Discoloration

I was so depressed about everything I locked my self up in my room and wouldn't leave even to eat— I mean well the only times I would leave was when I went to go visit Craig.

I felt my world around me start to discolor. What used to be high saturated teals was now turning into a discolored pale green. I was messed up. The fucking thought that the whole reason for this was cartman made me even more mad.

I laid in my bed as I listened to music and thought about everything I heard a knock on my window. It was very familiar, It reminded me of how Craig was always trying to sneak in my window, I had day dreamed that I liked out my window and there was Craig standing there waiting for me to fall into his arms and embrace me. But it was only a figment of my imagination. Who was actually at my window though- wasn't that bad. It was Clyde and Tolkien. They were probably the only friends I talked to aside from butters after the whole situation. I let them in

They climbed into my bed and sat next to me

"Wha-what are you guys doing here— shouldn't you ack! be at school?"

"Dude, you litteraly haven't shown up to school in days. We came here to see if you were okay — and to cheer you up." Clyde said

I was happy that I knew they cared about me, so I decided to tell them "Guys, im moving in a couple days. To Canada." I tried to hold back my tears as I looked and Clyde and Tolkien looking at eachother shocked

"What?" They said in unison

"Y-yeah— it wasn't my decision my mom think it would be better for me but she dosent get it like — my boyfriends literally in the h-hostpital half dead and she think it's gonna be better for me?! I probably won't even b-beable to see him before he wakes back up!! Oh yea— just in case that happens I wrote a letter— can you guys please Ngh g-give this to Craig if im gone." I went on handing a paper to them

Tolkien and Clyde looked at me

"No" Tolkien said

"W-what?""What?" Me and Clyde both said

"No, im not giving this letter to Craig because your going to be there when he gets out the hospital."

"What are you ack! Saying tolkien?" I said intrigued by what he meant.

"Craig really loves you tweek. I think he would be really mad if we didn't atleast try to stop you from moving away—We're going to stop yu from moving."

My eyes lit up. Suddenly there was hope. So Tolkien and Clyde stayed all day finding ways to make my mom decide to stay in South Park.

We came up with a few plans. We tried all of these over the past couple of days. But none of them worked. I started to feel hopeless again. I would still visit Craig in the hospital and tell him everything we were doing. I knew he couldn't and wouldn't respond but sometimes I hopped that his eyes would open and give me a warm smile and tell me everything was going to be ok.I hoped.

One day after Tolkien and Clyde left my house .I decided I would go by Craig's house to see how his family was doing.

I had made some vanilla flavored cupcakes with white frosting and red sprinkles for them because it had reminded me of when Craig had told me to make cupcakes to calm me down because I thought that North Korea would bomb the us. He had tried to cheer me up the whole day and we kinda argued but eventually we made up and he made me feel better. Thinking of this made me feel better.

I finished baking them and headed over to their house. I knocked on the door and Mrs. Tucker opened the door.

"Oh! Wonderful to see you tweek I haven't seen you since— " she stopped and we stared at eachother in silence but started to speak again "Uh would you like to come in ? We were just about to have dinner." She said with a warm smile, opening the door wider.

"Y-ya" I said walking in.

"Oh!! Honey! Tweek is going to be having dinner with us tonight!" Mrs. Tucker said to Craig's dad while I sat down at the table.

"H-hi" I waved looking down and remembering I had made cupcakes.

"O-oh I Ngh m-made some cupcakes for you guys" I said placing the cupcakes on the table twitching

"Thank you, tweek" Craig's dad said firmly.It was a silent while we started to eat our food . I felt a little awkard Craig's mom broke the silence " Oh! Tweek , we've been meaning to thank you for finding Craig we don't know what we would've done and to think i thought that Craig was fine— you know he really cares for you" Craig's mom went on. I laughed awkwardly and muttered a 'your welcome' Craig's dad had shot me a look which made me feel a little in easy.

He cleared his throat. "So tweek, ive been wanting to ask you something." I looked up at Mr.Tucker and hummed in repsonse Mrs. Tucker shot her husband a look.

"Do you—"

"Thomas honey, please— not now your son is in the hospital!" She said kind of whispery but I could still hear her.

"Ok Laura, sorry for trying to see what type of people my son is associating his self with!!" Mr. Tucker said loud enough for everyone to hear

"Thomas! I can't believe how your acting he saved your son! Craig could've been—" they started arguing

"Yea saved by a fagtastic miracle!" Thomas said yelling. Suddenly it hit me.

Craig's dad knew I was gay— and he probably didn't like me for it. I felt unwanted "I think I-imma go—" I said hopping off my chair

"Tweek sweetie it's fine I-" Ms. Tucker tried to make me come back but I knew I wasn't wanted there atleast by Craig's dad.

"It's ok I'll go" I said walking out the door as I heard Mr and Mrs tucker start to argue more.

How did Craig's dad know I was gay? Did my parents tell them? Would he hate me if he found out what was going on between me and Craig? Would he make Craig stop seeing me— would he-? GAH! Thinking about all the possible things that could've came out of this made me really anxious. I had made it back to my house and my dad was sitting at the couch. Half way up the stairs my dad asked

"How was the tuckers tweek? Sorry me or your mom couldn't come with you."

I stopped walking up the stairs and looked at him

"Dad did you ack! Tell the tuckers that I was g-gay?" I asked seriously

My dad looked at me guilty.

"Oh." He muttered

I knew by that response he had told them. I wasn't really mad I was just kind of confused.

"Y-Yeah." I said walking into my room.

* * * Rubys pov:

Mom and dad just kept arguing about the blonde boy who had came by. Arguing about who he was. I didn't understand why, ever since Craig was put into the hospital they've been acting like this, but unlike them I knew who he was. He was Craig's boyfriend. I stared at the cupcakes he had made for us as my dad called him mean names and I started to cry.

"Why are you saying this dad? Moms right Craig's in the hospital and you're just mad that he is in there and projecting it on to other people. So what if craig is gay? Shouldn't you be supporting him if he's in the hospital?"

My mom and dad stopped arguing when I said this I stared at them with my teary eyes and saw there faces. I just flipped them off and ran up stairs into my room. I felt bad for tweek, I really did.