Chapter 26

Lilly's P.O.V.I should feel guilty but I don't. I'm still single. I'm still free to kiss, love or have sex with whoever. And I know Luke isn't whoever but you know. I don't feel guilty. Am I a bad person?"C'mon Lilly" Stevan beckons. We get inside and there is people everywhere. I know no one but that doesn't stop me having a good time. Me and Stevan take some shots and then we go to dance. I spin around and he pulls my hips towards his waist. I know what he wants but I'm not feeling great so u go get up another drink. After that he takes me outside and I throw up. He offers me a cigarette but I decline. We decide to go back to his place for the night.He open the front door and everything is dark. No lights on at all. Stevan falls down on a blue shabby couch in the middle of the room. I walk over and sit on the edge of the couch. I watch him put his tattooed arms up on the back of the couch. I lie back and cuddle into him. "Lilly can I ask you something?""Yeah?""Did you see Luke today?""Uhhh" what do I tell him. I was with like and we.... I really like him but.... now the guilt is sitting in. "Yeah.." I look down and he just hugs me closer. I look up at him and he smiles awkwardly.