MINGHAO FANFIC

MINGHAO FANFIC

."So that's your last wish? To go to Korea and Travel?" My Mom asks me with a worried look on his face.."Yes Mom, c'mon. I have 100 days to enjoy life then I'll face reality again. I need to do this." I tell her. She sighs and wraps me in a hug. "Call us every night okay? Tell us how your day went. Write a journal if you have to. After all this, come home." She says and half smiles. I nod and she leaves my room, I continue packing for my trip as I took a deep breath. I can do this! I tell myself. This is the first time I'm going on a trip by myself, I need to enjoy it...It was the day of my flight, and my Mom and Dad clearly doesn't want me to go. "Mom, please. I'll be fine. You have nothing to worry about." My Mom muffles an 'okay' as my Dad pats her back. "You take care now y/n okay? Have fun sweetheart. Make the most of it!" My Dad says..I hug them one last time, as I boarded the plane.."Welcome to South Korea" says the banner on of the tour guides I see when I arrived at the airport. I claimed my baggage as I headed out and hailed a cab. I said the name of the place, since I'm staying at my friends apartment for the next three months..As I drove around the city, I could see tall buildings with flashy billboards and busy people on the streets.."Say the name! Seventeen imnida~!" I look up to see in a huge TV, a new rookie group named Seventeen. Someone catches my eye, a cute chinese boy. His name flashed on the TV. Hmm, The8 or Minghao. He's really cute..The commercial ends and I go back to looking around. This is it! I spent my last wish on this, after all in 100 days. I'll be dead anyway...."Y/N!!!" My friend Dahyun, screams the moment she sees me. Dahyun is the only friend I have who doesn't treat me like an exploding time bomb."Dahyunie! I missed you!" I say as I hugged her.."C'mon!! Let's go inside! Good thing we have a vacation before our comeback. How are you??" She asks. "I'm fine! You're still the same even though your group is very famous now!" I tell her..She shakes her head. "We still have a long way to go. Anyway, kinda a miracle your parents lets you leave!!" She says. "It's about time, besides I've gotten better!" I lied..She doesn't know I've got little time left..I got inside, and we ate and I settled in my room. It was already 10pm here in Seoul, and I took out my journal..DAY 1 - Entry 1.I've just arrived in Korea. It seems so surreal. And I hope the next days will be memorable. —y/n..With that, I put it on my bedside table and prepared for bed. I looked up at the ceiling as I thought..Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy HCM is a genetic condition caused by a change or mutation in one or more genes and is passed on through families. Each child of someone with HCM has a 50 per cent chance of inheriting the condition..And it just so happens, I have that condition. My Grandmother had the same condition. She had no choice, but to use a surrogate for my Mom to be born. I can't be too happy, too sad, too angry. In short, I need to control my emotions..Growing up, this has been hard for me. I've always been treated like a fragile object. One touch and I shatter into pieces. One word and I collapse. But it isn't like that, because of my disease I became distant or cold. I show less emotions to people around me. I've got a handful of friends within my whole existence here on earth.. I don't want anyone else to know. The less the people know, the less it'll be hard for me to leave..."Hey y/n! I'm off to a music show tonight, do you wanna come?"."Will it be alright? I don't have a ticket for that or anything." I tell her. "Of course! I'll tell them you're my cousin, to support me and the others." She says.."Aight! Be ready in 20mins!" I tell her as I go back to my room to change..I wore a simple floral dress and white sneakers. Curled my hair and put on some light make up. Just then, Dahyun knocks. "Y/N? You ready? Wow! You look amazing!" I blushed and smiled. "Same goes to you! You look so cute in that outfit!"