chapter 13

Chapter 13.

Flashback

In an interview with a Japanese newspaper, SuA and Siyeon were invited to interview separately as a couple.

- SuA, if there's one thing you want Siyeon to change, what would you choose? – the lovely MC asked.

- I don't want Siyeon to change at all, if there is to change, then be less cute, she's too cute when I can't stand it - SuA said with an emotional face, looking at Siyeon holding her heart sweet.

- Oh my god, are you two really dating? - MC laughed.

Siyeon looked shyly at SuA's flirting expression, she stroked her long blonde hair, looking into another space.

She was aware that, at this very moment, her heart was beating very hard.

- I love you Siyeonie - SuA still couldn't take her eyes off Siyeon, smiling brightly.

Wine red appeared on the younger girl's cheeks, she felt dizzy. Even though she knew it was just acting, why did it feel so real?

End flashback.

At the end of the vacation, SuA returned to the dorm, she was the last to return to the dorm, everyone had returned to Seoul before her, announced via group chat. Before entering her room, SuA hesitated in front of the door of the next room, which was Siyeon and JiU's room.

This room is usually not locked, because there is a bathroom inside and people often use it. If SuA wants to check on Siyeon's condition, it's very easy, she just needs to open the door and walk in.

But she is not motivated to do that.

- SuA, what are you doing standing there? - Dami's voice startled the other.

- Ah, nothing - SuA quickly turned around, opened the door of her room to enter.

- Siyeon is at her studio - Dami said while opening the refrigerator door to get a drink.

- I don't ask, you don't have to say it - said SuA coldly and then left her sight.

Dami sighed, she had watched the other person stand in front of Siyeon JiU's room for a long time, in a rather awkward mood. She guessed that SuA wanted to know Siyeon's condition because SuA knew that Siyeon was still sick.

Dami watched and could sense something shady between SuA and Siyeon. Because SuA is an extrovert, she cares a lot about the girls around her, but with Siyeon she looks a bit colder, even though in front of the camera SuA always seems to be the closest to Siyeon.

Dami once asked Gahyeon privately if there was anything wrong between the two of them, Gahyeon nonchalantly replied that there was nothing, so Dami stopped this curiosity.

SuA lay on the bed, pressed her phone to write a few messages, then deleted it, texted it again, and then deleted it again.

SuA wanted to text Siyeon to ask about her health, but SuA didn't know how to start. Siyeon is still sick, why is she in the studio at this hour, she should rest in bed.

That whole day, SuA kept hanging around in the dorm, going to the bedroom, then to the living room, then sitting in the kitchen. She saw the members go in and out of the dorm a few times, but still didn't see Siyeon come back. SuA waited like that until 12 o'clock at night, she was sitting in the living room eating ice cream when she saw Siyeon entering the house.

The eyes of the two met.

- Siyeonie, hello - SuA stammered.

- Hi - Siyeon showed no emotion, let out a whisper and walked into her room.

- Have you had dinner, want ice cream? – SuA said.

- I'm not hungry *clack*

The door sounded and left a heavy burden on the person sitting in the living room, SuA sighed, rubbing her forehead because of her own mental problems.

She was originally a person who was outspoken with all her feelings, but this time she couldn't do it. She lost her confidence when talking to Siyeon. Right now, no matter what she said, she would still hurt Siyeon.

Next night, SuA rolled in bed for a long time without being able to sleep, she turned on her phone, Siyeon was online.

Siyeon is also not sleeping.

SuA regained her resolve, she texted Siyeon.

"Sing"

“…………………….”

"I'm sorry about the other day"

“…………..”

"When you were drunk and looking so tired, I shouldn't have told you to go back Seoul, I'm sorry"

“……………………..”

"Tell me if you need anything"

“……………………..”

“Hmmm….have a good night”

The conversation goes on with SuA's monologues, she sees signs of having read Siyeon's messages, but Siyeon doesn't reply to her.

She had no choice but to continue texting Siyeon after waiting 5 minutes with no response.

At the end of the last message, SuA put her phone on the bed, her face down on the pillow. She had never experienced such heavy emotions before. She has secretly fallen in love with Lee Siyeon, observing and caring for Siyeon every day for nearly ten years, even though Siyeon always shows the  hatred or indifference to her, she does not feel heavy.

