Chapter 10: Ignorance is ✨Bliss✨ Part 1

4 weeks later

Miami aka Last Day of the tour

Kehlani's P.O.V A lot has happened in Houston, But the last time y'all saw me, I was in the middle of having a miscarriage. I had the love of friends and family around me.My health wasn't at risk and also SZA pulled up to be present while I was in pain. but me laying in that bed recovering for 2 days before hitting atl didn't soften sharae up one bit, she put me in the friend zone and I felt rejected by her. Today is the last day of the tour, I'm excited because I'm definitely ready to go back to normal life. Y'all knew most of the stuff that happened in most of the cities but that damn Atlanta. A lot happen in atl, Me and sharae at odds, Tank and giveon fighting at the club in front of everyone, and To top the cake sharae went to into holding as a suspect of Mico's murder. so basically we just gone catch y'all up from Atlanta to Miami Rewind!

Atlanta,GA

Sharae's P.O.V

Ahhh Atlanta, Georgia, I couldn't wait to get here so I can run into Mico, Yeah me and keh is chilling on the lovey dovey shit due to her new interest in SZN is it? Oh SZA my bad. But that's still my friend and that type shit ion gone sit down for. I got off the extra sprinter with destin and tank when I saw Sza with her arms wrapped around keh. We made eye contact but she broke it. Ik y'all wondering how we got here. Well in Houston while keh was in the shower, I caught dms between Sza and keh, they were sending nudes back and forth, talking about linking and audio messages between them both masturbating. Even though yes Kehlani is still single but at the end of the day, from where I stood we were working on something, like do you but not at the expense of my feelings. but it's cool we in atl and my eyes have definitely been wandering since I got off the bus, we checked in at the villa and were presented with breakfast and mimosas but you know I had to mix a lil henny in it.

I was done with my food and drink and went out to backyard with a beautiful lake view. While Jamie went to go put adeya down,I was passing the blunt back and forth with destin and keh's mom. " I've seen you and Kehlani have been distant since you found out about Sza." Ms. Trina asked me looking me directly in the eyes. " She got eyes for someone else and technically I'm not her girlfriend so I just let her do her thing, I'm not gonna lie ms. Trina my feelings are hurt a little bit, I really liked your daughter but if it ain't meant to be right now then I'm not going to force it. I'm still her friend though. Her lil friend do get uncomfortable when I'm around keh so I just keep my distance really" " well I know my child, she's running away from love, especially if she really likes you. But she will come around, just continue to be her friend and let time do it's thing" we agreed while destin was in his phone and ms. Trina broke his train of thought. " so destin, I know you still in shock from that boy" " welllll ms. Trina.. I am" he laughed " it just makes me feel good to have someone that loves me for me. And I can be able to show that same in love in return. I just feels amazing." " Bitch are you blushinggg" I squealed out. Me and ms. Trina continue to pick with destin and then here comes keh and Sza. Ms. Trina changed her body language as soon as she saw her. And I can tell that I'm the only girl that keh has been associated with sexually, that ms. Trina likes. " Hey ma, what y'all got going on out here" keh said hugging her mom and destin. She was about to hug me but I dapped her instead. I could tell she was taken a back by that but damn you can't have your cake and eat it too ma'am. " Ight ms. Trina I am about to head out so I can find an outfit for tonight's show and after party. Destin I will text you, see you around keh and good to see you szn" I walked off " It's SZA" Sza yelled out. I ignored her, got all of essentials and headed to the sprinter where a few others were to go to the mall. I got inside the sprinter and kiara decided to sit next to me. " yo I wanted to apologize, for everything." Kiara said looking me in the eyes.  " I was wrong for all of actions I barely knew you. But now I see you cool people" " you good, at the end of the day we didn't know each other and I'm grown enough to accept your apology. You stay in your lane I stay in mines" we dapped each other up. Everyone that was going to the mall got on the bus and we headed there.

