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"Alex, I really am sorry for... absolutely everything that has happened." Olivia breathed as she backed up slowly. She knew that Alex had good aim, and that she needed to escape as quickly as she could if Alex picked up anything that was small enough to throw.

"I don't care if you are sorry, Olivia! Your life just keeps getting better, and mine keeps getting worse! So stop showing up and flaunting your pregnancy!" Alex yelled.

"Do you honestly think that my life is getting better? Alexandra, I'm losing you! I'm losing you because of Elliot continuing to just fuck with everything surrounding me! I hate what happened to you, but know that I didn't want it to happen... that I'm still trying to figure out what to do, now that I'm losing my best friend! I love you, and I hope one day you can come back to me and we can be friends again, because otherwise I don't think I will ever be completely happy again." Olivia cried. 

"Stop making this about you, Olivia! Stop playing the fucking victim and get out!" Alex yelled, before grabbing her glass and chucking it at Olivia's head. It missed, but not by much.

Olivia turned on her heel before quickly walking down the hall as a few of the nurses approached Alex's room.

"She threw a glass and it broke. Be careful... it's all over the floor by the door." Olivia sniffled, before ripping her visitors badge off and tossing it into the nearest trash can.

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"Come in!" Rafael called from where he sat behind his desk and worked on his latest case. He didn't lift his eyes from the file until he heard his fiancee's crying.

"Liv?" Rafael asked, as he stood quickly and walked over to her. He shut the door before wrapping his arm around her waist and pulling her towards his sofa.

"S-she hates me. S-she threw a glass at my head... I am never going to get her back!" Olivia sobbed, as she resting her head against Rafael's shoulder.

"Liv, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have even brought up seeing her... this is going to set you back so far." Rafael frowned, as he wrapped his arms around her body and rubbed her back gently.

"Rafa, she took care of me through my pregnancy, custody battle, and the depression during it all. She would always try to make me laugh and smile, and she was the only one that managed to keep me from running away when everything started to go down hill. She took me in, and now she wants nothing to do with me. All I can think about is how life is going to completely suck now that she isn't going to be here with us. I wanted her to be this little girl's godmother, just like she is for Clayton and Cade." Olivia whimpered.

"Life won't completely suck, Liv. You still have the crew, me, our kids. And even if it sucks right now, it will suck less as the time goes on. Alex will eventually come back. She won't completely just up and leave her entire family. Now, go home and get some sleep. I'll text Lucy and ask her to stay longer, so you can relax."

"Rafa, I don't want to boys to see me like this." Olivia whispered, as she brushed tears from her cheeks.

"Then go waste some time until the boys lay down for their naps, then go home. But make sure you get something to eat and drink, okay?"

"Okay." Olivia whispered, before hugging her fiance tightly as she tired to match his breathing.

"There you go, lovey. You are going to be just fine... it'll just take some time."

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Olivia focused on work, her relationship, and her kids. She knew that any free time would lead to her feeling bad once again, so she tried to keep herself busy at all times. Rafael really helped out with that by having Olivia completely involved in the set up for their daughter's room. 

They had yet to decide on a name completely, but were edging towards a few that went well with the Rafael's last name.

Elliot stayed in jail since he and Abbie couldn't afford his bail, and he was found guilty of all of the charges and would be spending the next four years in jail depending if he was good or not. Abbie still tried to get Olivia to pull strings to get Elliot out, but Olivia continued to refuse because Elliot almost killed Alex and she wouldn't baby him by helping him get out and not get the full punishment he deserves.

"What one do you want to get your baby sister?" Olivia asked, as she and her sons looked for a special stuffed animal for the baby. They had been out shopping all day for a variety of different things, and this was one of the last errands that needed to be done before heading home.

"Mama, what if she doesn't like what we pick out?" Cade asked, as he and Clayton looked at the stuffed animals.

"She'll love whatever you pick out for her. Now, we need to decide soon because Daddy is going to be out of work soon." Olivia sighed softly.

Her sons looked for a few more minutes before settling on a gray rabbit. Olivia put her kids back in the cart before heading to the check out.

As she passed the children's section, she stopped and stared for a long moment as tears  burned her eyes.

"Mama, what's wrong?" Cade asked, as he smoothed the ears on the stuffed rabbit.

"Uh, n-nothing." Olivia lied, without taking her eyes off of the person she had spotted. Cade stood up in the cart before looking in the direction his mother was looking. He's eyes lit up, and he quickly climbed out of the cart before his mother could stop him, and went sprinting towards the woman.

"Auntie Alex!" Cade cried. 

Hey guys! I still need some more ideas of the baby's name if you have any! Thanks!