Now that her frustration level has reached its peak, she has restrained herself from caring about Siyeon, this is the reason why she fell into this pathetic spirit.

Should she continue it, or should she go back to her old ways, continuing to care about Siyeon when she gets the chance?

A short time has passed, Dreamcatcher is busy with the schedules of the end of the old year and the beginning of the new year. SuA and Siyeon are still the same in front of the screen, always acting close to each other, but when the camera turns off, they become two strangers, no longer talking to each other, only talking when it is too necessary.

The members recognized this abnormality, and the abnormality came from SuA's position, because she was not originally such a cold person.

Siyeon is introverted and always hides her true feelings inside, she's always shown calmness, so there's not much of a difference.

SuA was asked a lot by people around her, what happened between her and Siyeon. She didn't answer, just said a few words roughly, like it was nothing.

Siyeon continues to go on a date with the guy Kim, her parents are very happy with her deeds. During those dates, Siyeon was quite emotionless, every action she did was reluctant to do, not from the heart. Anyway, her parents didn't keep track of her dates, so no one complained about her.

The other guy Kim doesn't ask for too much of Siyeon, he is very cheerful and gallant in his dates, taking care of Siyeon little by little. Although she didn't show much emotion, the guy was unaffected, still very amiably enjoying his date with her.

And parents Lee wanted to push this relationship a little further, so they suggested a trip to Japan with the two families present. Siyeon initially said no because of her busy schedule, but her parents contacted president Lee Jae Won directly to inquire about her schedule, then proposed a 5-day break. The reason is New Year's Eve, because coincidentally this period is preparing to enter a new year.

Then, in the end, Dreamcatcher suddenly got a 5-day break between the concert schedule and recording the next album. After finishing the tour in Asia, the group will start working on the new album, but the president gave the order to take a 5-day vacation and then go to the studio.

Handong was the first to rejoice, she booked a ticket to China to visit her parents.

Siyeon, after hearing the announcement, understood everything. Her parents are major shareholders of DCC company, after she debuted, they tried everything to squeeze into the shareholder team of this small entertainment company. With a large amount of capital poured into DCC from the position of the Lee family, Mr. and Mrs. Lee can naturally make suggestions to develop the company, possibly interfering with DCC's work plan.

The fact that the Lee family became a shareholder of DCC is something few people know, in the group only Siyeon and JiU know this. JiU initially thought that because Mr. and Mrs. Lee became major shareholders, Siyeon was assigned the main vocal position in the group, but it turned out to be thanks to her own strength. After Siyeon debuted for a month, the Lee family proceeded to become a major shareholder.

After a few years of Dreamcatcher's operation, Mr. and Mrs. Lee did not interfere much in the way DCC works, they only contributed capital when necessary. This action was their first intervention.

SuA was relaxing at the company office when she received a call from mother Kim

- I hear you.

"You said you're going to have 5 days off work soon, right?"

- That's right, starting next week.

“Our family and Jaejoong went to Japan to travel, you should come along, this time Jaejoong introduced his fiancée”

- Kim Jaejoong wants to get married now? - SuA smirked. Jaejoong is her half brother, she is the second wife's child, Jaejoong is the first wife's child. Jaejoong's mother passed away a long time ago, Jaejoong has a very unconventional lifestyle, has met many girls but none for more than three months. He never wanted to be serious in a relationship, but now he's getting married….

“That's right, this time he looks very serious, father Kim is very happy, and I’m also curious as to who that girl is that is so brilliant. This trip includes the girl's family as well, the two of them debuted and then it was convenient to talk about the wedding"

- Yes, fine.

SuA hung up the phone, in her family it was usually only her and parents Kim who often saw each other, Jaejoong rarely returned to Masan. Her relationship with Jaejoong is also not close because they are not blood sibling completely, she only meets him once every few years, even though both of them are working in Seoul.

If Jaejoong finds his final destination, she should congratulate him too, it's a good thing, her father will be happy if Jaejoong is serious with someone, dad won't have to worry about him anymore.