."C'mon! The others are outside already." She says. I nod and grab my bag as we headed outside. Her members welcomed me, and we talked and became friends while on the way to the music show.."Too bad you didn't pursue your dream to be an Idol, y/n!" Nayeon tells me.."Yeah, well maybe it wasn't for me." I replied.."We're here!!" Momo says. We cheered as we got out of the Van and entered the back stage..As we entered, there were a bunch of groups about to perform. I recognized one group, there were 13 of them. "Wow, that group is so many Dahyunie." I whispered. "Yeah. They're a rookie group like us. They're Seventeen." I nod as she explains. I recognized the guy I saw from the huge tv yesterday when I was on my way to Dahyun's place. I gasp and point at him. "Omo! He's the guy I saw on tv!" Unknowingly my voice was a bit loud and he heard me. He looked at me and he smiled..My cheeks warms up and I turn around to hide my face.."Hey, The8 is coming this way." I hear Dahyun whisper to me. I close my eyes hard wishing he won't talk to me..I felt someone poke me on my shoulder, and I turn to see him. "Y-yes?" He smiled cutely at me. "Why were you pointing me?" He asked. "I uh..I saw you on tv yesterday, so I didn't expect to see you in personal." I tell him looking down on my feet.."I'm the8, or Minghao. And you?" He says offering his hand. I shake on it and looked at him. His hands are so warm, and he's so handsome up close. "Y/N, my name is Y/N." ."Nice to meet you y/n."."Ya! The8! It's our turn" the tallest of them calls him. He nods and turns to me. "I have to go, but it was nice meeting you y/n.".. I sneak to look at them performing, and I couldn't help but stare at Minghao..🎶 Inteoneseda mureobolkka Eotteon ot tto eotteon got Gongbureul ireokena haebol geol 🎶."Ya! Y/N, I know that look! I've seen that look! That's the same look you had when you had a crush on the guy we met at the playground when we were 10!" Dahyun teases me. "I just find him cute okay? That's it. It's not like he likes me or anything." I tell her, going back to the backstage area. She giggles. "You don't have t hide it! You were so happy when he introduced himself to you." She said poking my cheek. I am happy Dahyun, but I have to control my feelings every time things like this happens. "Yeah yeah, just get over it." I tell her as she squeals. "They're done performing! He's on his way back here!" My heartbeat  races fast when she said it. I calm myself by counting 1-10...."Did you like our performance?" A voice behind me says. I turn to see it was Minghao. "Y-yeah. You were great." I felt a pain in my chest, and I was having one of my attacks. "Really? Wow thanks y/n. Are you here t—" "I'm sorry I have to go." I hurriedly leave and excused myself, I go to the nearest ladies room and took out my medicine. I stared at the mirror taking deep breaths as I calm myself..I haven't had an attack in a week. I forgot how painful it is..Minghao's POV#."Ya, hyung. You okay?" Seungkwan asks me. "Yeah, I guess she doesn't like me after all." I muttered. "What? Who?" Seungkwan asks me. I shake my head and smiles. "Nothing. Anyway, where are the others?" "In the dressing room, let's go." He says and I follow him. I look back one more time hoping to see her. But she wasn't there. I wonder if I did anything wrong to upset her..Y/N's POV.After I got better, I got out of the ladies room, and Dahyun sees me. "Where have you been! I was so worried about you!" She says pouting. "Sorry, I wanted to pee so I looked for a ladies room. Anyway, I'm done. Let's go?" I tell her. "They already announced the winner. It was BTS, we're heading out to eat. The van is outside." I nod as we both go. I didn't tell her about my attack, coz as far as Dahyun knows, I'm already 101% cured...We arrived at a nearby restaurant, me and the other members go in to order.."Samgyeopsal! Dak galbi! Kimchi!" They were all ordering while I was just sitting in a corner. I looked outside and just stared at the people passing by. .Minghao's POV.After the