09

The room had been quiet for at least 10 minutes before Harry lifted his head off my chest to look at me.

"Nothing ever happened between Cho and I." He finally says making me sit up, "Nothing ever happened between Malfoy and I." I reply back.

"I know." a ghostly smile lays on his features, "I'm sorry I ever doubted you, Y-N. I shouldn't have. It was so stupid of me to even think you would." His eyes leave mine as he tried and hide his shame, "It's ok Harry. Thank you for apologizing." My hands caressed his soft exposed arms, "I want you Y-N. No one else. I'm in love with you." I brightly smiled at him making his eyes once again fill with happiness and love. There wasn't anything I wanted more than to be with him so why was I doubting myself.

"Y-N?" His tone was shaky... "Yes, I want to be with you as well Harry. No one else." a breath of relief leaves his mouth as he plants a kiss on my lips. A wave of guilt wavered in me making me fill with confusion. I watched as Harry buckled his pants getting ready for the last class of the day. "Do you need help?" His cocky tone ringed in my ears, "What, you think I can't walk?" I playfully rolled my eyes at him. "Put your skirt back on then." I scoffed at him. I planted my jelly like legs on the cold floors.

Bloody hell.

I watched as they kept trembling making it almost impossible for me to stand up. Harry's proud laugh fills the room making me chuck him a pillow. I throw myself back onto his bed as my weak legs dangled off the side of his bed. I slowly felt the fabric of my skirt graze my legs. I sit up watching as Harry helped me put my skirt back on with a warm smile on his face.

After 15 minutes when my legs had finally gained some strength we finally paced the halls of Hogwarts on our way to our last class of the day. I looked down at Harry and I's intertwined fingers. This was where I was suppose to be. Here with Harry happy and in love so why did it feel wrong. What was happening?

"Hey Y-L-N." My heart dropped at the sound of a familiar cold voice. Malfoy paced behind Harry and I. I stopped to look at the boy, surprised he was even talking to me in front of Harry. He rarely does that. I quickly looked over at Harry, his jaw was shut tight, his eyes were dark. Malfoys eyes landed on Harry and I's intertwined hands. My stomach turned at that. Why didn't I want to rub it in his face?

"I'll make this quick. I convinced Snape to let you retake the potions quiz tonight before dinner."

"How—-"

"Just show up." He cuts me off before turning on his heels continuing his way to class.

"How nice of him." Harrys words were bitter, I squeeze his hand making his stiff body relax.

"Come on let's just get to class."

Before dinner started Harry walked me to Snapes classroom. He plants a kiss on my cheek before wishing me luck on the quiz. I state I'll see him in a couple of minutes at the great hall. After at least 20 minutes I had completed the quiz handing it over to an irritated Snape. I walked out of the classroom, my heels clicking on the hollow halls.

"Wow you showed up." I turn back making eye contact with the blond boy.  I swallow harshly before opening my mouth, "Thank you, Malfoy." He smirks clearly enjoying how hard it was for me to the thank him, "It's the least I could do after your nice act at the nurses office." He steps closer to me making me stumble back onto the wall, "I was being nice."

"Oh? So it wasn't an act?" He murmurs in my ear. I quickly push him back, "What are you doing Malfoy?" his expression turns cold at my actions, "Right, my apologies, you've taken potter back." He mocks, "We never broke up... it was just a break." He scoffs at my words, "Break ended a bit too soon don't you think?" I blankly stared up at him, "I mean, we didn't even have our time for fun." His playful tone turned my blood cold, of course all he wanted from me was sex. Nothing serious... how could I even wonder about having something serious with Malfoy. He was a selfish asshole. What was I expecting. Being with Harry couldn't have felt more right in this very moment. I felt my doubtful thoughts disappear one by one.

"We could still have fun of course." His warm breath covered my neck making me feel sick. I pushed him back lifting my back off the wall, "You make me sick Malfoy. I would NEVER let you lay a finger on me. You disgust me."

"Your body says otherwise."

"Read my fucking lips Malfoy. The only boy who could ever satisfy me is Harry Potter. Not you." I harshly bumped onto his shoulder as I made my way to the great hall.

My thoughts couldn't be more clear. Harry was the only one I wanted.