Part 45

Christine's POV

Day one passed by quick as we just gathered around the camp fire with our groups to strategize for the game tomorrow. We'll be having a relay where in students will be scattered in posts and they have to wait for their turn before they could move. First one to acquire their own flag color and show it to the head master of the game, Jongin and another Senior from the blue team wins a free meal prepared by the staff's chef. (Mostly Beef and Chicken.) The others will have to cook their own food using the fire they have on their sites using the fishes that we'll catch at the end of the game.. if ever we catch one that is. 

"Get some good sleep everyone and let's all energize ourselves tomorrow!" Jinki said cheerfully. "I want some chicken" he pouted.

"Ne!"

"We'll get that prize for you oppa!"

"Omona don't be saaad! Kyaa! You're too cute!"

"We better win!"

"We'll do our best oppa!!"

Girls squealed everywhere and I just rolled my eyes with a smirk as he cheered up with what the girls said.

"Stop acting stupid Jinki" 

"Shut up Jongin." 

These two, I just found out now, may not seem like it, but are actually the close friends among their class. 

"Kaja! Let's go to our tents now." I told our team and one by one they scurried to their tents. Mine was beside Sungmi's. The right part was for the girls as the left part of our site are where the boy's tents are.

"Yah yah yah can I sleep in?" Sungmi said

"Who'll occupy your tent?" I said chuckling. "It'll be a waste of effort you know"

"It wasn't.. J..Jaebum helped me." she stuttered.

"Then go to the make believe house Jaebum made for you!" I giggled pushing her towards her tent.

"Fine. I don't think we'll be able to sleep anyways if we're together." she said as she hugged me goodnight and went into her tent.

I crept into mine when I found a note that was laid beside my things

You'll let him go. He belongs with me.

What the hell is this all about? I crumpled it and placed it in a random pocket in my bag as I lay down on my sleeping bag. I got my phone and was surprised to find 3 missed calls from oppa and 2 messages from each of the guys and 1 was from my doctor who was also mom's good friend.. Jiyoon umma...

Dear, I just got your text. It's been a while.. Don't take it the wrong way, but I'm not that particularly happy with our reunion. Especially with what you have informed me.. Please visit me as soon as you get to Seoul. Take care alright? Kristine will kill me if you don't. I missed you kiddo. See you soon

Your second mother, Jiyoon Umma.

I felt scared when I read her text. I sent her a message when we were on the bus on the way to the camp site before I fell asleep.. But I got to read her message just now.. Am I sick? I might be. Cause if I'm not.. she would have told me not to worry.. Right? 

MIN CHRISTINE. PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER. You're going to go and see her after this camp activity and get tested before you get paranoid, alright? Be strong, Min Christine. You have to be strong.

I decided to keep calm and try to push this issue away from my mind for now. I'll go see her after this camp. But until then, Min Christine, you have to be okay. Be okay.

It wouldn't hurt to let us know you got there safe you know.

-Yoongi oppa.

I smiled at the text I next opened and decided to call him. We ended up having a group talk where in Oppa had to speaker mode his phone or else the other guys won't stop to bother him. After an hour or two of chitchat with everyone, oppa took the phone away and talked with me one on one.

"How are you there?" he asked me

"I'm good. Actually awhile ago, something happened, but I'm happy with what I did. Never felt better, honestly." I told him. 

Ofcourse he'd ask what it was so I told him from what happened in the bus to where I walked out from Jungkook then ended up getting tripped by Sooeun and grabbed my hair then Yuri hitting me. Oppa was mad, like raging. He said he was about to go here when I continued my story about how I twisted Sooeun's hands and warned Yuri and the others.

"Omona. You got appa's trait! Haha!" he said

"What are you talking about?"

"You see, appa's the type to keep his sufferings all to himself, but when he has enough.... You'll wish you never provoked him in the first place."

"I'm not that scary." 

"Psh. You're my sister? How can you not be scary? Especially with your serious face? Waaaah. Daebak. But yah. Min Christine. If anything like this happens again, don't do something stupid. Don't hurt yourself arrasso? I mean it's good that you stood up for yourself but avoid the fist fight. You're witty. Use your words to stab them. It'll have more impact than a scar, plus, they will never have evidence that you hurt them. Bwahahaha!" he laughed evily.

"Paboya! Ahaha! It's getting late oppa, go to sleep now." 

"You're the one to talk. I can stay awake all night and sleep in the morning. You're the one who'll be busy tomorrow so sleep now okay?" 

"Oppa.. I miss appa and umma.." I suddenly said.

"... I'm sure you do.. I miss him too.. but hey, you'll be back here with me real quick so take care of yourself for the mean time, arrasso?" He said sounding sad at first but encouraging at the end. He'll be there for me, what are you getting sad for Min Christine? You have a brother waiting for you to come home. Stop feeling lonely pabo.

