L.A

I stood watching Kam as she stood awkwardly looking on at Sevyn as she broke their conversation to talk to her friend that Kam clearly didn't know.

I had been watching them since I got back up to my seat by Dani, Hood, Red and Londyn. I watched as they embraced each other, and of course I couldn't help but feel a way when Sevyn noticed the stone on Kam's finger and looked at in disbelief when she laughed and nodded in confirmation.

I wanted to strangle her, she was mine, this was nothing but a break. What the fuck was she doing moving on? Getting married? Really?

"My nigga you alright?" hood said closer to my ear so only I could hear it. It's the only time I had stopped staring at Kam since I sat back in my seat. I slowly turned my head to look at him and nodded.

"Yeah I'm good." I answered nonchalantly and downed some more of the ace of spades bottle I had in my hand. I laid my hand on Dani who was sat next to me carrying a conversation with her best friend that was sat beside her.

"You okay?" she asked immediately cutting the conversation with Londyn to turn her body toward me. I leaned forward to peck her lips and pulled away. "Yeah. I love you." I slurred and she furrowed her brows jokingly.

"You drunk?" she asked and I sheepishly grinned at her, biting down on my bottom lip.

"Why I gotta be drunk to tell you I love you." She smiled and shook her head slightly moving my hand that was travelling up her leg back down to where she and the cameras around us could see it.

"You don't, I just know who you are when you get drunk." I rolled my eyes at her thinking she could read me like that. Despite how drawn I was to the conversation I was part taking in with Dani my eyes couldn't help but wonder over to my left seeing Kam and sevyn approaching the section we were sat in, Kam looked over catching my stare and I felt Dani tense up beside me when she saw us catch eyes. I felt uncomfortable so I know everybody else around us did also.

They sat right across from us and I was surprised that Dani's loud ass didn't ask to be introduced like she did with Jasmine, but something told me she wasn't messing with Kam.

Everybody went on enjoying themselves whilst I sat back and watched, I couldn't get lose, my girl was marrying another nigga. Dani stood dancing all night hardly paying me any notice, I knew she was making a scene to make Kam feel some kind of way and if I knew Kam she wasn't fazed at all. The whole situation was just awkward.

I watched in the corner of my eye as Kam stood out of her seat with her phone to her hear, pressing down on the other. I saw when she walked down towards the side entrance of the club and I sat back for a short while before I stood to follow in her direction. I knew Dani and everybody else saw it, but no one said anything so I continued on, moving past the swarm of people in VIP. I felt hands reach out for me and countless attempts to get my attention from different females but none could stop me.

I barged past the security at the side entrance of the club and found Kam with the phone still plastered to her ear.

"Where you going?" I threw and I saw her shake in shock.

"What are you doing here? You following me now?" She asked with a mild attitude and I couldn't help it when I felt myself getting angrier than I should.

"Who you calling?" I asked stepping closer to her and she stepped back slightly.

"Mama, she's watching Zion and I missed her call. Chris honestly go back inside." She had already turned away from me placing the phone back on her ear and I stepped closer to snatch it out her hand, but her voice came before I could do so.

"What? Okay I'm going to call the car around now I'll be there soon." She spoke turning and looking at me, I caught her arm before she could fully get past me.

"What's wrong?" I asked and she stared into my eyes momentarily before snatching away from me.

"Nothing, Zion has a fever. I'm going to go check on him." I turned and grabbed onto her once more to stop her before she could re-enter the hectic space.

"I'm coming." I told her and watched her shake her head. "No stay here. He'll be fin-" "This is my son too. I'm coming."

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"I got to go, I'm sorry but Zion got a fever." I watched as Dani's brow arched in annoyance.

"You're leaving? Really Chris?" She said with her attitude very much apparent.

"Zion has a fever, I'm going to make sure he straight. I'll call you in an hour. I promise." I apologised and saw her shake her head and look down at her lap.

I was not about to continuously apologise to her for this. If she couldn't understand my situation right now I wasn't going to try make her get it.

I stepped out of the club and immediately was met by a bunch of paparazzi, the valet came around with my Lamborghini truck and before I had the chance to throw any smart shit back out at the camera men in my grill I was already pulling off down the street.

Once I reached my mothers house, the new generation range rover I guessed as Kamiyah's was parked out front.

I got out jogging slightly, partially because I wanted to make sure my son was okay but also because I missed him and was excited to see him.

"Shhh shh. I just got him to sleep." Was the first thing I got hit with on arrival. I looked over at Kam's heels by the door and her body language as she rocked our son to sleep. There was probably a 20 minute gap between her and I getting here, I don't know how she did it.