show, we decided to eat dinner outside. I noticed a familiar face by a window and I recognized it was y/n.."Hyung! Can we eat there? I heard it's really good." I lied. Scoups Hyung looked to where I pointed and they all agreed. We got inside and TWICE was also there. We greeted them and bowed, and they did the same thing..I saw Dahyun nudge y/n's arm who was so focused outside. She looked at Dahyun and raised her eyebrows, she then looked at me and her eyes widened..Y/N's POV.Oh no. He's here too!? I just survived an attack and now, I get to see him. I quickly got my phone inside my pocket, trying hard not to be noticed and dialled my Mom's number.."Excuse me, my Mom's calling." I tell them, and went outside. Minghao looks at me his forehead creased. He must think I'm avoiding him..I talked to my Mom for a few minutes, to tell her I was fine and what happened on my day, excluding my attack earlier of course. I ended the call and stayed outside for a bit. I hear the wind chimes of the door sound, and a jacket was placed around me. I looked to see Minghao standing beside me, a warm smile on his face.."It's almost winter, so it's getting colder and colder by the day." He says looking at the city lights..I feel bad for leaving him earlier, I need to explain. "I'm sorry about what happened earlier. I-i..had a panic attack." I told him looking away. He pats my head and smiles. "Ah, so that's why. I thought you hated me or something." He chuckles..Why does he have to be so handsome and kind??? I feel my chest getting squeezed again, and I start counting.."1...2...3..." I whispered closing my eyes with each breath. He notices and to my surprise, he said it with me.. "7...8...9...10..." My breathing was normal and I looked at him, "don't worry. I do that too whenever we have a show. It calms me." He says. Stop that Minghao, or it'll be hard for me to leave...After what happened we've gotten really close. After their performances, me, SVT and TWICE goes out to eat..(These are diary entries. Since, this is only a 10 part fic, it'll be hard to go into detail).Day 2.The guy I saw on TV yesterday was also present in the music show, that Dahyun and her members are a part of, surprisingly we became friends. But I had an attack today, twice. I'm afraid, it'll get worse the more I get to be with him..Day 23.Minghao, has a funny side! I never knew! He told me jokes and even did the shy shy dance of Sana, just to make me laugh.At night, I had an attack again. But I managed to control it..Day 35.Minghao and I spent Chinese New year! For the first time, I experienced it. He taught me all the cool traditions they do. We even wore those pretty kimonos! I didn't have an attack today, so it's all good. :).Day 56.It's Valentine's Day here! And I gave Minghao, a cute plush toy I made that resembles him. He blushed so hard. He was so cute!! We spent the day going around the city, we even went to Myeongdong! The shopping capital of Seoul!.Day 80.Minghao, asked me to be his girlfriend today. I declined. I told him, it would be better if we were friends because of his career. I still haven't told him about my heart condition. I cried the whole night, I had an attack and now Dahyun found out, I'm not well yet..(End of Diary Entries)."How could you y/n?? I was so relieved when I thought you were fine! You could've told me!" Dahyun cries while telling me. We're here in the TWICE dressing room, and me and Dahyun are the only ones hereS."Dahyun-ah. I'm sorry! I wanted to travel here in Korea with no one knowing about it especially you." I tell her.."That's why your parents let you stay here! This is your last wish?! Isn't it?" I nod as she cries hard. I sigh as I hug her. "What about Minghao? You know he loves you right? What if he finds out you have a heart condition and you'll be gone in less than a month!" I was about to answer, when we hear a falling sound, a box of chocolates fell and a bouquet of flowers. My knees were shaking and my heart was hurting. At the door was none other than Xu Minghao..