Destin's P.O.V

" That was mad weird, why she just walked off like that" Sza said as she sat near keh. " that's my sister Sza, watch it" I spoke up. " I mean but be fr tho, what's her issue. I don't know her then she got my name wrong so you know she on some petty shit." Keh just sat right there and let Sza talk shit. " do you know what keh and sharae actually went through together?or the bond that they grew together? How would you feel if both of y'all agreed mutual feelings for each other then another bitch pop up in the picture? You would be a lil hurt by the situation and that's how sharae feels. Now don't get it twisted sharae can get a new bitch today with no issue but before you speak on some shit, know the history behind it. And keh what the fuck you just sitting there for while Sza dragging her. If the roles were reversed sharae would've had this bitch drowning in the lake next to us" I was getting mad because 1. Why is Sza talking shit 2. Why tf is keh sitting there while she is doing it. It's giving flip flop right now. " y'all getting on my nerves fr, ion know it's the Atlanta wind or what but listen Sza, I want you to have that same exact energy when she gets back here cause y'all doing too damn much fr, keh I'll talk to you later, I love you dearly but you got me fucked up with this one" I walked back into the house, sat on my bed,  and FaceTime my man, who is now in London doing a show. I miss him so much and I will definitely be dying out to him after miami. " Hey baby" he answered fully naked. " now why is this a three way conversation. Knowing damn well imma be looking at your dick the entire conversation" I said biting my lip. " Boy you better look up here above the waist, matter of fact" he went to get a towel. " no no no, ouu" his booty made a special appearance as well and I liked what I saw. " there, now hey baby" " hey babyyyy, I miss you" " I miss you too and did you see the shade room" I got nervous cause anything on the shade room is some bullshit that's probably going to ruin my day. " no hold on babe" I hit the Home Screen, went to instagram and went to the shade room. " The 'When We' Tour has been delayed for a week, due to A upcoming Category 5 hurricane heading in London's direction. Sources say cities from the 18-24th has been refunded their money due to the shows on those dates have been cancelled. Tank has responded with an apology post and letting his fans know that he will be in London to finish the rest of the tour once the storm has passed" I closed out instagram and went back to our FaceTime. " So if you're not in London, Where the fuck are you babe?" " I'm in Atlanta" he grinned. " Stop fucking lying Tank" I said sitting up in my bed. " Destin I'm Atlanta Fr" I squeal in excitement " Why didn't you pop up?" I asked " Oh lord, you and all these questions, babe I will be there as soon as I get dressed. Send me your location" I sent him my location " I'll see you in a few babe" " Okay baby, bye" I hung up the phone and rushed into the shower. " I'm ready to see my husband, my husband, my husband" I Sang to myself rushing into the shower. Let me go wash this ass for this mannn. Bye y'all

Kehlani's P.O.V

" you know he's right keh" my mom said. " mama what you want me to say, that shit was weird, I mean I get what destin is saying but we are still friends at the end of the day." I caught Sza rolling her eyes. " whatchu got to say cause you been itching to say something since destin left, I thought he shutted you up when he left." My mom said to Sza. " Ma, Please. I am still single, and it's been a min since I have since kiara. Let me enjoy the single life" " You can enjoy it, just not at the expense of someone else's feelings. You have been in Sharae's shoes before baby girl, so don't do that." " Are you Kehlani's mom or Sharae's mom?" Sza butted in " Little girl, I do not like you. It doesn't matter who mama I am, I'm being real period. Can you send your flavor of the month somewhere while I talk to you." I looked at Sza signaling her to leave. " Just wait in my room for me, okay?" We shared a kiss and Sza left out of my mom's sight. " now what's going on with you, I know since the rape and miscarriage, you have been different." My mom said out of concern. They act like I killed somebody, I just found a new interest, same way me and sharae was, that's how me and Sza is. Friends with benefits. " so I'm supposed to be the same,ma? Sza is a friend that's it, ain't nothing further, she's got a girl on the side anyways so I'm just chilling right now. I'm staying in my lane" " Kehlani, so you're sharing this girl basically. That's not you at all. Sharae is better fit for you, she wasn't possessive, rude or disrespectful to your mother, plus she has a child of her own so she could've relate to you more.." I cut my mom off. " LOOK, I just want to have fun, sharae was already all over me like I was her girl. She caught feelings too quick. Sza is who I want to kick it with right now until I cut that shit off. If you think she's such a good catch you date her mom." I said angrily. But the look my mama gave me humbled me real quick. " Girl if you wasn't speaking out of personal hurt, I would be dragging your ass right now . Don't ever speak to me like that again. Now it's your life, but remember who you do dirty, it's definitely going to bite you in that hot ass of yours. Let me go back to my Airbnb and mind my business. Me and adeya will see you at your show tonight." My mom got up and kissed me on the forehead and walk away. " Tighten up kid" were the last thing she said to me before she walked out the front door. I went into my room and put my head into a pillow. To be honest, I caught feelings quick too, that's was my problem. I didn't want to catch feelings, get into another relationship and ended up hurt again. So I just walked away in all. Sza is in my life because I want the attention without the strings attached. I do need to have a conversation with her to clear things up, but right now I'm just having fun. " You good?" SZA asked " Yeah, I just need to clear some stuff up that's all." I said facing her. " Well I am here for you boo" she leaned in to give me a kiss then her phone started buzzing. She picked her phone and 'Girlfriend 🫶🏼💕' flashed across the screen. " I'll be right back" she walked into the bathroom leaving me and my thought in one setting. I put the pillow over my head and let out a muffled scream. Fuck my life, fr.

