Part 36

Christine's POV

I woke up with the birds chirping as I hugged Jaebum's letter. My eyes hurt.. It's hard to open them. This is what I hate about crying myself to sleep. It's just a pain when you wake up the next morning.

I went directly to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I went out with my baggy shirt and teddybear-print pajamas with my bangs tied up on the side and I wore my big framed black glasses.

"Oh you're up. Goodmorning" Suga oppa greeted me as I sat on the living room with one of my legs up as I turned on the TV.

"Yeah, goodmorning oppa" I smiled at him and he sat beside me.

"It's Sunday morning. Don't you wanna sleep in?" He asked me wrapping his arm around me and I lean back on him resting my head on his shoulder.

"How bout you and the guys? Why are you up early?" I asked him looking up and he just smiled at me.

"Well we're talking about this addition that we'll add to our third album.. the others are in the studio room. Wanna go there?" he asked me

"I'm good. I haven't spent time with you alone.. Can we not go there first?" I asked him. He just smiled at me as he rested his head on mine.

"How can I say no to you?" He smiled and hugged me tight. I giggled as I hugged him back.

We talked and joked as we watch TV. When we became silent, I just continued to hug his waist as I got comfortable. He inhaled and exhaled deeply. I looked up to him and found him sadly smiling towards the screen. I look at the TV and saw a boy and a girl hugging.

"Mianhe Minji.. Oppa.. Oppa's here." The guy said

"Why did you come so late? Appa.. he left already." The girl sobbed in his hands.

"I'll.. I'll take care of you alright? I'll look for a job. Stay with me. Oppa will take care of you. I'm your brother. It's my duty." He said..

"Why did appa leave us oppa?" she cried silently.

"Reminds me of us huh?" Oppa looked at me

"Yeah.. it does. I'm glad I have you oppa." I smiled at him

"I am too." he smiled back sweetly.

Suddenly, Jungkook came out of the studio room to call Oppa.

"Hyung, where are- Oh.." he said as he saw us.

"Mianhe.. I didn't know.. I'll tell RM hyung, go enjoy your sibling time" he smiled at us.

"Mianhe Tinnie ah..." oppa said softly.

"Go.. " I smiled at him, slowly letting go, motioning him to the studio room. "It's your work.. I'll support you all through out now go make me proud." I smiled at him.

"You're not yet proud?" he pouted.

"Lemme rephrase that.. Go keep me proud." I smiled brightly and he chuckled and ruffled my hair before heading to the studio room with the other members.

I felt my tummy grumble so I turned off the TV and went to the kitchen, got some banana then went in my room. The guys seem pretty busy so I got my phone and texted Sungmi, Jaebum and Kai.

Jaebum and Kai replied sorry since they were busy. Sungmi never replied. I tried calling her but her phone's off. Maybe she didn't charge her phone again. That clumsy girl.

I lay down on my bed as I thought of Jaebum's letter.

I seriously never thought that he loved me... that much. I mean who would believe a proposal at the age of 14? Seriously.. But the letter.. It felt so sincere that it hurts... I didn't want to hurt him like that. But he was still here despite the pain I cause him. He didn't avoid me nor did he got mad.. Im Jaebum.. Aigoooo. Jjinja..

I tried to take my mind off of him by going to my study table and took out the notebook for oppa's surprise party. I smiled as I got an idea on what to do.

The day dragged on and I couldn't disturb them so I just cooked for them lunch and dinner and delivered it to the studio room. I ate with them but after eating, I leave them alone to do their work as I plan as well.

I bid them goodnight when it was about 9:30 pm before going to my room.

Jungkook walked me there and apologized if he couldn't spend his day off with me because they had alot to do but I just hushed him and said it was okay. I smiled at him as I whispered to him I have a plan for oppa's birthday and he has to help me. He smiled and agreed with a smile and a big ofcourse.

"Well I'll tell you tomorrow about the plan arrasso?" I smiled at him

"Okay, goodnight Jagi" He said encolsing me in his arms. I nestled my head on his chest and smiled as I hugged him back.

"Goodnight. You guys don't stay up too late arrasso?" I loosen the hug just enough to see his face and he did the same but not removing his arms around my waist.

"Ne." he smiled dearly and kissed my forehead. I smiled and let go. He went back to the studio room and I went to my room as I find a comfortable position to sleep on. After a few twist and turns, I found my spot and let sandman do his job...

"Christine ah~ Saranghae!" He said smiling at me with those innocent eyes and a beautiful smile.

"Mianhe...." I muttered and suddenly it turned dark and his face was full of sorrow.

He smiled at me never the less as tears flow from his eyes.

"I was never good enough." He whispered.

"It isn't like that-" I tried to protest but he stopped me.

"Don't explain. Just do me a favor." He said softly with his eyes locked on mine

"Anything." I said with my voice cracking. Jaebum ah. I really am sorry.

"Be happy" he smiled and I nodded. I took a step towards him but the wind blew and he suddenly disappeared.

"Jaebum?!" I cried out looking for him.

I sat up quickly with tear stained eyes. I looked at the clock it was 1:30 am. I shook my head as I try to forget the dream..

