chapter 17

Chapter 17.

Siyeon met Jaejoong at a private restaurant, their relationship is still the same, meeting like two friends, sometimes taking pictures to send to Mr. and Mrs. Lee to prove that the relationship is still going well.

Siyeon knew Jaejoong married her just for the money, Jaejoong even had a lover, so she felt relieved to have someone in the same boat as her.

- You are about to get married like this, and then secretly go on a date with Hyomin, does she mind? -  Siyeon asked curiously.

- No, because she loves me very much - Jaejoong smirked and took a sip of wine.

- How long have you two known each other?

- 4 months, when I first fell in love with her, it was almost when I first met you, this is my longest love.

- Does she accept love in the dark with you?

- Yes, it's not public, but it makes up for something else, nothing to worry - Jaejoong laughed.

Siyeon looked down at the glass of wine, turning the base of the glass with her hand, she wished that Kim SuA could think so simply.

But no, SuA has a much bigger and more arrogant ego than that, she never accepts being weak and loves in the dark, her arrogance has been evident since her trainee days already.

- Why do you look so sad, suddenly ask me those questions, do you have a lover, who is this guy?

- No, there aren't any guys.

- You are so introverted Siyeon, with a beautiful and talented person like you, there will be a long line of handsome boys to flirt with.

- I don't date anyone, but I fell in love with a person.

- So what, one-sided love?

- Let's just say it like that.

- Who is this idiot, not responding to your feelings?

Siyeon was silent, if Jaejoong knew that the person she was referring to was his sister, he would be shocked to the core.

-You look like you've been lost, go out and meet new people, you'll be fine

Siyeon half smile, how can she meet new people.

Her mind was filled with images of Kim SuA, it has been like that since the old days, only now that she is properly aware of her feelings as love, and before that she always mistakenly thought that she hated SuA.

- That person also loved me, but when that person knew that I had to get married soon according to my parents' words, that person broke off contact with me - Siyeon shared.

- Then let's use money to tie that person up, you're rich - Jaejoong laughed.

Siyeon looked bored.

- That person does not need more money, already has a lot of money.

Kim SuA has worked hard for several years and has accumulated a huge fortune, not to mention she is also a money saver.

Among the group of people who spend the most is Siyeon, because she is a shopaholic, she used to rely on her emotions to buy expensive and meaningless items, buy without using them.

As for SuA, her spending is always very reasonable, her family is also well-off, just not as rich as the Lee family.

How can Siyeon use money to tie Kim SuA, SuA is like a wild lion, she have no way to tame SuA.

SuA  always lives freely on her own terms, always holds her head high, acts and makes decisions very quickly.

SuA made the decision not to care about Siyeon anymore, and she made it very clear, without the slightest weakness.

That’s making Siyeon sometimes mistakenly believe that SuA no longer really loves her. But the truth is that SuA's feelings for her are still the same, it's just that SuA doesn't choose to be by her side, JiU said.

JiU tells Siyeon that she still sees SuA's affectionate glances falling on Siyeon, she insists that SuA still has feelings for Siyeon. She also saw that SuA started smoking vape to relieve the mind, SuA must be very stressed to have to depend on such stimulants.

But what's the point of SuA having feelings when she doesn't show them. SuA used to be a real person with her feelings, now she doesn't want to live like that anymore.

That sent Siyeon into a valley of anguish, where she wrestled with her feelings of frustration and disappointment almost every day.

She was worried because SuA started to have bad habits.

SuA was originally a healthy person, but SuA  often goes to the hospital because of many problems, what if she has bad health habits and ends up in the hospital more...

But basically Siyeon wasn't qualified to worry about SuA right now.

Flashback

Siyeon was holding the camera to record a vlog when suddenly she heard SuA's scream, she looked over to see SuA tripped by the stairs, but was caught by Gahyeon, so nothing bad happened.

Her mouth was unconsciously sharp.

- You have to be careful, there is a stairway that you also stumble, don't know how to appreciate your body at all?

- Are you her mother? – Gahyeon smirked, still holding SuA's arm.

SuA didn't say anything, quickly stood up and adjusted her clothes.

Siyeon turned her face away and continued to look at the camera, it was true that she didn't have to say that angry. She is not SuA's mother, nor is she a close friend, just a colleague. This vlog clip accidentally captured her grumpy face for no reason, she will cut it when editing the video.

She should have just ignored SuA.

End flashback.

5 months have passed, a time that is not long but not short, Dreamcatcher released a new mini album and promoted, participated in reality shows and music events, held tours in countries. They all worked so hard and they deserve a long break.

President Lee Jae Won announced that the group will take a full month off, this is the longest vacation in history since the group's debut until now. Normally the holiday will only take place for 2 days, or 5 days, the longest is a week, but this time it is a month off.