This vacation may also help her release some of the negativity. The past time SuA felt very miserable, she worked next to Siyeon, lived in the same house with Siyeon, ate at the same table with Siyeon, but she couldn't be happy, even though it was someone she loved very much.

Her inherent comfort for Siyeon has completely disappeared, she no longer has the confidence to talk to Siyeon, she loses all her composure when she has to act a close scene with Siyeon in front of the camera. , so everything looked awkward, she thought it would be easy for everyone around her to see her confusion. Because she had never shown herself to be so weak.

Yoohyeon and Handong asked her if anything was wrong these days, and she couldn't answer.

Siyeon probably understood everything, so she ignored SuA completely. JiU and Gahyeon also knew it well, so they kept quiet, because there was nothing more they could do.

Time passed, finally the 5-day vacation came, SuA and parents Kim flew on the same flight, Jaejoong flew first. The destination is Tokyo, the eastern capital of Japan, the space is very bustling and refreshing, when SuA landed in this magnificent city the first person to text her was Gahyeon. Gahyeon is the closest friend in the group, always treating her lovingly and gently, and she sometimes treats Gahyeon like a mother and child. That girl has a rather lazy lifestyle that makes her have to remind a lot, when it's cold, Gahyeon dresses up revealing clothes, when Gahyeon’s bored and sad, Gahyeon goes to the bar to play and ends a night at the hotel.

Every time SuA reminded, Gahyeon always stubbornly refused to follow, and always opened her mouth to say "be my lover and I will listen to you immediately".

At those times, SuA was so speechless that she didn't want to say anything.

“SuA, have you arrived yet?”

“I just arrived in Tokyo”

"If your parents make you so lonely, call me and I'll fly to you right away"

“Haha, you are so cute”

SuA went to the hotel room, showered and prepared, Jaejoong arranged to have dinner with everyone in 2 hours. She was lying in bed waiting for dinner time when she received a call from JiU via kakaotalk

- Hi my friend.

“Are you going to Tokyo to travel with your family?”

- That right.

“What a coincidence, Siyeon also went on a trip with the Lee family there.”

- Really?

"You two should meet"

- I see her every day, why do I have to meet her? - SuA raised a troubled tone.

"I know you're in a bad mood these days because of Siyeon, you should use this time to make up with her"

- I don't like it, okay?

“Kim SuA, you are such a hot and cold thing”

- That's what you have to tell Siyeon, she always seems to hate me, then suddenly takes the initiative to kiss, actively wants to have sex, and then says she needs me, I don't like people with attitudes that’s so vague, I'm used to being frank.

"You're slapping yourself in the mouth, SuA, you know that Siyeon is like that but you've been secretly in love with her for nearly a decade now"

- Kim JiU, do you want to die? - SuA blood rushes to the brain.

"If you have another girlfriend, then I believe you are a straightforward person, you can't even say a confession to Siyeon, and now you blame her for being hot and cold?"

- That's great, you two are true sisters have been sworn in for more than 10 years, defending each other unconditionally - SuA sarcastically voiced.

"I just tell the truth"

- I'll have a girlfriend.

"Okay, I'll wait for you, you're always confident that you're the one who can say and do it, right?"

- Yeah, just wait - SuA hung up the phone angrily, taking a deep breath.

A few seconds later, there was a call from Mr and Mrs Kim, they called her down to the 2nd floor, the hotel restaurant to start dinner.

SuA wore a simple and elegant outfit down to dinner, Jaejoong told her to wear black to match his outfit, he told parents Kim the same. SuA read Jaejoong's message and feels funny, he's a very meticulous person, frankly speaking, she doesn't understand any girl who can stand Jaejoong's put-on-air personality.

SuA wears a tight black turtleneck, low ponytail, elegant pants, and high heels. When she went down to the restaurant, she saw parents Kim and Jaejoong already sitting there. On the other side of the table were 4 people sitting, two young girls and a middle-aged couple, probably the family of Jaejoong's fiancée.

SuA approached the dining table, she looked at her parents smiling, then at Jaejoong.

- SuA, there's a surprise - said Mrs. Kim with a smile.

SuA looked over, the other family were not strangers.

It was the Lee family, Lee Siyeon was appearing in her line of sight.

Kim SuA froze, what the hell is that……

End chapter 13.