Chapter 79

3 Years Later

I already graduated from NYU and got my bachelor degree and now I'm writing my essay so I can get a scholarship to continue my study and get my master degree.

My sons already four years old. They already can talk and walk and they are learn many things now. I'm just so proud with them.

We are still live in New York in the same apartment. Maybe we just changed the decorations for our sons's room. Like they got two single bed and two study desk since they are grow up.

Sam is still working as the head or creative editor in advertisement enterprise. He is a great husband and a great father for our sons.

"Mommy...." Logan calls me.

I turn my face at him and he points at the toys that Landon takes from him. "Landon, that's Logan's. Yours is in your room." I said to Landon.

Landon just shake his head and keep holding that car toys meanwhile Logan is whimpering at me and want to crying.

"Dont disturb mommy. She is having her homework." Sam suddenly lift Logan up and hold him then kisses his cheek.

I let out a sigh and walk to their room and take Landon's toys then walk to Landon.

"Landon, wanna exchange with mommy? I have this blue car. Landon loves blue right?" I raise my eyebrows at Landon.

"Red!" Landon shouts then take the toys from my hand and give me his.

"This is blue, honey." I stroke Landon's hair and smile at him.

I give the toys to Logan and he start built a smile on his face. Sam place him back to the ground and sit down on the sofa. I walk back to the minibar table and go back looking at my paper.

I let out a sigh and clean up my paper then place it on the Sam's work desk. I cant finish this when they are still awake and keep distracting me. I can finish my essay when they already fall asleep.

"Daddy..." Landon walks to Sam and give him the toys that broke to fix it.

"Dadda." I laugh and sit down next to Sam.

"They already can call daddy clearly." Sam rolls his eyes.

"Mom, milk." Landon says to me.

"No." I shake my head. "You havent eat anything since this morning." I said to Landon. "Eat proper meal first then the milk okay?" I raise my eyebrows at Landon.

"Okay." Landon nodded.

"That's my prince." I grin at him and walk to the kitchen and heat his food in the microwave.

"What's that?" Landon standing next to me and pointed at the microwave.

"That's microwave." I said to Landon then lift him up. "Landon want to get it there and become hot?" I chuckle.

Landon just giggles at me while holding his toys. I place him to sit down on the minibar table facing me.

Actually my sons are quiet smart. They can speak clearly and when someone ask them, they can answer it. My mom said that they really like Blaine and I. We were more than any other twins child.

Logan walks to the kitchen then open the refrigerator. I help him and take his glass and he drink the water and after that he give the glass back to me and walk to Sam.

Logan grew up with brunette hair and cute face like a girl meanwhile Landon got dark blonde and he is look handsome like Sam. Landon is the younger one but mostly he is more dangerous than Logan. And mostly Logan can easily get lose when they both fight.

The microwave is finally ring. So I take the bowl with a handgloves and move the food to a plate.

"Come on, handsome. Lets have lunch." I said to Landon and lift him up and move him to his high chair.

"There." Landon points to the carpet floor.

"Alright." I nod and lift him from his chair then let him sit down to wherever he want.

One thing that I didnt tell you guys. They already cab eat by themselves. But sometimes I also kind of help them but mostly they can eat by themselves.

"Look! That baby diapers commercials!" Sam points to the tv.

"Ah that's Logan." I chuckle.

"Mommy, I want to eat like Landon." Logan says to me.

I stand up from my seat then walk to the mini kitchen and Logan follows me and take Lucky Charms cereals box.

"But I want to eat this." Logan give that cereals box to me.

"But this is for breakfast. You can eat this tomorrow morning after you wake up. Landon is eating his burritos not this one, honey." I said to Logan.

"But I want this." Logan says to me.

"That's for breakfast, Logan. Not for lunch." Sam says.

"Mommy!!!" Logan whimpered.

"Alright, alright but only for this time." I sigh and take that cereals then put it to a bowl.