"Ne." I smiled, hearing his words. "Goodnight oppa"

"Goodnight, Tinnie ah" and with that, we both hung up.

Jagi, are you awake?

A text was received in my phone during my phone call with oppa.

"Go to sleep now. We'll wake up early tomorrow." I replied.

But I'm right outside...

His last text suddenly made me aware of the shadow that was sitting outside my tent. 

"YAH!" I shouted a whisper when I unzipped my tent and found him hugging his knees as he sat on the sandy ground.

"H..h..hey" he smiled with his jaw chattering from the cold.

"Michyeosso?! Why didn't you tell me!? Why are you waiting outside on such a cold weather!" I said pulling him inside my tent. He sat on a corner as I knelt infront of my duffel bag with clothes. I got some blanket and a few sweaters I placed on top of him, trying to make him warm as much as I could.

"I..I t.t.tried t.t.exting y..you" 

"I was on the phone with oppa. I didn't read your message not until we hung up! What will you do if I didn't hang up?!"

"I'll w..wait u..until y.y.you guys f..f.finish." he said. 

My heart soften as I saw him shivering. I went under the stack of clothes I placed on him as I sat beside him and hug him. I felt him relax a little but I could still feel him slightly shaking.

"Y.you know.. body heat's t..transferred b..better w.with our c..clothes off." he said struggling as he was shaking. I shot him a stare and stood up as I rolled my eyes. He even got the guts to joke around at his state? Maybe I was too worried. He's fine. Paboya Jeon Jeongguk. You made me worry -.- I was about to take a step away from him when he held my hand with his freezing one.

"K..kidding. S..stay." he said. I plopped down beside him as he leaned on me, resting his head on my shoulder, cuddling to me. I placed the stack of clothes back on us as I wrapped my arms around his shivering shoulders and rubbed it, hoping that the little friction I make from my hands to his shoulder was helping even alittle as it produces little amount of heat.

After a few minutes, I felt him relax as the shivering stopped. He lay on my lap as I stroked his soft hair while he smiles with his eyes close.

"Kookie ah~" I said softly.

"Hmm?" he hummed with his eyes still closed

"W..would you break up with me i..if I had to?" I suddenly said. His eyes shot up as he stared straight into my soul.

"No. What the hell are you saying." he said seriously.

"I.if I had to, I mean... I might get in the way of your studies or your career or something.. I want you to be happy. Continue living the best life like you are right now.." I said looking away, stopping the tears from falling.

Will you be able to do it, Min Christine? If you really are sick, would you rather watch him suffer as he watches you suffer.. or will you let him go.. let him go when you need him the most? Let him go and let yourself endure everything, sparing him from the hell you'll put him through?

"I won't let that happen. But if it would, I'd leave those. I'd pick you above all else. You're the reason why I'm able to live the best life right now." He said sitting up, cupping my face, making me face him.

"W..will you l..leave me? Will you break up with me Jagi? Are you saying that..." he asked me looking everywhere trying to pick up the words to say feeling hurt and lost. His eyes were tearing up. Panic, fear and worry ran through his face. He then looked at me with his eyes tearing, as if he was begging and he was hurting.. It shattered me into pieces.. I couldn't take it. I can't. I'm too weak to let him go.. I shook my head as I hugged him tight on my knees. I wrapped my arms around his neck, closing my eyes resulting to the tears I was restraining, falling out from my eyes.

"Pabo. I can't. No. Stop. I'm sorry. I can't lose you. No. I can't. I can't..." I muttered crying. Holding onto him tightly, scared that if I let go, he'll be gone.. 

He hugged me back with one of his arm around my lower back as the other held the back of my head close to him. He too, hugged me tight as he was shaking not from the cold.. but from the tears he held, probably feeling the same thing I was.

"I won't go no matter how much you push me away. Don't scare me like that Jagi. Please don't leave me.. Please.. I can't lose you.. I don't know what I'll do without you.." he said crying.

"I can't either.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I won't go.. I'll fight.. For us..." I muttered. I'll fight everything. I won't give up arrasso? But I won't restrict you Jagiya.. Once you know.. I'll be prepared for the worse and give you the freedom to choose.. weather you'll stay or not.. I'll be okay. But right now.. I can't. I can't lose you. I can't.. I won't. Not to Yuri.. Not to anyone.

Author's note:

Heya guys! ~ Omona I got to update in the middle of the week! Bwahaha I'm on ninja mode right now. I have to write a speech and research about medusa but I just came up with an idea for this chapter so before I forget about it, I wrote it already. 

This scene has far been the most sweetest scene Christine and Jungkook had for my opinion.. How bout yours? (Yes I did that on purpose guys. No mistakes there. Most and Sweetest is supersuperlative! Lol elementary lessons xD) 

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