I texted Jaebum.

"Are you awake?"

I only have a slight chance that he is, but I still gave it a try. In a matter of minute he replied.

"Yeah whats up?"

Even before I could finish typing, my phone started to vibrate as it was receiving his call. I took my earphones, plugged it in and answered his call.

"Yoboseo?" I whispered.

"Is there something bothering you?" He asked straight to the point.

"Why are you still up?" I asked him

"I'm uh.. Doing something. You?" He asked me and I told about my dream. He laughed it off saying I'm thinking too much and he told me to relax cause he won't leave me. He already accepted that fact even when he was still in the States. I didn't tell though that I have his letter.. Or should I?

We ended up talking until 4am when I felt my eyelids getting heavier. I felt another sharp pain in my temple as I ran to the bathroom and puked.

What the heck is this. What's happening? I thought it wasn't serious. Should I go to the doctor? I'm scared. She said it was okay and it wasn't serious.. What's happening...

"YAH MIN CHRISTINE TALK TO ME!" I forgot Jaebum was still on the line.

"Omona mianhe" I said softly. I feel weak.

I flushed the toilet and went out to my bed.

"What happened? Are you okay?" He asked "Should I call Jongin to check up on you or take you to the hospital?" He asked

"No I'm fine I'm fine don't panic. I'm good." I said trying to calm him down.

"Why did you puke? Are you pregnant?" He asked suddenly my eyes widen.

"BWOH?! DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL YOU?!!" I exclaimed as he laughed on the other line

"Alright. You are okay. Just making sure" he chuckled.

"I hate you." I muttered.

"I know you love me." He said it as how Kai says it.

"Pff." I said

"Hey try to sleep now. The sun's gonna rise in 1 and a half hour more or so. This is the last time I'm letting you stay up this late arrasso?" He said

"Ne. Thanks Jaebum for staying up. I'm sorry too, you didn't get sleep because of me."

"It's fine. I drank coffee accidentally and I couldn't sleep either. It was better spending my night talking to you rather than rolling on my bed countless of times until the sun shines. That would be waaaay boring." He said and I stiffled a laugh.

"YAH WHAT'S FUNNY" he suddenly said

"Paboyah. Who'd drink coffee at this late hour when you know you have early classes the next day." I chuckled.

"I was supposed to drink hot chocolate alright?" he said. He's still like before. He drinks hot chocolate when he wants to sleep.

"Alright well go to sleep now." I told him

"You too alright?" he said

"I will. Goodnight"

"Goodmornight." he chuckled.

"Riiight. Goodmornight." I giggled back and with that I hang up.

Last night I slept around 10 and I woke up 1:30. 3 hours and a half sleep. I think I could last a day. I dont think I'll be sleeping any sooner. I felt myself at peace after I had a talk with Jaebum. He's alright. He won't leave. He'll find someone better to love than me.

I stood up and went to my study table and placed out my notebook that was meant for Oppa's surprise party.

I'll tell the guys later about the surprise, I just have to finish this rap I started. How does my brother and RM do this? They've got real talent.

I squeezed my brain for more words but it just won't work.

"Christine ah~ Are you awake?" I heard oppa on my door. I quickly got the notebook and jumped to bed, pretending to be asleep as oppa walked in slowly towards me as he shook me slowly.

"Sleepy head, wake up. You have classes" he softly said.

"Hmmm.." I feign sleepiness.

"5 minutes alright?" he chuckled me before leaving my room, giving me 5 minutes to sleep. I seriously didn't sleep huh? Oh well. This is gonna be a looooooooong day I guess.

I walked out of my room lazily after brushing my teeth. My hair's everywhere but what the heck. I don't care. I went directly to the dining area and sat as I covered my mouth as I yawned. Great. Now you find me, sandman? When I needed to go to school? That's just great.

"Looks like someone had a bad dream" Jimin said as he ruffled my hair and sat beside me.

"What?!" I asked.

"Do.. I look horrible?" I asked biting my lip. He stared at me for awhile before shaking his head.

"Not much. Just a little." he teased.

"Whatever. This is me." I said stucking my tongue out at him like a little kid. He just laughed it off and started a topic and talked with me.

"Breakfast is readyyyy- YAH JEON JUNGKOOK I TOLD YOU WAKE UP OR YOU'LL BE LATE!" Suga oppa said as he placed the plates infront of us.

"He's such a heavy sleeper" Jimin commented.

"Aigoo. I'll wake him up." I said standing up and bending towards the boy who was the only one left in the living room, sleeping on the futon.

"Kooke ah~ Wake upp~" I shook him slightly whispering.

"5 more minutes..." he groaned

"Kookie ahhhh~" I said shaking him a little harder

"Jjakkaman Yuri ah~" he whispered and I was stoned.

Yuri? Who's Yuri? Why did he say her name? Is he dreaming of her? Why is he dreaming about another girl?

Author's note:

Annyeooong! How are you guys? It sucks that my phone can't connect to the internet -.- I've tried so many times to restart but I ended up giving up and just write on my laptop.

When are your classes starting?

How was the update? Who's Yuri? adasfgafyaufs

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