"No, mommy I dont want using that." Logan shake his head.

"Then?" I raise my eyebrows.

"I want like daddy yesterday." Logan says.

"Like daddy? Like what?" I raise my eyebrows Logan.

Logan take the box back then show it to me to open that so I opened it for him then he take that box and he took it and sit down on the sofa and eat that cereals directly from the box.

"Like this." Logan says.

"Sam, you eat that like that yesterday?" I frown at Sam.

"Yes." Sam giggles. "You went to found an application for your scholarship yesterday and we ate that together." Sam giggles.

"This is the last time okay. Now he follows what you did." I roll my eyes.

"Mommy, I want to eat like Logan." Landon takes the lucky charms box from Logan.

"This is mine!" Logan protest.

"Guys! Stop it! We share okay." Sam stops them.

"Your fault, Sam Evans!" I glare at Sam then take Landon's plate.

"I'm sorry, mommy." Sam giggles.

I just roll my eyes then wash the dishes. Sam, Landon, and Logan are sitting down on the sofa together and eating Lucky Charms also watching tv.

Today is Sunday and it's like Sunday routine like this with them. After washed the dishes, I walk to the sofa and sit down next to Logan who enjoying eating that Lucky Charms.

"I bough a new disney dvd yesterday after work. You guys want to watch it?" Sam asks Logan and Landon.

"Yes, dad! Disney!" Landon says excitedly.

"Alright prince charming." Sam says then walk to the dvd and start playing the dvd. After that he back to the sofa and sitting with us.

"I also watched Disney with Belle and uncle Kurt." Logan says.

"Mom, can I get a barbie like Belle's?" Landon asks me.

"Barbie is for girls not for boys, Landon." Sam answers.

"But Belle has it." Landon says.

"Because she is a girl and you're a boy. Boys toys is car, train toys like Thomas and Friends." I said to them.

"And hotwheels." Sam added.

"But Belle has a pet and we dont." Logan says.

"Actually Belle's pet is your mom's." Sam says to Logan.

"Really? Can we bring that pet back?" Logan asks me.

"No. You guys cant take care of her so I gave it to Belle." I said to Logan.

"Mom, but I want a pet." Logan says to me.

"Me too, mom." Landon says.

"Ask your dad." I said to them.

"Dad, can we get a pet?" Logan asks Sam.

"Sure but you guys have to take care of it which mean feed it and clean it." Sam answers.

"Yeay can we get that now?" Logan asks.

"Okay but put all your toys back to the box first." Sam says to them.

Logan and Landon suddenly stand up from the sofa and take all their toys from the ground. I take that Lucky Charms box and eat that cereals.

"So this cereals taste more delicious without milk." I simply said.

"Babe, you were warned me about to eat that okay." Sam rolls his eyes.

"I never knew that this is yummy." I chuckle at Sam.

"How was your test? Where do you apply now?" Sam strokes my hair.

"Trying to find my luck in Johns Hopskin School of Medicine. What do you think?" I turn my face at Sam.

"You dont want to go to Harvard?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"That's too far. I mean, even I can get into that university, I want to get online study and if there is something that makes me really have to go to the college, that's not really far." I said to Sam.

"Thats cool." Sam smiles at me.

"Dad, it's done." Landon says to Sam.

"Well lets go to the pet shop." Sam stands up and take his shoes.

"You guys go with daddy. I'm too lazy to go out." I said to them.

"No. You join with us." Sam pulls my hand and make me stand up. "Babe, you were the one who remember the pet shop you got Snowy." Sam says to me.

"I wanna take a nap." I groan.

"No excuse." Sam shake his head and takes my hand.

"Ugh fine." I sigh and take my phone.

"Come on, kids." Sam says then went out from the apartment door.

I turn off the tv then take my flatshoes. I went out from the apartment then lock the door. The kids already went out and go to the lift with Sam hold their hands.