"He's okay?" I asked in disbelief and she nodded still looking down at him. I looked around for my mother and walked over to the kitchen counter when I saw cookies. I don't know who she could possibly be baking for when Zion ain't have no teeth.

"You really should have stayed at the club, I told you he was fine." She said once she walked back into the kitchen.

"So he's my son, I was worried. Where my ma?" I asked changing the subject.

"I told her to go rest, he wore her out." She said awkwardly walking over to sit on the other end of the counter. She reached out and picked up one of the sugar cookies directly in between us.

I slouched in my seat slightly and watched her till she caught eyes with me and I moved my glare. I don't know why but she was making me a little. Nervous.

"So there's an elephant in the room." She stated after moments of silence and I sat up a little. "Huh?" I asked with my brows arching. "I know you're upset about this" she said knowingly lifting her hand up and slapped it back down.

"I ain't mad. I said congrats right?" I shot back and she shook her head.

"You feel guilty that's why you asking. I'm good." Her face scrunched up and she looked back up at me.

"Guilty? For what?" She asked her voice going high pitched.

"You come here with an engagement ring, trying to explain yourself as if I got a say so in your relationship? Clearly you feel guilty." She placed the cookies down and sucked her teeth.

"I don't feel guilty and I wasn't explaining myself. I just thought you should know; I mean we do have a child together." She stated to try make me feel stupid, but I didn't at all.

"Whatever Kam, you feeling guilty because you shitted in my backyard and now you marrying the nigga. Furthermore you never got over us, so don't make it seem like zee is the only thing keeping any bond between us." Her brows arching showed her rise in confusion, disaggreance and slight anger. I sat back ready for her come back.

"Fuck you. I got over US the day you told me to kill our baby, I don't want your ass, you're nothing but my "baby daddy" so don't get it twisted. I'm marrying Michael because I'm completely and undeniably in LOVE with him, not on no pay back shit, so what you need to do is get over yourself." Her words were filled with anger and passion, I didn't know whether to believe them but shit it sounded real.

"Drea." She threw out lowly and broke into another cookie, chewing it slowly then swallowed. "What?" I asked in confusion and she licked the sugar off the corner of her mouth.

"Big booty drea. High school. The only girl I remember even trying to be cool with me." I listened on as she began running through whatever story she was telling, for whatever point she was trying to prove.

"She was my friend, we used to go over each others houses, talk about boys, pick out outfits together. She was my friend... And you fucked her." She threw out viciously yet still low enough for only the two of us to hear.

"You slept with her, right after you were with me, and I had to listen to her tell me about how good you were, and how fine you were and how you made her feel; but I knew already, I couldn't tell her to not fuck with you because she'd turn it on me, say I was jealous... And I never said anything to you because I- .. I don't even know why. Either way you thought I didn't know. She told me what you said, about her not telling y'all business... She was my friend and you knowingly fucked her... So you can't tell me SHIT about shitting in backyards because at least you knew what Mike and I were from jump." I rolled my eyes at her poor example and stood up walking to get milk from the fridge, the conversation had become way too tense.

"We were 16." I stated as if she gave a fuck at that moment and she chuckled."

"And we're grown as fuck now, but we still playing the same games. Right?" I opened my mouth to argue my point and just as I did I heard foot steps followed by my mom in her night gown.

"Well this is nice. Hey baby." She said with a smile on her face as she kissed my cheeks.

"Hey ma. I thought you were sleep." I said turning my attention from Kam to avoid my mother catching on to the anger I hoped was not visible on my face.

"I was, I came down to make sure zee was okay... You got him to sleep?" She asked looking over at mal and she nodded putting her hands through her hair.

"Yeah, we're about to leave though." She said standing off her seat and my eyes followed her.

"No it's too late to drive and you probably been drinking. Stay the night." My mother insisted and I looked at Kam shake her head politely.

"No mama it's fine honestly. This jet lag got me wide awake and I haven't drank since I been breast feeding." She explained and I rose my brow at the last part.

"Oh, well okay. You're coming back tomorrow though right?" She asked in disappointment and Kam nodded moving closer to her before pulling her into a hug and pulled away.

"First thing." She said walking towards the room where I guessed she'd laid zee down. She brought him back out in his car seat and I stood to take him out but he was fast asleep.

"Let me help you." I said in an attempt to take the car seat from her and she pulled back.

"Chris. He's asleep." She stated looking at me for the first time since our conversation and I nodded.

"I got it." I said taking the car seat from her hand and presumed to walk to the door.