.Minghao runs, and Dahyun signals me to follow him, I ran out of the dressing roomand chased after him outside the venue.."Minghao wait!!!" He stops as I catch my breath. "Why didn't you tell me?" He didn't look at me and his back was still facing me.."Because it would hurt you. I've always lived like this. The less people that knows, the less hard it'll be for me to leave." I walk towards you and grabs on his sweater. "Minghao, please don't be mad." I begged. He turned to me, his eyes were red.."Mad?? Y/N, I'm not mad. I'm hurt. When I asked you to be my girlfriend, I thought that the sole reason of rejecting me was because I need to focus on my career. But it was just part of a huge reason! You're sick and dy—" he tried to say the words but didn't continue.."How am I suppose to continue living my life, knowing the girl I love has little time left." He was now crying, he kept on wiping every time a tear falls..I didn't know what to do, so I did the only thing I hoped would calm him. I cupped his face and looked straight into his eyes. "1...2...3..." I start to count and he soon gets it, "4...5..." He says with every breath he takes. "9..10.".He sighs and looks at me. "How many days l-left until y-you—?" He asks his voice breaking. "20 days." I looked away, I couldn't bear seeing him like this. "Then let's make the most out of it.".I looked at him my eyebrows raised. "What do you mean?" I ask. "Be my girlfriend for the next 20 days." I gasp and I furiously shake my head. "No! I'm not doing that! I'm not gonna hurt you like that!"."It's not your decision to make! You lied to me—" "For your own good Minghao!" "No! Because you were afraid to let love in. To let me in. Well, now you have no choice." He sighs and looks at me. "Give me a chance to show you how much I love you y/n. Even if it breaks me. Just please. Let me." He tucks a hair strand behind my ears as he caresses my face. I close my eyes and sighed. "Okay. For the next remaining days. I will be your girlfriend." I reply as he hugs me..I hug him tight as tears start to shed. I'm gonna make the most out of it. I will love you with everything I got left Minghao...After what happened, me and Minghao, decided to be a couple. He promised, he wouldn't treat me like a dying girl, and we'll just make the most of it.."Ya! Stop that!" I laugh. We're now in our apartment, after what happened we decided to rent an apartment where we could live together.."C'mon you look cute with the icing on your nose." He says while I pout. "Dahyun's almost here. We need to surprise her!" It's Dahyun's birthday, and me and Minghao are planning to surprise her when she gets home.."Okay okay. Let's continue with the frosting." He says and kisses the icing on my nose and eats it. I hit his shoulder and pouts. "You're blushing! Awee. My girlfriend is blushing." He teases, we finish with the frosting and put it on the fridge.."Oh that must be Dahyun calling." I say as I heard the phone ringing, I was about to pick up the phone when suddenly I couldn't breath. I clutch my chest as my vision starts to get blurry, I could faintly hear Minghao calling me but I'm having a hard time breathing. I try to grab onto something but I ended on knocking over the vase, and I fall on the flower. My vision starts to get blurry again and I faintly see Minghao, running and crouching over me. And everything went black...."Yes, apparently her attacks have gotten worse now that she's not taking her medicine. The next following days will be hard. Stay with her until then.".I started to gain my hearing and slowly open my eyes. White walls, and I could hear beeping. I must be in the hospital. I look over my bedside, and Minghao just finished talking to the doctor, he sits beside my bed as he holds my hand. "H-hey..you're awake." He tells me. He had dark circles under his eyes and they were puffy, he lost a little weight too. "how long have I been out?" I ask in my faint voice. "T-three days." He cleared his throat suppressing a cry..Three days,that means I only have a week left.."Minghao, I want to go home.""Baby, you can't. It'll be h—""Please, I don't want to spend my remaining days here." I say and cries.."Sssh...okay okay, I'll tell the doctor to discharge you." He says wiping my tears. "1..2..3" He starts to count to calm me while he hugs me.Because of the time I have left the doctor permitted me to be discharged. I still haven't told my parents what happened. I couldn't forgive myself if I'd bury them with worry..Me and Minghao have spent most of the time at our apartment, I sometimes get attacks whenever I shower but I force myself not to call Minghao. He's been through so much already, and giving him the knowledge that I get attacks more frequently now would crush him..I'm so afraid to leave him, God knows how much I want to stay..Minghao's POV.I woke up early to prepare for breakfast. I made y/n pancakes and some hot cocoa with marshmallows. Little arms wrap around my waist, and I knew who it was.."Good morning." She muttere burying her face on my back. I smile as I turn to her. I cup her face and kissed her on the forehead. "Good morning. Breakfast is almost ready." I tell her. She smiles and nods. "I'll prepare the table." She says and takes out two plates, I watched her as she moves around, memorizing every part of her. The way her eyes has a tint of green specs, the mole on