chapter 5

Chapter 5.

- I have an appointment to eat with Wendy, I said from this morning, you forgot?

SuA is about to enter adulthood, so it's not a big deal to go out late. Anyway, SuA always wears a couple Fitbit watch with Siyeon, connected to Siyeon's phone, so Siyeon knows what state SuA is in.

As for the watch Siyeon is wearing, it connects to SuA's phone, she bought SuA a really good smartphone since SuA studied for the university entrance exam. It makes no sense for her watch to connect to SuA's phone, because she doesn't do anything special, her heart rate is always stable. Siyeon  is always at home when SuA enters the house, when SuA steps out of the house, she is also at home, so SuA will always know where she is, what she is doing, how she is feeling.

Siyeon was still temporarily reassured about the relationship between SuA and Wendy like that, until……

One day, SuA texted Siyeon telling Siyeon that she didn't go home to sleep, and slept at Wendy's house. Siyeon lying on the bed nervously, are they going to…

Siyeon shook her head, she was extremely tired of the negative thoughts invading. She closed her eyes and tried to force herself to sleep, but she couldn't do it, every ten minutes she would turn on her phone to see what state SuA was in.

SuA's Fitbit watch is connected to her phone, so she knows what SuA's heart rate is like, how many steps SuA walked today, good or bad heart rate, how many calories does SuA burn, and it also measures mood.

And rightnow, Siyeon stared at the phone screen. It's 2 am, Kim SuA is in a state of extreme excitement and has just burned 200 calories.

- What the hell……

Siyeon got up, put on her clothes and walked out of the house, her face smoldering, holding the phone to call Kim SuA right away.

"Hello"

- Where is Wendy's house? what the hell are you doing? send the location to me immediately, I will come pick you up, from now on, always have to sleep at home, understand?

"Sing, I didn't hear anything, why did you call me?"

Siyeon paused for a few seconds, her emotions overflowing made her forget that Kim SuA was deaf and couldn't hear anything. It's pointless to call SuA, when she wants to contact SuA she usually texts via kakaotalk.

And her anger is like a volcano erupting, Kim SuA will never be able to hear it. Even her sweet voice every time they were at home SuA could never be heard.

SuA once looked at Siyeon with sad eyes and said

"If only I could hear your voice"

“…………..”

"I have a feeling that, you have a very sweet voice"

Yes, Kim SuA's feeling is completely right, Lee Siyeon has a very sweet voice that can make people diabetic. Her voice was as gentle as the waves of the ocean.

But that was just her normal tone, when she lost her temper, her voice was completely reversed.

Siyeon sighed and hung up the phone, she texted SuA, typing on the keyboard boldly, her feet were still moving to the place to get the car.

For a long time, SuA and Wendy only went on a date on the street and had limited intimacy, today was the first time SuA asked permission to sleep at Wendy's house. But the problem is that she went out and then texted to ask for permission, not before leaving the house.

It's cunning, SuA knows Siyeon won't agree if she asks for permission first.

Siyeon received a text message from SuA, an address line, Siyeon drove at the speed of a ghost to the right address. Thought it was Wendy's house, but no, it's a gym, open 24/7.

Oh, that's the calorie burning thing of SuA………….

SuA saw Siyeon, quickly smiled brightly, her face was covered with a few drops of sweat because she had just stepped off the treadmill. The girl seemed to sense Siyeon's displeasure through the text message, so she smiled brightly, probably wanting Siyeon to be less angry.

- 2 o'clock at night, but you still go to the gym to do what? – Siyeon scowled, raised her hand to signal to communicate with SuA.

- I just went to dinner late with Wendy, I was so full, I went to the gym  before going her home to sleep.

- Change your clothes, I will take you home…….Wendy, thank you for hanging out with SuA, but today SuA has to go home to sleep - Siyeon turned to talk to Wendy.

- Yes.

- Wendy, I will take you home first and then go home with SuA later.

- No need, my parents will come pick me up.

So Siyeon succeeded in stopping SuA from sleeping at Wendy's house, just now she breathed a sigh of relief because reality was not what she thought.

She pondered in her mind, was there any way to make Kim SuA single again? she couldn't see her little blue bird belonging to someone else.

The little blue bird is the nickname Siyeon gave to SuA recently, after she witnessed Kim SuA going out of the house too many times. Usually in the past there were only a few basic activities such as going to school, going to the supermarket, now going to university, having more social relationships, SuA started to leave the house more.

