chapter 1

Xiao Zhan's P.O.V

It has been 1 year and 6 months since yibo left us and entered into another dimension.

After Yibo was gone it was all really hard for me.

I didn't know what else to do anymore. Felt like I can't go on with life without him anymore. But he left ah xing with me. So somehow I had gather myself back together for the sake of our son.

And since yibo's parents requested I've been staying in the mansion. And looking after mansion. They often comes to visit ah xian.

You might be wondering what happened to yibo?

He died, due to heart attack. Leaving me with all those painful memories and all those dreams we've dreamed together.

Later I found out from his parents that since childhood he has a rare heart disease which can not be cure completely it would often come and go. But just when we were having a little happy life together I don't know what went wrong. He had to leave us unfortunately.He went way too soon.

Thinking about it makes my heart shattered Everytime.

About ah xing, I gave birth to him. It probably was a miracle I would say. I've never even heard about male pregnancy before me.

I was already 2 month pregnant when we got married.

7 month after marriage I gave birth to ah xing.

Yibo and I both were so happy.

Then, right after ah Xing turned one year and 6 month old. That unfortunate thing happened and yibo has to leave us.

Ah Xing kinda looks like yibo. Looking at him always makes me sad and happy at the same time.

I love him so much. I only have him now.

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Tomorrow is ah xing's 3rd birthday.

My parents and yibo's parents will be coming tomorrow for a birthday celebration.

It's almost midnight. Ah Xing was sleeping soundly. I have prepared a huge 'kamen rider' birthday cake for him which he loves.

I went near silent and huge swimming pool where also lies memories of us.

I remembered yibo sulking on his birthday because he wanted to celebrate it with me.

Tears fell down off my eyes. I want to scream out, call out for him but he won't hear me anymore.

I set up the cake near the swimming pool.

Sky was clear, so many stars tonight. Just like yibo , ah xing likes to look at the stars.

After a while I went to wake ah xing up.

On the second note, I was fighting with myself whether to wake him up or not.

But to my surprise he was already up, lying on his bed staring up at the ceiling.

He got up from the bed when he noticed me entering his room.

I went to kiss his forehead. Then he extended both of his arms letting me to pick him up.

Picking him in my arms I kissed his cheeks again. "It's your birthday, my dear.  Papa have something for you wanna see it?" I asked

He nodded.

Ah Xing is quiet child, he definitely took after Yibo.

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He was happy and excited to see the cake. I let him cut the cake.

We celebrate it together.

It might look like only ah xing and I lives in the mansion but there's a lot of maids in the house. We also hired child expert old maid to take care of ah xing when I'm at work.

But today I wanted to celebrate it with my son only. And they knows it.

Also since tommorow is going to be busy day they had a lot of works today and they probably are tired.

..

We ate the cake looking at the stars silently.

"Ah Xing you want anything for your birthday gift" I asked.

"Papa I want a bike" he said looking up at me.

I laughed while running my hands through his head.

"Can you ride it tho?" I asked.

"Ah xing.. will learn" he said.

"Okay then" I said and kissed his cheeks again.

Suddenly.....

"Zhan ge"

I heard from behind us.

I turned to look and almost had a major heart attack.

Wang Yibo????

I felt surprised, happy, scared, sad, disappointment at the same time.

Scared because it really felt like I was seeing a ghost.

Disappointment, because right after few seconds I realized it might be the twin.

He has longer hair than yibo, his hair was dyed. His ears were pierced. His dressing sense was a lot different.

Deep down inside i can't help but wish him to be Wang Yibo miraculously. Which is really impossible and stupid.

"Wait.....zhan ge it's me wang yien...." he said quickly when he saw my reaction.

"Ohhh.." my voice came out weird.

"But at this time?" I asked.

"Ohh my flight got delayed so I got here really late......old maid opened the door for me." He explained.

I nodded.

Seeing him in front of me I'm feeling funny inside I don't know how to explain it.

Seeing his face after more than one years and knowing this is not the one you wanted to see but you missed this face so much, I really don't know how to feel.

"Papa?? " Ah Xing's voice came out.

I looked at him he was pointing towards Wang yien and calling him papa??

When yibo was gone ah xing was really small, so he probably doesn't have any memories of yibo but I often showed yibo's pictures to him saying he's special that he has two daddies. I told him his another father is far away out for work, hoping he would understand this things by himself when he would get older.

But...I never thought I would be in this situation where I would have to explain it to my son that, the person who looks like his father is not actually his father.