Daja Vu

~Niall's Pov~

I wake up to the smell of sweet coconuts. I see Anna still fast asleep in my arms. She smells like a tropical island somewhere far away. I kiss her sholder and she snuggles a bit closer to me. I put her head under my chin and rub my thumb softly on her arm. Her eyelashes tickle my neck. I look down at her, I smile and peck her forhead. "Good morning lovely. How are you?"

"Perfect. Best sleep of my life."

"mmm...me too." I have my hands on her lower back and I kiss her lips.

"Need a change of clothing?"

"Sure." I get up and grap a pair of sweats and a Of Mice&Men tee. She is sitting in my cloths. I walk over and lean over her.

"You look sexy in my clothes princess." She kisses me and stands up giving a little more tension to the kiss. She grabs the clothes out of my hands. Our lips seperate and she grins.

"I know." responding to me from earlier. She walks to the bahroom and I yell 'tease' and she laughs. I smile even though she can't see me do so. I get dressed and go down stairs.

The boxes were ready to be loaded into the car. I sigh. I'm happy to leave but I will miss my family a hell of a lot. I feel small arms wrap arround me.

"Sad?"

"Anxious" I said quietly. I turned to face her and gave her a quick peck on the lips. I remeber a girl. I dated her a long time ago. I felt this exact same way, she used me and left me. My heart shattered in a million pices. I fell for her fast and she said all the things I wanted to hear. And she left. I found my self staring in space looking at nothing.

"Ni?" I shook my head. Why the hell is she inmy head? I thought I was fucking over this!

"You all right?" I responded quickly.

"Yah, sorry just spaced out." She noded.

"Anything wrong?"

The words echo in my mind. I she said that exact same thing before she took me. And stole me. I can hear myself saying to Anna No I'm fine, but my mind was drifting. Remembering what that bitch did. I didn't want to do it! She made it so damn easy to fall though! Fuck what the hell. I could feel myself raging, I went up stairs and slamed the door.

I slide my back down the wall, my head pounding with thoughts. With that blond hair girl possessing my thoughts. Her gray eyes peircing my sole. My pounds with the laughter and her smile and all the things she said and did. Then I go dark. I feel and see nothing just darkness. I hear fait sounds, someone, a girl trying to wake me up. She is saying, "Niall. Niall. Please wake up. Please." Her voice is in a panic, scared, frightened, like she would be lost without me. The sounds stop again

I open my eyes and I see light. My head pounds like crazy. I look arround but everything is a blurr. I close my eyes and open then. It is dark, but I can see well. I look to my side and see Anna looking at me. She looked at me like I am a ghost. I bring my hand out to feel her cheek. As I put my hand on her cheek she slowly turned away. There were tears in her eyes, and she walked out silently. I sat up and watched her walk away, wiping tears from her cheeks. The doors slid and she was gone.

I was watched over the next few days. Nurses and docters and many pacients crying. But Anna never came back. I ate but for the first time I really didn't want to. She was my pussle pice, my everything, and now, she is gone. My forth day hear a physiatrist came to see me.

"Hello Niall. How are you?" He said in a calming toan. But I was anything but calm. I just wanted to be home, with my family. But mostly I wanted Anna.

"Been better." I said harshly.

"Rough day?"

"No shit."

"What happened."

"Haven't seen my girlfraind in days, and when i woke up and tried to talk she turned walked away and never fucking came back." I didn't mean to say so much or be harsh, but that is how it came out. I don't know what happened or what I did, but she is gone.

The man looked at me with sad eye.

"Do you love this girl?"

"More than fucking anything. And now she is gone, just like Sam."

"Sam? Who is Sam?"

"She was an ex. Loved her like crazy, nothing compared to Anna, but at the time it did. I gave her fucking everything. Everything. And she fucking left, with her bleach blond hair and fucking possessive eyes!" I am so upset. How can Anna be like that? She isn't Sam. She isn't like any girl I have ever known.

"Woah! Calm down son." He said in a soothing voice. I look at the man. He was older, probably in his 60's. He had a beard and a small bald spot on his head. His hair was all gray. He looked to be healthy and had on circuler glasses. I slowed my breathing down a bit. The man knoded then continued talking.

"Now I understand that you loved this girl Sam, very much, correct?"

"Yes, sir."

"But tell me more about your girl. What is she like that makes her so different?"

"Well, first off her name is Anna. She is the most beautiful girl I know. We have only been dating for a little while, but she has stolen my heart sir. Her life isn't beautiful and perfect. Her father and her just recently have been reunited and loves him very much. But her mother is an alcoholic and works at a club. She has a new man every night. Her only escape is music, just like.....me." The man knods finishing his notes. He looks at me.

"Niall do you remeber anything from Sunday?"

"Yah I got up with Anna. Then I went down stairs, there were boxes because I was going to move in with Anna. She hugged me we kissed, and then...my mind started racing. I left her ran up the stairs slamed the door and my mind was swirling with thoughts of Sam, then I blacked out." He looked at me stright in the eyes.

"Well, when you were passed out you were screaming. Screaming Sam's name in horror. Like she was attacing you of something. It stoped, and started again. Anna was balling. She was scared to death of you son. Like you were being possesed by a demond." I stared at him.

"I-I....don't remeber that at all. But...."

"But what son?"

"Sam took my verginity, against my will when I was 15. She 16. She chained me and hurt me. She then made it feel nice and sweet, and I enjoyed it, but then she beat me again. I was on her basement floor for hours in pain."

The mans eyes filled with tears. He removed the glasses and dabbed his eyes.

"Sorry." I staired at him, just stairing at the ground, thinking he was.

"Did you tell anyone."

"No reason too. She died over two years ago."

"Does it make you sad?"

"Hell, no. She was horribul to everyone."

"Do you ever think about her."

"Not until a few days ago. And I don't know much why eather."

"Well, um....I have everything I need." He shook my hand and made his way to the exit.

"She still loves you son. She is just scared of what happened."

"How do you know?"

"I talked to her. She cried a river over you. She wants to see you, but she is scared you'll scream, and hurt her."

"Tell her I won't. I never will. Tell her she is my princess and that I love her and do what ever it takes." He smiled.

"I'll do that son. Now get some rest. You get to go home tomorrow." I smiled and knoded. He left and I leaned back and closed my eyes shut.

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Thanks for reading this chapter!!!! I know it has been forever since my last update but I'm sooooooooooo busy!!!! Any way let me know what ya think!!! Love You Guys! xxxx

~M.Randa~