This holiday Siyeon suspects maybe her parents have a hand in it, because there are only 2 weeks left until her wedding as planned, they just want her to have a lot of time off to focus on the wedding scene. .

- How do you plan to use this long vacation? Are you going on a trip with your family? – Siyeon asked Gahyeon, the two were going to buy some food for the dorm together.

- Sure, my family plans to go to Nami Island to play, then I'll go back to Seoul to meet friends too - Gahyeon searched for her favorite cake on the shelf.

- What about SuA, do you know what she will do?

Gahyeon smirked, she immediately knew Siyeon's purpose when asking her to go shopping, pretending to ask her first so that Siyeon could ask SuA easily. After all this time, SuA and Siyeon, the two of them still can't forget their feelings for each other, busy work, distance, silence, can't kill that kind of undeserved love.

This is in contrast to the couple JiU and Yoohyeon, JiU recently boldly confessed her love to Yoohyeon and Yoohyeon nodded in agreement, the two of them officially started dating and intend to spend a week traveling together on this long vacation.

- You seem to continue to be curious about SuA, she will be your sister-in-law in the future.

Siyeon let out a long sigh when she heard about that damn future. She and SuA are going to be a family, but that puts her in the negative.

She was told by father Lee about her upcoming plans. After the wedding, Mr. and Mrs. Lee will buy Siyeon and Jaejoong a house in Seoul, and then bring Mr. and Mrs. Kim to live there.

SuA can also move in if she wants because the house is very large and beautiful. Mr. Lee has already chosen a house.

Siyeon’s marriage was arranged by her parents from beginning to end, Jaejoong was found by her father, the wedding venue was also chosen by her mother, and the place to live after the wedding was also chosen and bought by her parents.

She was like a puppet in this situation, only listening to people’s words, unable to resist. As for Kim Jaejoong, it's completely fine, suddenly after getting married, he was given a house in Seoul, brought his parents to live with him, and had a girlfriend who understands and sympathizes with him, which is great for him totally.

After this long break, she will not be able to share a dorm with Dreamcatcher members anymore, she has to move to a new house with Kim family, which is only 3km from Dreamcatcher's dorm, very close. President Lee Jae Won and the company's employees already know about this plan.

JiU said that after Siyeon moved out of the dorm, Yoohyeon would come and share a room with her. The two of them were originally together when they were trainees, and when they debuted, they wanted to be in the same room, but because at that time, Siyeon showed that Siyeon hated SuA and refused to share a room, so JiU had to sacrifice her personal needs, to let Yoohyeon be in the same room as SuA.

During the past few months, working next to SuA but Siyeon couldn't understand SuA’s schedule, because there was no communication. She only talks to SuA when it's too necessary, in front of the camera SuA still does the job well, when the camera turns off, SuA quickly transforms into a different person.

Like a cold queen who doesn't need anyone.

And Siyeon is still the same, always curious about what SuA does every day, she asks Gahyeon, asks the people around SuA skillfully, and the information she knows is very little. SuA hasn't had any outstanding activities lately, just working and working, and resting at home on the days off.

Except for a relationship with a girl named Jeongeui, SuA’s ex. After that accidental meeting, Siyeon learned that Jeongeui was SuA's first love, not just an ex.

If to talk about first love, then SuA must have had a very special feeling for that girl. Like Siyeon, she also has a strong and special affection for SuA, the person who gave her the first love.

Her crush when she was in school was the first person to give her feelings, but those feelings were fleeting, but with SuA, her feelings were much stronger, that's why she considers SuA the first. .

Although she and SuA are not officially dating, but SuA is like her first love. Because of everything, she has been with SuA first, can be considered first love right...?

SuA's first time in bed is hers, proving that the love relationship between SuA and Jeongeui is very pure. That's right, at that time SuA was only 15 years old, Jeongeui was 12 years old. The love story between them is because she took the effort to ask Gahyeon when they drink coffee together.

Their love story is a far cry from what Siyeon went through with SuA.

And a month long vacation has come, Siyeon still can't know SuA's plan. On the first day of the vacation, SuA packed up her suitcase and left the dorm very early, perhaps she returned to Masan with her parents.

Siyeon feels extremely empty without SuA's presence in her daily life. She was in the same house with SuA every day, working with SuA, her grief was not so bad, but now it was terrible.

She called to ask Jaejoong about SuA, but he didn't answer. Siyeon hit her forehead herself, Jaejoong and SuA are not close, she should not ask….