I walk to them and take Landon's hand and hold it while Sam hold Logan's hand as we enter the lift to get to the basement and get to our car.

The kids are sit down on the backseat and I get to the passenger front seat then lean my head to the window. Sam start the car and about to driving until there is a warning sound.

"Your seatbelt." Sam takes my seatbelt and put it then he give me a quick kisses on my lips and laugh.

"Sam, seriously I'm so sleepy." I sigh.

"Only go to the petshop then we go back hone okay." Sam strokes my hair then start driving.

I turn on the radio until Something Stupid is playing. Sam turns his face at me then smiles at me.

"And then I go and spoilt it all by saying something stupid like..." I'm singing.

"I love you." Sam and I sing together then smiling at each other.

"That was our first song." I chuckle.

"I used that song to asked you out." Sam giggle.

"Babe, that's the petshop." I said to Sam and points to a store.

Sam parks the car in front of the store. I went out from the car then takes my kids's from the backseat.

Logan and Landon walk and enter that petshop excitedly. Sam put his hand around my shoulder as we enter the petshop together.

"Mommy, I want that fish." Landon says to me and take my hand then walk lead me.

I turn my face at Sam and he just give me a sign to follow his son and then he walk to Logan who is looking at some puppies.

"This is called golden fish, honey." I said to Landon.

"Yes I want that." Landon says to me.

I stroke his hair and smile at him. "Okay one golden fish right?" I ask Landon.

"I want that one and that one." Landon points to that fish outside the aquarium.

"Alright two golden fish." I nodded.

"Mommy, look at this cute hamster. Dad said that we can bring this home." Logan comes to me and hold a hamster.

"So Logan want that hamster?" I ask Logan.

"Yes." Logan nods as agree.

"Seems like I ever seen you before." A woman come to us.

"Hey yes, you ever gave me a free pomeranian white puppy about five years ago." I smile at the woman.

"I always remember my costumers and yes, you are the girl who standing the outside and smiling when you look at Snowy." That woman says to me.

"Mom, that golden fish." Landon shake my hand.

"You want that golden fish? You really like it, kids? I give it free for you." That woman smiles at Landon.

"No, you dont need to. We'll pay for this pets." I said to her.

"Yeah, you will lose out if you always give us free." Sam chuckles.

"Alright, which of golden fish you want?" That woman asks Landon.

"That big one and that girl one." Landon points to outside of the aquarium.

"Like you know which one is the girl fish and boy fish." Sam rolls his eyes.

"You know that?" I raise my eyebrows at Sam.

"Nope." Sam simply said.

"Idiot." I roll my eyes.

Sam just laugh then put his hand around my shoulder. The kids are choosing any pets stuff they want for their pets while Sam and I are looking around.

"You got Snowy here?" Sam asks me.

"Yep. I was standing on the outside because you, Blaine, Kurt, and Rachel left me. And those puppies made me smile until that woman let me in and Snowy ran to me right after I got in here." I said to Sam.

"That's cool." Sam chuckles then walk to the cashier to pay the things that kids's buy.

Logan and Landon are smiling each other with their own pets. Logan hold a mini cage with a hamster inside and Landon hold a mini aquarium with two fish inside.

"How much?" I ask Sam.

"615 bucks to make them happy." Sam give me the bill. "Glad that we got discount." Sam chuckles.

"That's good." I smile at Sam. "Come on, prince let's go back to home." I said to Logan and Landon.

We then went out from the petshop and get into the car. I wear the seatbelt to my sons then walk to the passenger seat and sit down there.

Sam start the car then start driving back to our apartment. Suddenly a phone is ringing. I look at the dashboard and Sam's phone is ringing and he got a call from his mom so I answer it.

"Hello mom?" I answer the phone.

"Honey, is Sam with you?" Mary asks.

"Yes, he is driving. We just went to the petshop and bought some pets for the twins. Why, mom?"

"Just tell him Stacey started doing that again." Mary says.

"Alright. I'll tell him."

