Chapter 60

My alarm woke me up. I look at the clock and it's already 8 and I have my first class at 9.30. I rise and went out from my room.

I'm in New York now. Since I have to go back to college also Blaine and Sam has to back to work so we cant spend the long time in Lima.

I enter the empty bathroom and take a bath. Maybe Blaine and Sam are still sleeping at this time.

After that I get dressed with a short denim pants and a crop tee. I take my flannel shirt and crosses it on my hips. I take my ransel and went out from my room.

"Babe?" I open Sam's door but it's empty. I walk to Blaine's room and open the door. "Blaine?" And it's empty.

So they already went out. I walk to the kitchen to have breakfast until I see something on the minibar table.

A plate of sunny side up egg, two slice of toast bread and a glass of milk also a little note.

Special breakfast for my fiancé. I dont want to wake you up but I have morning meeting. I already feed Snowy and enjoy your breakfast.

Love and kissDonkey

I just chuckle looking at this little note. I place my ransel on the other chair and I sit down on the chair and eat my breakfast that Sam made for me. He is really romantic guy.

After that I wash dishes on the sink and went to my college. I just realize that I have a fiancé now and I'm getting married and it's cool. Like it was a dream for me. But it was not a dream. It is the real life.

"Looking good, girls. Seems like really happy." Larissa suddenly walks next to me and grins at me.

"Look at this." I show my engagement ring to Larissa and grin at her.

"Get a new ring?" Larissa frowns at me.

"I'm getting married with Sam! He proposed me when we went to Ohio last weekend." I said excitedly.

"Wow congratulations!!!" Larissa smiles at me then hug me.

"Aww thank you." I smile at her.

"I'm happy that you found your soulmates and not that jerk." Larissa says to me.

"I just think that I cant live without Sam now. I mean he is like my shadows who always protecting me."

"You have to know that Austin brough a new girl to his room again last night."

"I dont care with that. I just know that he is a jerk." I laugh.

"Yeah you are so lucky can get out from his zone." Larissa chuckles.

I just nod and chuckles and we enter our classroom together. I'm done with that jerk because I found my future and it's the one and only Sam Evans.

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"See you tomorrow, B." Larissa waves me a goodbye and walk off.

"See ya!" I shout and walk off.

My classes just end and I wanna go home now then eat the dinner that Sam made or cook together with him. It will be so much fun.

"Nice ring, girl." A familiar voice from behind.

I turn my face and Cooper is smiling at me. I come over to him and hug him. "Cooper!!"

"I miss you!" Cooper hug me tight.

"I miss you too! Come on, lets go to my apartment." I take his hand and hold his elbow.

"I came to NYADA but I dont find Blaine so I came here and I was about to enter but I saw you. I'm forget about your address so I came here." Cooper says.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him.

"Actually have shooting in NYU for couple weeks and being a college guy and I guess I dont need to find a new apartment to stay. I will stay with you and Blaine." Cooper grins.

"With your crew?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Only me." Cooper roll his eyes.

"Okay you can sleep in my room and I can sleep with Blaine or Sam." I sigh.

"You're the best. Tomorrow I will tell my team to send my stuff from LA." Cooper says to me.

"Yeah whatever. By the way, why you didnt come to my proposal day?"

"Then I have to see my little sister who is still in college been ask to married a guy? Ugh no." Cooper shake his head.

"That's rude." I pouted.

"Haha I'm sorry, B. I was busy and I cant get morning flight. Sam told me to come and help him but I cant." Cooper put his hand around my shoulder.

"You always busy." I roll my eyes and press the lift button.

"Hello Bianca." Mrs. Greece greeted me.

"Hey Mrs. Greece, how are you?" I smile at her.

"Good. Your boyfriend?" Mrs. Greece smile back at me and point at Cooper.

"No. He is my older brother. The oldest son." I chuckle.

"Oh hi. I'm Cooper Anderson." Cooper says.

"Your face look familiar." Mrs. Greece says.