"What's up? Do you want to meet SuA? Then give her a call, it's that simple"

“You don't understand, Jaejoong”

“SuA must have returned to Masan by now or gone on a trip, anyway, you will see her at the wedding, Dreamcatcher members are invited to the wedding.”

Siyeon hung up the phone and sighed, meeting SuA at the wedding was something she knew, but she didn't want to see SuA again in that situation.

How can she look at SuA’s face and say the marriage vows to Jaejoong, not to mention SuA will be sitting in the front row, the groom's family. Then she would feel extremely short of breath. In her there is a hope, SuA will save her from that reluctant wedding.

She needed a big enough motivation to let go of this wedding, as long as she saw SuA's fierceness. But all her expectations poured into the sea, SuA had an attitude like accepting everything, ready to give up this love so that Siyeon could pay filial piety to her parents.

And she didn't want to at all, even though a year ago, she always thought that she would find a suitable man to love, to marry to satisfy her parents. Now she didn't want to, she wanted to be stubborn, she wanted to do the wrong thing. She needed SuA to be motivated to do those things.

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SuA sat to have dinner with Jeongeui in a dimly lit restaurant, melodious music emanating from the four corners of the speakers, creating a romantic scene.

In the past few months, she often hangs out with Jeongeui, goes to the movies, drinks coffee, eats, activities that she used to do with her friends. She also now considers Jeongeui as a friend, but Jeongeui doesn't want that.

SuA knew Jeongeui's intentions, but she didn't have a definite answer, so Jeongeui was went forward, attacking her repeatedly.

Jeongeui knows that SuA is single and she doesn't hesitate to show her affection.

SuA packed up and brought suitcases to her friend's house, actress Suna, for the simple reason that she wanted to avoid Siyeon, she wanted people to think that she had left Seoul on her vacation.

Siyeon's wedding is coming up and she doesn't have the courage to face Siyeon.

- You're on vacation for a month, right? - Jeongeui took a piece of meat into SuA's cup.

- Yeah, are you doing well these days?

- Well done, Ateez just finished their overseas tour, so I’m on a short break, so I have time to relax. Did you get a break without going back to Masan to visit your parents?

- Actually, they're going to move to Seoul in ten days - said SuA boredly.

- Oh. Really?

- Jaejoong got married, his wife's family was very rich and bought a large house for the couple in Seoul, invited parents Kim to live with him, and invited me too.

SuA received a phone call from mom Kim a week ago and learned this information. Her parents are very excited when they are about to move to Seoul, the house in Masan will be rented. Mr. Kim will move to work, anyway, the law firm that he is working for also has a base in Seoul, so moving work is quite easy.

They called SuA and made the wish that she would also come to the house of the couple Jaejoong Siyeon to live with, the family living in a place would be much happier, having been separated for so long before. SuA didn't agree at first, but her mother kept insisting, making her unable to refuse.

Her mother wanted her to move in with them after the couple's wedding. SuA has seen pictures of the house, it looks like a luxury villa, has a swimming pool, has a flower garden, no wonder the Kims are so excited when they move to Seoul.

Mom Kim also conveniently asked her about her relationship with Siyeon, she replied that everything is over, the two are just colleagues, and her mother said that….

"That's great, from now on Siyeon is your sister-in-law, please treat her well."

“I never treated her badly” – SuA growled

“I know, I mean to treat her well like a family member, everything has to be in moderation, you understand?”

"I'm old enough to understand everything, you don't have to say"

"Then I can rest assured, you can do whatever you want, on the day you remember to move your things to our house in Seoul, that house is our house, the owner of the house is Jaejoong"

- So you won't be staying at the dorm in the near future? – Jeongeui asked.

- Yeah

- Now that parents Kim are in Seoul, it will be easier to meet them. Before, you told me that you will  wait for me to grow up and then take me to meet parents Kim, do you still want to do that?

Jeongeui's question made SuA pause. At that time she was too young to speak impulsively, at that time she hadn't told parents Kim that she only liked girls, the sweet things she had said to Jeongeui were simply because her mouth liked to speak, that’s all.

She also once boldly told JiU, told mom Kim, that she would have a girlfriend soon.

If she took Jeongeui to meet them, then she would prove that she was the one who can talk and can do it, even if her words were frivolous at the time.

Her heart is being trapped by Lee Siyeon's figure, how can she have a real girlfriend if she keeps thinking about Siyeon.

Jeongeui is a very kind girl, she has never had bad feelings towards Jeongeui.

- SuA, since I broke up with you, I just focused on studying and working, and then I accidentally met you again, do you think it's fate?

- …………………….

- You are my first love, there is really not a moment that I forget you.

- ………….

- You said that you haven't dated anyone since then, do you have the same thoughts as me?

- …………..

- Can we….can we start over?

End chapter 17.