Sharae's P.O.V

Me and kiara was at the food court eating and getting to know each other. Home girl is pretty cool. " What's your sign?" I asked " I'm a Taurus" she responded " Oh lord not another one" we bussed out laughing " we are not that bad, lay off us" we continue to eat our food and two women came to our table. " wassup kiara" Latto and Megan Thee Stallion came to our table greeting kiara and I. " Wassup, how y'all been" she hugged both of them and they were waiting for kiara to introduce me to them. " My bad y'all, sharae theses are my homegirls, Megan and Latto." I'm excited on the inside, I've seen them on the internet doing they thing many of times, and they both fine as hell in person. I extended my hand out to them and they shook it. Me and Megan made eye contact for a good 5 seconds. Don't start that shit😭. " You're the owner of attire drop right" Lattto said breaking up me and Megan eye fucking. " Yes I am" I said confidently. " I've been trying to be an ambassador over there with y'all for a min, you looking for any?" " Hell yeah and Megan I can get you one too if you want. I'll dm y'all the info." " Ight, Bet" To be honest coming on this tour has not only been good for me personally but it's making big moves for me and my brand. I know when I go back home, I'm doing my big one with all these contacts I have now. First SWV now Latto and Megan. " y'all wanna sit and eat for a bit" kiara suggested " yeah we gone order some food and come back, can y'all watch our bags?" " Yeah" I said. They walked off to order some food and I pulled kiara in closer" kiara what are you doing?" I asked her with my eyes widen. " Everyone knows about you and keh, house news travels fast. Ain't no need for you to be in your feelings forever, if you and keh meant to be, it will happen. But don't close your self off over one failed situationship. I see you and Megan eye fucking, you better hop on that stallion." I busted out laughing cause what the fuck, Kehlani is going to kill me. Wait technically I'm still single, fuck it giddy up. They came back with their plates and we chopped it up real quick. " so besides business, are you seeing anyone sharae?" Megan asked me while locking eyes with me again. Something in those eyes were angelic and devious at the same time. That's my type of dangerous right there. " No I'm single, dibbling here and there, and you?" I asked. " I'm in an open relationship with a female in the industry, we just keeping things on the low right now. She do her thing I do mines" " I like that" I blurted out. Sharae get it together, them eyes and titties is scrambling my brain all the way. We chatted some more and I invited the girls to the after party and concert. " Here is my number and I'll be seeing you later, okay" Before megan left she kissed me on the lips and walked away with Latto. Me and kiara looked at each other. " you know she ain't had on no drawers right" I said causing us to bust out laughing and having everyone in the food court look at us. Kiara is cool, shit whatever happened in the past is in the past. We rounded everyone up from various of stores and headed back to the Airbnb.

