Why he cant take it

Zayns was very angry and the stress was getting to him, he was feeling pressure and harry tidying and being him wasn't helping Zayn at all. So Zayn lashed out. Paul went running back downstairs and grabbed Zayn and pulled him into a hug, Zayn broke down crying in his dad's arms. Zayn had this bad boy outer shell who is all tough but he's been bottling his emotions in for a while until now he has finally released. The kitchen was a mess glass everywhere and a lot of broken stuff everywhere. paul carried Zayn to the living room and Sat him down. Zayn had tears streaming down his face, his quiff was a mess and his eyes were blood shot red. "What's wrong why all of this Zayn" Paul asked Zayn softly. Zayn sobbed into his hands, "dad I can't take it school work and all the pressure plus harry why can't he be normal it's so annoying that he's so different. " Zayn replied sadly"Remember when harry was little and they told us he was different" Zayn nodded "well you told me you were always going to be there for him, now I know it gets hard at times but calling him all those names and trashing a room is not right. you know this" Paul explained to his eldest son."I know dad, it's just I feel bad for him he has to go through much and his asthma and life is just different to him but I don't know how to cope, I feel like a horrible brother and seeing him grow... I actually believed he would grow out of it but as I started to notice that the doctor was right and it's something serious I started to get angry" Zayn poured his heart out to us dad and cried himself to sleep.

Zayn was just misunderstood who only acted like that towards harry because he was scared and felt guilty like he played a part of why harry was like this but Paul made him see that his brother was different and did need extra help getting through things that a normal 14 year old wouldn't but that's what makes harry himself and special and Zayn had to learn to embrace it and not call him a freak or see him as a weird teenage boy.Harry upstairs was crying so hard that he could barely breath "louis why am I different and weird Zayn has a point in such a freak and a whimp" he cried "Harry don't say that your not your special" louis said as he kissed harrys forehead. Harry could barely breath now and he was starting to feel dizzy and his vision was going blurry..To be continued