"Take care you guys. I miss you and love you guys." Mary hung up the phone.

I place the phone back to the dashboard and frown at Sam. "Babe, what happened?" "I'll tell you when we get home." Sam says to me while driving.

Actually I dont know what happen. But Sam always got a serious call from his mom and everytime he ended up the phone he just sighs and didnt tell me what happen.

Twenty minutes and we finally back to our apartment building. Sam parks the car in the basement then went out from the car while holding a paperbag he got from the petshop.

I keep looking at him and he really look like he got a problem. I take the mini aquarium from Landon's hand because I'm afraid that Landon will make his fish die or anything.

We went out from the lift and get into our apartment. I get into the kids room and place the mini aquarium on their table and they follow and get in.

After that I went out from their room and lock the front door then walk to my room and Sam is having a phone call.

I sit down on my bed with my back against the wall and looking at him until Sam ended up the phone calls and sit down next to me and sighs.

"Tell me, what's wrong?" I rub his back.

"Mom found a pregnancy test in Stacey's room with positive sign and it was really freaked her out and Stacey didnt want to tell her the truth but threaten that she wanna die. I feel like I'm failed become a big brother for her." Sam says and lean his head on my lap.

"You already trying to talk to Stacey directly?" I ask Sam while strokes his hair.

"She doesnt even wanna talk to me or answer my phone calls." Sam sighs.

"Then what about Stevie?"

"We got the same thing. She doesnt wanna talk to us and tell us what happened." Sam says to me. "I mean, if she really pregnant, mom and dad wont chase her away but please dont be like this. It makes us get panic attack. I have to go to Kentucky this week and take a week off from my office."

"I'll follow you. We will go to Kentucky." I said to Sam.

"But babe? Is it fine?" Sam turns his face at me.

"Sammy, she doesnt have any sister and I'm her sister-in law and I'll try to talk to her in girl way and I hope that she want to listen to me. I'm the youngest girl and the only one in my house and when I have a girl problem that I cant tell to Blaine or Cooper or even my parents, I'll try to find someone else to talk." I said to Sam.

"I'm forget that I have you in my life." Sam smiles at me.

"Dad, look my fish can walk." Landon hold the fish with his own hand and walk to our room.

"Honey, get that fish back to the aquarium or it will die." I said to Landon.

Sam stand up from the bed and bring Landon back into his room in hurry. I just roll my eyes then lay my body on my bed and take a pillow then hug it.

"You know what? He almost make that fish die." Sam chuckles and close the door. "Logan is fall asleep in his bed so I told Landon to sleep and give him his milk." Sam says to me.

"And it's time for mommy to take a nap." I simply said.

"Mommy should take a nap with daddy." Sam smirks at me then layin his body next to me.

"Just stop think about that. Everything will be fine." I said to Sam.

"I hope so." Sam sighs.

I smile at him then make aslant facing him and put my hand around his belly. Sam make his hand as a pillow for me then he kisses my forehead for a long time until I fall asleep.

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Kentucky

Sam, the kids, and I went out from our car as we arrived in front of his parent's house. I press the bell while Sam is take our suitcase from the car baggage. We've been driving from New York to Kentucky and we will stay here about a week.

"Oh my gosh! New York citizen is coming!" Mary says happily as she open the door. "Come in, guys."

I walk in enter the house with Logan and Landon until Sam walks in bring our suitcase.

"Hey, B. Hello kids!" Stevie smiles at us and hi-five with the kids.

"Hey Stev!" I smile back at Stevie.

"You guys will stay right?" Mary asks me.

"Yes about one week here." Sam answers.

"Cool, come on kids. I'm working on a new game now." Stevie says to the kids and hold their hands then walks lead them to his room.

"Stacey! Sam and Bianca are here." Mary shouts.

Sam walks to his room bring that suitcase. I sit down on the sofa in living room in front of Mary.

"How's her?" I ask Mary.

