. I sometimes hate being famous."

"What.." I mumbled in disbelief.

"You heard me. I. Hate. Being. Famous."

But-

"I already know what you're thinking. 'You're an inspiration to millions', 'You don't look like you hate it', 'You've worked so hard', 'You're living the dream'. Well guess what? I'm human."

I remained silent.

"You don't want to be apart of my world. You just don't. If I do something right, it's wrong. If I do something bad, it's wrong." He said.

"I don't-"

"Let's say...I post up selfie with a caption stating I'm resting. I get judged. People say I should be working hard and shit. But if I post up a selfie saying I'm working hard, they say I need rest. It's confusing and utterly annoying as fuck. I wish everyone would just leave me alone."

This is totally breaking my heart, I can't believe he's saying these things.

He looked at me, "I may be the happy J-Hope on broadcast, but deep down inside...I'm as sad as can be. You'd never understand. Sometimes I feel like I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I mean, I'm loved, I get great income..and I am living my dream but...I feel like it isn't enough. Like.. this isn't how I imagined it."

I know exactly how you feel.

"Sometimes I really just want to runaway." He mumbled and frowned.

I'm done.

Without hesitation, I walked up to him and hugged him.

He yelped.

I held him tighter, "You're not alone." I whispered.

His heart was beating fast as he wrapped his firm long arms around me.

I smiled.

"If I ever runaway..will you runaway with me?" He asked.

Uhm..

-phone rings-

We both pulled away and he answered his phone.

"Hello? Oh Taehyung."

I bit my lip and looked away, omg hes on the phone with the other one. My bias ruiner.

"Yeah I'm out. Don't worry about it? Just tell them I'm fine I'll be back in a few. Ok?" He argued.

He sighed and hung up.

"Is everything ok?" I asked.

He smiled, "Yeah everything's fine. As long as they don't know I'm with a fan. It should be fine."

"So I'm your secret.." I said kinda low.

Why am I sad? I need to know that I am, I wouldn't want anyone to know we're friends. It could put me in a lot of danger.

"Oh no. Look Mai, you have to understand."

"I do, don't worry. It's just.. hard. I mean..You're J-Hope and all heh." I looked away awkwardly.

"I'm not just J-Hope, I'm your friend."

We locked eyes.

He makes me melt.

"But don't worry. You'll meet my members soon, we always keep secrets from the staff. Trust me." He said.

"What?!"

"They're nice." He smiles.

"Omg no. I can't possibly meet your members..They're- no! I won't." I refused.

"Mai, they're not bad."

"No. Please, don't go through the trouble." I said.

"But we like trouble." He said.

"No!"

He giggled, "I take that as a yes."

"Hobi.." I whined.

He went to my living room, "You got any games?"

I'm so nervous still. Gosh I need to relax.

I followed behind, "Yeah..just Mario Kart for the Wii." I said.

"Oh yeah? I think I can beat you, Jin hyung always plays that game." He chuckled.

I smiled softly, "Jin really likes Mario?"

"Likes? Mai, he's obsessed."

I laughed, "Oh so it's true then."

He nods and turned on the gaming system, "You wanna play?" He smirks.

Another thing I only dreamed of doing, playing games with my bias.

"You're on." I said.

And we were at it, until the cupcakes were done baking.

"Oh! Oohhhhh! I beat you! Yes!" I cheered.

He laughed, "Relax, I let you win."

*ding*

I giggled, "Cupcakes are done!"

We both ran to the kitchen and I took them out of the oven.

He sniffed, "Ahhh~ daebak."

I set them on the counter, "Ok, let's let them cool off. I'll prepare the best vanilla smoothie you ever tasted." I said.

"Ok. Can I help?"

I smiled, "Of course you can."

Hoseok is so sweet.

He cut up some bananas while I got the bucket of ice cream out and milk.

We pour all of our ingredients in and mixed it in the blender.

"Haha blend blend blend!" He cheered.

I couldn't help but smile, he is the cutest most sweetest and charming human being.

After the smoothie was ready, I poured it into two wide glass cups and handed him one.

"Whoa! Haha looks good, thanks Mai." He said and sipped.

I watched him as I sipped.

He gulped, "Ahh~ this is really good!" He smiles and I laughed at his smoothie mustache.

"What?" He asked.

"Your..haha..your mustache is manly." I teased.

Hobi licked his lips and giggles.

You're the cutest.

