Hold Me Tight

Jin's POV

Tae has low alcohol tolerance. Before he can even finish a glass of beer, he's already tipsy.

Taehyung got drunk before and he harrassed the cute alpacca flushie I gave to him. He's transforming into a kissy and cuddly monster once he had alcohol in his system.

I drove to Taehyung's apartment as quickly as possible.

"Where's Tae?" I asked Jimin when he opened the door.

"He's in his room Hyung. Good thing he calmed down a bit"

"Did he do something..improper?"

"I know what you mean Hyung. Don't worry, he didn't.." Jimin blushed.

"All his flushie's honor were safe" he added.

"Good" I sighed in relief.

"Hyung what happened?" Jimin looked worried.

"Uhm. We had an..argument"

I don't know how to explain the situation to Jimin without feeling awkward.

Jimin looked worried. "Taehyung starts crying the moment he gulped down his first glass of beer"

I looked down. "I'm sorry Jiminie. I promised to take care of Taehyung but now I'm the reason why he's crying"

Jimin shooked his head. "I'm actually relieved Hyung. I'd rather see him cry like a baby than have him bottle up everything and turn to a soul less doll again"

He glanced at me before he spoke. "I'm the one who need to apologize. I should have told you the truth. If only I'm strong enough, I could have saved you both from suffering"

I messed Jimin's hair. "You just did what you think is the best for Taehyung and I'm grateful. Thank you for never leaving his side"

Jimin's eyes glinted with unshed tears and nodded.

"Oh! Before I forgot" Jimin handed me a small mp3 player.

"Tae asked me to give this to you. It's just a demo version but he composed it for you" Jimin said and before I can even react, he's already gone.

I just shrugged and put the earphones on before I pressed the play button.

*Plays Hold me tight*

I empty my drink but it gets filled with lonelinessI should've just given in, why did I argue all the time?Even the trash bag thrown away on the street makes a lonely sound in the wind

All I did was color you in my white blank paperBut then I realized, it already became a finished pictureYou and I are like cell phonesWhen we're apart, you know we'll be broken

My chest tightened as tears streamed down my face.

Only your scent completes meHurry and hug meI can only see youI can only see you aloneLook, I'm fair with everyone else but youNow I can't live a day without you, please

Hold me tight, hug meCan you trust me, can you trust mecan you trust mePull me in tightHold me tight, hug meCan you trust me, can you trust mePlease, please, please pull me in and hug me

As if my feet has a mind of its own, I found myself in front of Taehyung's room. My heart thumped wildly as I open the door.

I walked towards Taehyung's sleeping form and sat beside his bed. I brushed my finger on his cheeks to trace his already dried tears.

"Taehyungie"

You still shineYou're still like a scented flowerNow trust me, hold me once againSo I can feel you, hold me

Without you, I can't breatheI'm nothing without youOpen my closed heart, drench my heartSo I can feel you, hold me

"Please don't get tired of me Jin. I will be good. I'm sorry" Taehyung sobbed in his sleep.

I grabbed his hands and gently showered his face with kisses.

"I'm sorry Tae"

Your arms, your warmth, your heartI want to see it all, I beg youThis moment, even the warm flower scented windEven the sky without a single cloudEverything feels cold and I'm even scared of the clear skyIf you're not here, I'm just a corpse. So how can I breathe?

It hurts, I always cry cry cryI'm going crazy, exhausted without youI think of you without stoppingI hate it all, I hate every single dayIt makes me cry, ring ding dongIf there's a chance, I'll catch youI'm running, it's starting, count downI'm ready to be cut by your rose-like embrace as I hold you again

Taehyung opened his eyes and cupped my cheeks.

"Tell me I'm not dreaming" He whispered but then his eyes turned cold as he let out a hollow laugh.

"If I'm sober I might believe you're really here Jin"

I didn't answer. I just claimed his lips to let him know that this is real. I'm here.

I've been holding myself back for too long that the moment I gave in to what my body wants, my desire for Taehyung poured out.

"You don't know how much I miss you. How much self control I need to muster just so I won't jump on you in every opportunity" I whispered behind his ears.

Tae opened his eyes again, trying to see through his hooded eyes. "Jin" His eyes watered. "I thought you no longer want me"

I kissed his forehead. "I told you it will never happen. I love you and I want you. I always will"

"I want you too Jin" Taehyung purred like a kitten.

"Take me"

A/N: Warning: Mature content in the next chapter. You can skip it if you're not comfortable. I'll post it once it's done but don't expect too much 😭😭😭PS: What do you think? Top Tae and Buttom Jin or Buttom Tae and Top Jin?