"Lock herself in her room and only going out for school. I dont know what should I do with that girl." Mary sighs.

"Honey, I saw Sam's car outside." Dwight walks in.

"Yes they are here and will stay for a week here." Mary answer.

"Hey dad, how are you?" I smile at Dwight.

"Good. Where is the kids?" Dwight smiles back at me.

"Stevie stole them and bring them to his room." Mary answer.

"We came here to talk to Stacey." Sam walks to us.

"I feel like I'm failed to be a father for my only one daughter." Dwight sighs.

"Hey B and Sammy." Stacey simply said then walk to the kitchen and take a drink.

I keep looking at her and she look like a pregnant girl. I turn my face at Sam and frown at him until Stacey walks back to the her room.

"What is the thing happened?" I ask.

"I found a pregnancy test in Stacey's room while cleaning her room until I told this to Dwight and we asked her what's going on but she doesnt want to answer us but threaten us if we ask again she will cut herself." Mary's sobbing.

I walk to Mary and comfort her. I know what she felt because I'm also a mother.

"I'll try to talk to her. I'm the only one daughter in my house and I know what she felt." I said to them.

"I'm gonna talk to her first." Sam says then walk to Stacey's room.

"We never want to chase her out or anything. We mean that we can hold this together and we will get through together." Dwight says.

"Everything will be fine, mom. I will talk to her." I said to Mary and walk to Stacey's room.

"Stace, I'm your oldest brother and you dont remember that you always told me everything since you were little?" Sam frowns at Stacey.

"Mom and dad called you to come home only for this? I'm tired, Sam! I'm tired!" Stacey says angrily.

"But stop being like this!" Sam yells.

I take Sam's hand to calm him down. He cant get angry when he talk to a girl in under pressure like this. "Sam, dont get mad." I said to Sam.

"Who the hell calm me down when I lost my beloved guitar? You, Stacey! And why you dont wanna tell me the truth?" Sam says to Stacey.

Stacey just crying until she sits down on the edge of her bed.

"Sam..." I said to Sam.

Sam let out a sigh then when out from the room and slam the door. I look at Stacey and sit down in front of her.

"Just crying out loud if you want but after that you have to promise to yourself and stop crying." I said to Stacey.

"Nobody's in this house understands me." Stacey's crying.

I take her body and hug her. "Tell me everything you feel. Crying out loud as you can because it will make you feel better." I rub her back.

"Have you ever feel like you are worthless in this world? Have you ever feel like you're trash?" Stacey's sobbing.

I push her body away slowly. "I did. I felt that when my dad forced me to enter medical school when I actually want to enter arts school." I said to Stacey. "Stacey, I dont have any sister but since I'm married with Sam, you are my little sister. Just tell me what happened and I will listen to you with all of my heart."

"I'm pregnant." Stacey's crying and let her head down.

"Who is the baby's father?" I ask her.

"My boyfriend. I only did that with him." Stacey's crying.

"Did he knows about this?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Yes and now he is trying to find a job to raise our baby. I feel like I'm failure. I'm the only one daughter in this house but I cant make my parents proud of me. I cant make my brothers proud of me. Sam is the head creative editor in advertisement enterprise and his commercials always on tv. Stevie is work hard to enter Caltech and he is so smart. And me? I'm seventeen but I'm already pregnant. I'm lost." Stacey's sobbing.

"You're not worthless. You are not a failure. You know what, Stacey? I have a real story and I hope that it will inspire you. Her name is Quinn Fabray, she got pregnant when she was sixteen, she was lying about her baby's father then the baby born and she let someone to adopted the baby until that things changed her whole life to be a better person. Now, she is married with the real father of her baby and they already have another baby girl but they got that baby back that already 7 or 8 years old. A very beautiful girl. I want to tell you that you can learn from this problem. You are better than what you think, Stacey." I said to Stacey.

"I want to graduate from high school and go to college. I really want to enter UCLA." Stacey says to me.