"You have to give me the recipe! What was it again?" He asked.

I chuckled, "No, because then you won't come back here."

He smiled, "I'll always come back."

My heart throbbed.

"What about the cupcakes?" He asked.

"Oh yeah, help me put frosting on them." I said, "Oh and sprinkles," I added.

He nods, "Sure no problem."

We put chocolate frosting on them and added sprinkles, I can tell he had a lot of fun while doing it.

"Mmmmm~ they look so good!" He said rubbing his hands together.

I grabbed one and took a bite, "Mm!" I hummed in satisfaction.

"Hey! What about me? I helped." He said in a cute aegyo voice.

I giggled and put it to his mouth, "Take a bite."

He smiled and took a bite from my cupcake.

He chewed then his eyes lit up, "Wow! Good. Really good." He said.

I smiled, "Thanks."

"So do you have any friends?" He asked and took a cupcake.

"Yeah. But she just left to the states, she came to visit me."

We sat at the table.

"Oh cool, is she an Army like you?" He asked as he chewed adorably.

"Uhm..yeah. her names Lena." I said.

"Ahh Lena, nice name." He sipped.

Omg if Lena heard that. Holy..

"Does she know about...us?" He asked concerned.

'Us..' I like how he put it. 'Us' (:

"No." I immediately answered.

"Do you plan on telling her?"

No.

"She's like...those kinda fans that.. like really really love you guys. Know all your songs, has every album.. You know?" I said.

"Ahh..I see. Are you guys close?"

"Very."

"Hm..I think you should tell her." He said.

"Why?!" I exclaimed.

He yelped, "Well..because? You guys are close, imagine how'd she feel if she finds out on her own? She'll hate you more than she'll hate us. And I'd hate to ruin that for you."

So genuine and thoughtful. I'm falling so hard for him just like I always imagined.

I sighed, "You're right. But I'm scared."

"Hey. I am too, but here I am." He smiled.

I smiled, "Ok. I'll tell her."

"Ok."

He stared at me.

"What?" I said.

"Aren't ya gonna tell her?" He asked.

"You mean now?" I asked.

He nods, "The sooner the better."

-_-

"Fine.." I sighed and dialed Lena.

Lena: Hello?

Omg.

J-Hope gestured me to continue.

"Uhm..hey."

Lena: What's up?

I bit my lip, "There's something I need to tell you."

Lena: Ok. Tell me. Are you ok?

No.

"Uhm..Lena, you know how J-Hope has been giving hints?"

Lena: omg yeah!!?

I took a deep breath, "It's me."

Lena: What? What's you?

Hoseok: Be specific.

"Shh!"

Lena: Mai?

"Lena I'm friends with J-Hope."

She took a moment. Then laughed hysterically.

Lena: Yeah and I'm married to Jungkook. Nice one. Now what's really going on?

I sighed.

Hoseok snatched the phone from me.

Hoseok: Hello Lena.

Lena: Uhm..who's this?

Hoseok: This is Jung Hoseok, from BTS.

Lena: ......ok really. Who is this? Put Mai back on the phone.

Hoseok started rapping a part from Cypher pt. 2

I watched in amazement until he was done.

Lena: P-put..back..Mai on the phone..

He smiled and gave me back my phone.

I slowly put it to my hear, "Hello-"

Lena: OOHHH MMYYY GOOOODDDD.

"Ow!" I jerked the phone away. She nearly shattered my ear drum!

Lena: MAAIII YOU FUCKING BITCH. WTF. OMG. HOW LONG HAS THIS BEEN HAPPENING?! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY GIRLS ARE RIGHT ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING. OMG

"Lena..chill! I know! But you HAVE GOT to keep it a secret. OK?! Don't go ranting about it!"

Lena: Of course NOT! I love you like a sister Mai, I would never want you in danger. You have my word but omg- Is it really J-Hope.

I smiled at him, "Yeah."

He was right. The sooner the better, I'm so glad she isn't upset.

Lena: Damn girl, You're fucking lucky. Ommgggg. I'm about to have a heart attack. *GASP* WAIT WAIT. HAVE YOU MET ALL THE MEMBERS?!

"No. Not yet at least.."

She squealed.

Lena: THIS IS JUST LIKE A FANFIC!

"Oh shut up..."

Hoseok: She's right. It sorta is..

My face is burning up.

Lena: Omg omg omg. MAI!