We came back and I was laughing with kiara about what happened earlier in the food court. As soon as I came in, destin walked out yelling " SZA been talking shit, suh" " what you mean talking shit, for what?" I responded to him. " she was talking shit about how you was being weird and shit, I had to check that bitch cause keh wasn't saying nothing" keh walked in with Sza holding hands " Really destin, you wanna see a fight?" She made eye contact with me and I broke it. " yep cause what she talking shit for and she don't even know sharae, and when the fuck y'all two became so chummy, y'all was just beating each other up" destin said referring to me and kiara. " we talked and we cool" I said to destin. " oh so now that you don't deal with me no more you over here being chummy with my ex" Kehlani said with an attitude. " First of all watch ya tone and second of all me and kiara being cool doesn't have nothing to do with you, she was apologizing for her actions towards me and we being grown about the situation. We ain't had no real beef so chill the fuck out with that shit ma" I rolled my eyes. " well the shit weird to me" Sza butted in " bitch you're weird, the fuck. Anyways, I'm bout to go put up my clothes for tonight, I'm bout to shower and smoke and FaceTime this baddie I met at the mall today" I looked over at kiara and we bust out laughing. " damn you moved on that quick, sharae" keh said standing up. " oh no, you got who you wanted to kick it with, don't be mad that I can move to the next bitch quicker than you. I'm your friend now, so don't question me bout what I put my lips on, cause I definitely ain't gone question you" I walked upstairs leaving destin, kiara, szn and keh downstairs. " Told you she quick nie!" I heard destin yell as I cut the corner to my room.

I got out the shower and rolled a big one. I walked on to the balcony portion of my room, put my AirPods in and Called Megan. " Wassup" she answered " nothing much just got back to her crib and smoking a stiff one." I replied " Ew you smoke weed?" " yeah, why?" " Latto be doing that shit too, I don't see how y'all can do that, I don't like the feeling of being high. Now drinking on the other hand, imma fish with that" I laughed at her response. " Don't drink too much tonight, ion tryna hold your hair over no Toliet" " you don't have to, but I hope you can hold my hair for something else." I looked down at my phone in awe " Oh you wanna start that shit already, don't play with me I'll have you leaving your girlfriend." " If it's good enough, maybe" she said. While I was on the phone cupcaking, Kehlani walks up on me. I jumped and I turned my phone over cause who I'm on the phone with is none of her business anymore. " let me call back baby" Keh scrunched up her face and rolled her eyes. " Ight baby bye" I hung up and took out my AirPods. I'm now facing my direction towards keh. " I know you ain't came up here to spy, whatchu want keh?" I said exhaling the smoke out my nose. " Are we still cool?" She asked me " Yeah, we both told each other no matter what happens, we will be in each other's life. But you flipping out on me , cause I moved on, I did not fuck with. I caught someone in your phone remember." I bluntly told her. " I apologize for that, Sza is someone I just want to kick it with. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings in the process. I don't want us to be on each other's bad side" " I gotchu, we good keh. Ion gone let nobody fuck with you tho." I got up and gave her a hug. This girl is still my friend even though we did not work out as lovers. And that's okay, if we are meant to be, we will find our way back to each other. We held the hug for a good min. And we pulled apart and looked each other in the eyes and We heard a cough coming from the distance. We looked up and see Sza with her arms crossed, having the deadliest stare on her face. " you got a possessive one on your hands be careful, and she's giving the iconic 'Scorpio' stare." Keh chuckled at the comment. "Kehlani!" She raised her tone a little louder. Keh grabbed my face. " I'll see you later kid" she kissed me on the cheek and walked off. I still got love for shawty but she's doing her own thing and I have respect that, and when she's ready to spin the block to me again I'll be there but I'm the mean time imma be riding a stallion. I called megan back and finished our conversation and my blunt before tonight's show.

3 hours before the show....