Siyeon complained to SuA that "walking like a bird"

At that time, SuA just laughed and ignored her words.

Kim SuA used to be docile, now less, she knows how to be stubborn, to ignore and keep quiet with Siyeon’s annoying words...

And the fact that Siyeon gave the color blue the nickname of the little bird because she liked the color blue very much. She bought a lot of these colorful things for SuA to wear.

SuA once expressed that SuA  did not like this color, she also used the mask upside down, because the face sticking out should be blue, she didn't like it, she wanted to show the white color.

At that time, Siyeon said that "blue is so beautiful why you don't like it"

After that, SuA also kept silent, seeing that Siyeon was completely annoyed on her face, but SuA kept quiet.

Then Siyeon scowled again "wear a mask properly nowww"

Then Kim SuA wears a mask properly.

Although SuA doesn't like the color blue, Siyeon doesn't care, she still buys blue clothes for SuA to wear, buying a lot. Blue beanie hat, blue jeans, blue wool coat, blue handbag, blue shirt.

Kim SuA has to wear it no matter what, if she doesn't wear it, she won't have anything to wear.

So every time SuA wears a blue dress, Siyeon has to take advantage of sneaking a picture, because SuA  looks so beautiful and lovely.

Since that day, Siyeon did not see SuA ask to sleep at Wendy's house anymore, she felt extremely satisfied. Maybe SuA knew she didn't like it, so SuA didn't insist on spending the night like that anymore.

And Siyeon also warned SuA that she didn't let SuA exercise so late at night, because it was not good for the health. Exercise should be done during the day.

With the main reason still being that she doesn't like the fact, SuA is so immersed in exercise. The girl practiced many different subjects, which means that the exercise time took up too much of the day, at that time SuA was not at home, Siyeon felt empty.

SuA goes to practice in the morning, she also goes to practice in the afternoon, after dinner, she still wants to practice. It's enough to practice one subject, many more subjects for what? the gym, then pilates, then dancing, then artificial climbing, then badminton, pole dancing, it’s too much.

Siyeon’s a lazy person to exercise, so she doesn't like it when she sees someone who exercises too hard.

And today Kim SuA suddenly became dehydrated in the morning, feeling very tired and unable to do anything. Siyeon hung around the house and didn't see the blue bird fly out of the room, she actively opened the door to come in to check, then she knew that SuA was sick.

She took SuA to the hospital and the doctor said that SuA should stay at home for a day and drink enough electrolyte water, eat enough food for 3 meals. Siyeon secretly rejoiced in her heart, the day when SuA stayed at home all day was rare, today is such a rare day.

She takes care of SuA little by little, SuA in the morning looks extremely pale and lifeless, it's better at night.

- Can you sleep with me?

Siyeon was about to leave SuA's room, then she stopped. It's not that she doesn't want to sleep with SuA, she's wanted this for a long time. SuA also asked her this question a few times, and the answer remained the same.

A disclaimer…

Basically, she… was afraid of that, sleeping with SuA….

What if she lost control, if she does something scared SuA, the relationship between the two that she had built up for 7 years would go to waste.

But right now, looking at SuA's cute baby bird-like face, she couldn't bear to say no.

So she closed the door, climbed into bed and slept with SuA. There is a glass of warm water next to the bed in case SuA gets tired and will drink water. When Siyeon lay down on the bed, the little girl immediately hugged her, SuA’s face stretched out looking extremely comfortable.

And Siyeon was a little bit forced, she wasn't very comfortable, she was still the same, a mask of calm.

- Sleep well, Sing.

In the stillness of the night, SuA was sleeping in Siyeon's arms, and Siyeon was staring blankly out the window. Outwardly, the lonely moon is lit, the scene is quiet as if anxiously waiting for her action.

Her hand stroked SuA's black hair to make SuA feel comfortable, then she patted SuA's back to help SuA  sleep well, then she rubbed SuA’s body from top to bottom, bottom to top.

Her hand accidentally grazed the inside of SuA's T-shirt.

Siyeon gasped, she touched SuA's soft skin, her mind momentarily turned into a daze. Kim SuA really has a scary charm, causing her stable emotions to be in turmoil.

She couldn't help but continue to touch that patch of skin, on SuA's soft back.