her right cheek, the way she bites her lips whenever I stare at her because she feels shy. Her scent, her laugh, her smile. The way she sleeps. I will miss it all. And I know I will never meet anyone else like her again. And I'm happy to have been part of her last days..She notices me staring and she blushes. "Ya. You're gonna melt me with that stare. Are the pancakes ready?" She asks. I nod as I placed them on the table. We at breakfast together, but today seemed different. Today she's like when I first met her.."Let's go out shopping!" She tells me. "Are you sure? Maybe it'll drain your energ—" she pouts and I chuckle. "Alright then." She quickly finishes and kisses me on the cheek. "Be ready in 10 mins.".As I put away the plates, I hear her singing. I'm gonna miss that too. I blink away the tears. I shouldn't be like this. I should be strong for her, like how shes she strong for us.."I'm ready!" She says and she wore the cutest pastel pink dress. Her hair was tied up in a bun with a ribbon on it..I hold her hand as I wrap my arm around her waist. "Shall we?" She nods and we head outside...We went out to window shop, and I could see how excited she was looking at the things displayed on the store..I pretend not to notice, but I see her looking at a pair of couple rings. It gave me an idea, to buy for her.."Hey love, is it okay if you pick out some shirts for me to choose?" I ask her. She agrees and goes around the store. I quickly buy the rings and placed it an small box to give it to her tonight.."Here..which do you think would suit you?" She comes back carrying three pieces of clothes. A sweater, a shirt and a polo. Hmm, the brown sweater seems nice. "This one." I say and we bought it..After going around the city, we came back home. I told her to go wash up and to wear something pretty, for dinner. I prepared a italian style dinner, and made pasta since it's her favorite. I then placed, the couple ring on top of the pasta and covered it.."Dinner's ready!" I call out to her, she wore a white dress and her hair was in a half braid.  Her face turned bright the moment she saw the candlelit dinner I prepared for her. She was teary-eyed when she hugs me. "What is this for?" She ask. "Because I love you." I answered..It was time to eat and she opened the dish cover, to reveal the ring on top of the pasta.."This is the...the ring I saw earlier?" She says removing the ring from the pasta. I approached her and held her hand, I crouched down and I slid it in her ring finger and said, "a promise ring. For both of us. I promise, I will always love you." I say as she stands up to hug me. "Can we slow dance first?" She ask out of the blue. I agreed and I put on a song..(Heart like yours by Willamette Stone).We swayed to the song and suddenly, the most heartbreaking thing happens. She looks up to me and says, "I love you." She said it with sincerity. "Stop that, it's like your saying goodbye." She stops dancing, and she cups my face. "1.." She starts to count..No. Tell me this isn't how she dies!."Y/N stop!" "3...4" Each count a tear falls from her eyes, "5..6.." I hug her tight, "please stay. Please don't go. Don't leave me." "7...8" She exhaled, and her body went limp, I dropped to the floor hugging her body. "9...10." I finish...Third person's POV.The rain falls hard on this sad sad day, a once happy go lucky boy surrounded by sadness and grief.."We'll wait in the Van." Scoups told Minghao. He nods as raindrops drips on his hair. Silent tears fall from his eyes as he remembers his last moment with y/n. He now wears their two promise rings around his neck, to keep a piece of her with him.."Minghao, my dear. I've read my daughter's journal. And she wrote a letter saying she wanted you to have this box." Y/N's mother handed Minghao a treasure box. All he could do was bow as y/n's mother hugged him as he cried..After hours under the rain after the funeral, Minghao goes home to their apartment. He took out the treasure box y/n gave her and he opened it. It was filled with heaps of letters, there were about a hundred of them..There was a note on top, with the words "open me first" written. Minghao opened it, to see a letter from y/n.."Dearest Minghao,This may have shocked you. I know. Before I met you, I was ready to die. I was ready to make peace with what was destined for me. And then you came, and all I ever wanted all I ever could pray for was to live and be with you. But I can't. No matter how many wishes on a star I make, or how many 11:11 wishes I take. I wouldn't be able to live longer than I want to be. But I realized it's okay, because I got to be with you. I got to be with someone who would stay with me in the hardest of days and that is more than I asked for. I love you Minghao, in life and in death. I wish you happiness and please find love again. Read these letters when you miss me. I love you.".Minghao closes the letter and looks at the other letters on the box, it was filled with numbers, Day 1 up to 100. And all of them were filled with their memories..On the bottom of the box, was a photo..A predebut photo..Of him..And y/n..They trained together, but she had to stop because of her heart condition. And that's when Minghao cried harder than he could have..Destiny and fate has a way of letting people meet, and though they don't end up together. Their hearts will forever be intertwined.