Kehlani's P.O.V

Me, my mom, my uncle, destin sharae are outside of Mico's house. These mfs were still gun hold about getting on this nigga while we were in atlanta. " Y'all ready?" My uncle said. Everyone agreed and we went up to his door step and surprisingly he answered. Before he could've realized what was going on, everyone rushed his ass on the couch. " Yo what the fuck is going on" he screamed in rage. " Do you know who I am nigga?" My uncle said talking in his face. " nah nigga who the fuck are you? I owe you money or something?" My uncle punched the fuck out of him, causing his nose to bleed. " nigga do it look like I need money from you. You raped my niece, nigga!" I walked up to him with tears in my eyes " Oh shit, this bitch is your niece" He got hit again, this time by my mama. Y'all she back hand slap his ass with a pistol. " The only bitch in here is you, give me one good reason to not shoot your dick off right now and shove it in your mouth" homeboy started stuttering real bad when my mama was pressing that gun against his dick. Next thing you know someone shot Mico in the knee cap. Everyone looked back and saw Sharae's gun still smoking from the shot. " I got tired of his ass being cocky deadass" " Ahhhh, You bitch" he got up and reached over to sharae and started beating on her like she was a man on the street. Another shot went off and Mico fell to the ground with his eyes rolled to the back of his head with smoke coming out his mouth. Indicating that he was dead. This time it was my uncle who fired off the shot. I looked at him with rage. But we couldn't stay there long because this nigga go neighbors that loves to call the police. Speaking of sirens grew closer and closer to our direction. I knew Mico lived in a white neighborhood but damn they come fast " y'all go out the back, his camera don't work in the back" I said guiding everyone to the back door. " I'll go out the front, either one of us go down or all of will. It has to be pinned on someone." My uncle said " so you wanna go to jail behind this" my mom said " Girl my lawyer good, I'll be there for 2 years total if I take the plea, now go!" We all ran out the back and hid in the shed until we heard the police leave and I'm assuming my uncle is in the back of that car. We ran to the side of the house and we were clear to leave. We speed off leaving my dead rapist in his home to be picked up by the morgue.

We got to the arena and we all ran straight to my dressing room and locking it. " WHAT THE FUCK?!" Sharae screamed "Are we all going down for this shit?" I asked " Girl your uncle got it. That nigga knew he was going back to jail the moment I told him what happened, like he said if he does get jail time 2 years is what he will get, especially since he knows Clay county's Judge personally. Go take a shower and act like non of this shit happened Ight, all of y'all. I'm going to shower in my own dressing room and I'm getting adeya from Jamie." My mom said as she left out the dressing room leaving me,destin, and sharae. "We have to make a pac, we don't say shit to nobody else this stay between the ones that were in that house." We all agreed and then we heard a knock on the door. I opened it to see Sza on the other end. I let her in. " Ohhh my god, girl you ain't gotta be up under her like that damn! I'm bout to go to my dressing room" sharae said as she walked past Sza staring her the fuck down. " I will be joining her, I'll see you later, okay" I hugged him and they both left. " what was that about, are you good? And what took you so long?" I got overwhelmed with the questions. " IM F- I'm fine, I'm going to take a shower, by myself. You can stay out here and make yourself comfortable. Okay?" I went to the back and took me a shower, replaying what happened before we got here. Seeing his lifeless face.

3:00am

The after party was lit as fuck, everyone is just now making it in the parking lot and there are an ass of police outside. Oh my god, we all bout to go to jail. We stepped off the sprinter and I talked to one of the officers. " officer is there anything I can help you with?" I said innocently " I'm looking for Sharae Davenport, you can help me with that." He said with his smart ass. " I'm Sharae Davenport, yes?" She stepped up, and of course she has heavy liquor on her breathe. Megan looked at with confusion. " what's going on?" Megan asked " This gun was found at the scene of the crime with Sharae's fingerprints along with the primary weapon that killed Mico Graham. You are under arrest" the officer put Sharae's hands behind her back and arresting her while reading her rights to her. " it's going to be okay sharae, we gone get you out in the morning before we leave for Miami" I yelled while reassuring her. Destin was grabbing onto me but I snatched back still talking to sharae. " chill chill, I'll see you in the morning ma" the car drove off and I ran into my moms Airbnb next door telling her everything that happened, crying and hyperventilating in her arms. What the fuck did I get everyone into. How am I going to explain to her son that I got his mom locked up.

WHAT ... THE ... FUCK

PART 2 coming up 💕