SuA subconsciously stirred, causing Siyeon to startle, Siyeon immediately pulled her hand away, pulled down SuA's t-shirt, and put it back in place.

SuA stirred a little and continued to sleep, her face still buried in the crook of Siyeon's neck, her arms hugging Siyeon’s waist tightly.

Siyeon was motionless for a moment, what she heard most clearly now, was her heart.

- SuA………….

- ……………………

- Kim SuA……I love you.

- ……………………..

- Love very much.

- ……………………

- Love more than our current relationship.

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4 more years passed.

Kim SuA is about to graduate from university, preparing to enter the school of work life. SuA’s major is the media industry, Siyeon thought that in the future she would work as a journalist, or a reporter, or an editor, but no, SuA defiantly told Siyeon that she would study and become a DJ.

Siyeon was motionless for several minutes with SuA's decision to make a 180-degree turn. SuA used to do whatever Siyeon told her to, now there's no such thing, Kim SuA has become a full adult, her height has grown a little bit, now she's as tall as Siyeon's eyes, Siyeon thinks SuA will stop at this height. SuA  can do everything by herself, decide everything on her own, listen to Siyeon's advice just for reference, and sometimes even teach Siyeon with moral things.

The only financial problem is that SuA still has to call Siyeon and let Siyeon take care of it. So Siyeon is about to pay another type of tuition for SuA, which is to learn to be a DJ, including equipment investment costs.

11 years living with Kim SuA, Siyeon limited meeting and contact with the witch community, Gahyeon arranged to meet sometimes she agreed, sometimes she didn't. Her superficiality in communication made many people wonder.

But Siyeon could only remain silent, she couldn't explain the decision she had made….

Or maybe it was….she didn't dare to admit it openly….

That she had special feelings for Kim SuA, so she risked bringing SuA home with her.

She once asked Gahyeon that "what is our mission life when coming to this life?", Gahyeon answered "each person who comes to this life has different missions, we are the same community, but the mission is still different. Of course it's not a mission given by humans, we just do it to protect the community”

Siyeon thought about her real mission. If that day she let Kim SuA die in the subway, she would complete the task earlier than planned, and then what would she do next?

Siyeon’s still going to carry on with her usual boring life, right?

When she was with SuA, she experienced emotions that she had never experienced in her life. SuA loves to make jokes, so she always feels happy when SuA is around her. SuA is also very friendly with the outside world, so she sometimes feels jealous when SuA doesn't spend much time at home. SuA also often gets sick and has to go to the hospital a lot, gets burned, gets sick, has eye pain, and has to have  the wisdom teeth removed, so at times like that, Siyeon always feels anxious.

Joy, jealous, anxiety, were emotions she never had.

Then she realized that she was not a stone herself, but also an emotional person. It's just that she doesn't show it on the surface much.

Then she gradually formed a thought about her own mission……

She does not want Kim SuA to die so young, she will do everything for SuA to have a healthy, happy and long life.

When Siyeon’s going to parent conferences for SuA, she all received the same responses. Almost everyone who comes into contact with SuA loves SuA very much, from teachers , friends, janitors, security guards. Siyeon appeared as a parent, so she also had to declare lies about her identity, that her age was 40 years old. She looks very mature so everyone trusts her, they have no doubts about her.

Not to mention her face and SuA's face have some similarities, so they thought she was the real SuA’s relative.

There's one thing about her that SuA keeps wondering about, it's aging.

"Sing, why haven't I seen you getting old in decades?"

"You want me old?"

“No, but at least there should be wrinkles, everyone has to have wrinkles, right?”

Siyeon laughed at SuA's words, she didn't answer, she just put her palm under SuA's chin to hug SuA’s  face, she touched her nose to SuA's.

At that moment, she noticed that the cheeks on that beautiful face were slightly red.

Kim SuA looks so cute when she's shy.

SuA never knows, Siyeon will never age. Siyeon grew up so fast and will stop at this appearance and height, even if she lives for another 50 years, her appearance will still be the same.

That's the difference between humans and witches.

That's why, 10 years ago, when Siyeon and SuA went together, people thought they were mother and daughter, but now when the two appear together, people will think they are sisters.

In just ten more years, there is a high possibility that Kim SuA's visuals will look more mature than Siyeon's.

Siyeon thought that at that time she would reveal her real age to SuA, she was not originally a person born twenty years before SuA as SuA thought…….

but a person born one year after her.

End of chapter 5.