"Ma I'll see you tomorrow." I said leaving the two alone and walked up to Kam's car seeing as the doors were unlocked and locked in zee's car seat. I kissed his forehead whilst he slept and stood to my full height closing the door just as mal came trotting towards us.

"I'll call you tomorrow." I informed her rather than asking and she nodded with a low bye and got in her range, I heard it lock shutting me out completely before she turned on the engine and pulled out of the drive way.

-"Really? That's great babe." I said not as genuinely as I wish I was. He was taking a new role which would be filming out of the country for 8 months, and sure I was happy for him. But I wasn't happy about it, that meant even more time away from him at a time.

"You could sound alittle more happy." I felt guilty but I just couldn't help it.

"I'm sorry, but I just don't like the idea of you being gone for so long, I'm happy for you. I am." I said with a small smile at him noticing.

"I got 3 days between San Francisco and Vegas. Y'all should come down here. 27th till the 30th?" He asked more than ordered and I twisted my mouth up checking the dates in my mind.

"I can't I have a shoot for sister 2 sister in LA the 28th and Zion has an appointment for the 29th." I broke half way kicking myself for not being available and heard him let out a sigh.

"Damn, it would've been fun though." He said and I agreed.

"When you start modelling again?" He asked as I bit into the breakfast sandwich I'd made.

"Well this is my first shoot since before I had Zion. I been getting calls about covers but this is the only one I haven't declined." I explained moving to the couch and put the TV on E!.

My eyes half bugged out when I saw candid pictures from Chris and I at the side of the club the night before with the headline "On AGAIN?!" I gulped the rest of the sandwich in my mouth as upset filled me. This had to be a joke. Who took those we were the only ones out there.

"Hello?!" I heard and snapped back to life, I sighed realising I had to tell Michael now before he saw it or heard it elsewhere.

"Babe if I tell you something you promise you won't be mad?" I asked and he didn't answer for a second.

"I won't be mad, go head." He said urging me to continue.

"I saw Chris last night, we spoke briefly at the club and I don't know how but some bogus pictures are floating around talking about we're back together... I just thought I should tell you now." I said quickly almost tripping over my words and when I was done I waited in his response.

"Hello?"

"And nothing happened?" He asked sternly and I furrowed my brows at him asking.

"No. Nothing, I swear." I answered and heard movement in his background.

"Okay, I trust you, you know I don't read the blogs anyway." He said sounding just as cool as he did when he answered my call and I smiled at him being so lovely.

"But anyway I got to go I'll call you tonight iight?" He said and I pouted at him cutting the conversation short and nodded as If he could see me.

"Okay. I love you babe." I said and waited on him to say it back before pulling the phone from my ear.

Once I did I saw the text messages and calls I had missed whilst on the phone.

2 from mama J, 2 from my own mother, 1 from sev, Neesha, my friend Jen, Chris and 1 unsaved.

I decided to work my way up starting with the unsaved number first.

I let it ring out for a while and just before it cut off the person picked up.

"Hello?" They said with little to no sound in the background and my brows screwed up at the accent I could hear in their voice.

"Hi, you called me?" I said softly.

"Oh, Kamaiyah?" She said sounding a lot more assertive than when she answered and I nodded as if she could see me.

"Yeah. Who's this?" I asked but I already had the mind of who it might be. But why was she calling me is what I wanted in on.

"It's Dani, I never got the chance to speak to you last night, how are you?" She said and I chuckled slightly, she was that kind of girlfriend, augh.

"I'm good. Is there a problem at all?" I asked skipping to the point.

"No, I just thought it was funny that we didn't speak I mean you do have a child with my boyfriend." She stated and I chuckled. She funny.

"Yup I do. Soo?" I continued patronisingly.

"Ok look I just wanted to call and say what's up but clearly you're not too happy to hear from me so ill make this quick...I don't want to hear all of this mess with you and him on the blogs and I don't want to see it either. If y'all want to be together go ahead and do that when I'm not in the picture. You guys have a son and I get that I really do, but all I'm asking is that you respect me and his relationship and keep it at that; co-parenting." Once she was done with her speech I couldn't hold in the small snigger I let out.

"You're funny. You really think I want Chris? Both of y'all crazy, I don't want anything to do with him other than his presence in our child's life. You don't need to worry about him and I in the blogs, blogs are built on bullshit and with all the niggas they've linked you with I thought you would know that by now. Look I don't want any qualms with you and frankly I could care less about you and your relationship. I have a man you can have Chris, and just so you know, I'm the last female you need to worry about him messing around on you with." I said and locked off right after I was done. I could not believe that shit. .And they ask me why I hate LA.