"Forget to tell that Quinn girl is graduated from YALE University and her husband is first class airman force. Her husband was a a rebel and almost not graduate but he made it. Okay, dont look to another person. Just look at to your oldest brother, Sam. He works hard everyday until he got his position that he wanted. Sam didnt go to college but he made it. He saved his money and said that he want to buy a house for us soon since the kids are growing up. Nobody is worthless in this world, Stacey." I rub her back.

"I'm afraid that my parents wont accepts me in this house anymore." Stacey's sobbing.

"But being quiet and hide everything wont change anything. You have to tell them the truth and I believe that your parents will accept you for who you are. You are a beautiful girl and they must be proud to have you in their life. Just dont think too much, Stacey. You're carrying an alive human in your belly." I said to Stacey.

"It's already one month old." Stacey says as she hold her belly.

"Great. In the next two months you can see the baby is a girl or a boy." I smile at her. "You will get through this. I trust you can do that. If the baby is a girl, will you let me and Sam raise the baby only until you graduate from high school? So you can focus with your dream and you can take your baby back anytime you want. But if you dont want to. That's also fine but I'll try my best to help you out." I said to her.

"Thank you so much, Bianca." Stacey half-smiled at me.

"It's okay. Feel better now?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Yes, after crying out loud and told you everything I felt." Stacey nods.

"Alright you better take a rest. Dont think too much or stress it will give a bad effect for your baby." I rub her sleeve then stand up from her bed.

"Thank you so much. I finally feel like I'm having a sister." Stacey suddenly hugs me.

"It's okay. I'll always be here for you." I rub her back then pushes her body away slowly and wipe her tears away. "Take a rest now because you seems like you really need sleep to stop think about this." I smile at her then walk off from her room and close the door.

Mary, Dwight, and Sam turn their face at me and look curious what I said to Stacey.

"How?" Mary asks me.

"It's already one month old. Her boyfriend is looking for a job now to raise the baby. Maybe I'll call my dad to let him have a part time job in hospital on the weekend." I said to them and sit down next to Sam.

"So it's mean that she is really pregnant?" Dwight frowns.

"Yes. She was afraid that you guys wont accept her here so she hide it and forcing her to tell everything wont make any change because she is under pressure now. So I let her to told me anything until she told me everything. I also said to her, if the baby is a girl, Sam and I will raise the baby until she graduate from high school then she can take her baby back." I said.

"You serious, honey?" Mary raises her eyebrows.

"That's fine. We can afford that, mom." Sam says to Mary.

"Then what is she doing inside?" Dwight asks.

"I told her to take a rest. I remember that my first trimester carrying the twins, I was so weak until I have to get bedrest and collapsed." I said to Dwight.

"Thank you so much, honey." Mary smiles at me.

"See? Bianca always have her own magic." Sam chuckles.

"Haha it's okay, mom. She needed a little bit sister talk." I chuckle.

"You guys better take a rest after driving for a long time from New York to here. I'll tell when the dinner is ready." Mary says to us then walk off with Dwight.

"You're the best!" Sam kisses my forehead.

"I miss sleeping in your room." I smirk at him then walk to his room.

Sam smirks back at me and hug me from behind until we got into his room then he lock the door.

I open my leather jacket and only wearing a tanktop and my jeans then layin my body on his bed until Sam take off his clothes and jumps to ontop of me.

"Remember that we have our first time here?" Sam smirks at me.

"On the christmas eve." I smirk back at him.

"Want to have another time here?" Sam smirks at me.

"I though you never ask." I chuckle.

Sam just smirks at me until he pushes his face closer to me and kisses me passionately then take my clothes off until everything getting rough.

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One chapter away before this story end. I'm so sorry but I dont want to make any sequel for this story but the good thing is I'm writing another new story about Sam Evans and I will publish it after this story end. Thank you so much to all of you who loves this story and give me many votes. I love you guys so much♡♡