"Of course because I'm an actor in hollywood. How could you know my sister?" Cooper asks.

"She usually babysitting my daughters with Sam. I know them both." Mrs. Greece chuckles.

The lift door is finally open. "See you, Mrs. Greece." I smile at her.

"Oh come to my room this Saturday because I want to go. I'll text you later." Mrs. Greece says to me.

"Alright." I simply said as the lift door closes.

"You? Babysitting? For what? Did dad never give you money now? At least if you need money you can call me and you dont need to babysitting to get money." Cooper frowns at me.

"You and Blaine are same." I simply said and get out from the lift.

"B, I mean that salary from babysitting not really much like dad gave you." Cooper says to me.

I sigh and enter my apartment where Blaine already home. I open my shoes and place it on the shoes rack. This is the things that I dont like from my brothers.

"B, you okay?" Blaine asks me.

"Bianca! We havent finish talk!" Cooper walks in and yells at me.

"Coop?" Blaine raises his eyebrows.

"Talk about what? There is nothing to explain." I glare at Cooper.

"You hide something from me? You never hide things from me and now you hide it?" Cooper frowns at me.

"I didnt hide anything. I just need money for my future. I'm trying to work with my own skill. That's it. I was wondering if I did this maybe my two big brothers will say that they proud of me but what I got? Like this. You both seems like embarassing to have little sister working as babysitter every weekend." I'm crying.

"B, it's not like that." Blaine says to me.

"Now, I ask you both where the hell were you when I was alone and lonely? I know I'm selfish but I needed my brothers and where the hell were they? One is busy with his fiancé and the other one more love his career than his sister." I'm sobbing and walk into my room then slam the door.

I place my bag on the ground and sit down on the carpet floor with my back against the bed. I'm not sad, I'm just disappointed about what they did.

"Hey, Snowy told me that her mommy fighted with her big brothers." Sam walks into my room and bring Snowy.

I didnt say anything and look straight to the front of me until Sam sit down in front of me and wipe my tears away.

"When you are engaged to someone, you are not a little girl anymore." Sam hold my hand.

"I'm just disappointed with their attitude, Sam."

"I know. Come here." Sam pulls my body and hug me. "But crying and slam the door wont end anything, baby. I was shocked when I opened the door I heard the door banging so loud." Sam rubs my back and my hair.

"They cant understand me like you did." I'm sobbing.

"They can. In different way, baby. Everyone has their own way to show their love not everyone is same. It's different. I can easily say yes to anything you ask me with my own way and they also can say yes with that with different way, maybe with little bit exception or they ask you what is your reason because they know you since you were a baby. Stop crying. I dont like that." Sam wipe my tears and smiles at me.

"This is the reason why I said yes when you asked me to marry you." I chuckle.

"You like the breakfast I made you this morning?" Sam grins at me.

I nod. "Yes, it was the most delicious food that I ever tasted. I'm sorry if my omlette always worse." I sigh.

"But it's getting better now. You're learning." Sam pinches my nose and smiling at me.

"B, we are so sorry about that." Cooper and Blaine walks in.

"Alright, I will prepare for the dinner." Sam rubs my hand and walks off.

"He is your husband now?" Cooper frowns at me.

"Soon or later he will." I said to them.

"Listen, we are so sorry. I'm the biggest one but I always made mistake like this. First, I fighted with Blaine and now with you. I shouldnt do that actually and I'm really sorry. I should be the one who make us getting closer not like this. You were right, I'm too focusing with my career until I forgot that I have the most beautiful little sister in the world and the most handsome little brother in the world when actually sometimes my friend says that Blaine is hot like hotter than me. But nevermind, I dont care with that labels. I just love you both. I'm curious why you wanna have babysitting to raise money?" Cooper says to me.

"Coop, we promise that we dont wanna talk about that babysitting anymore." Blaine frowns at Cooper.

"It's okay. I just want to have my wedding party and honeymoon with my own money. I'm babysitting together with Sam and we already got 1000 dollars because of that and we need 9000 more. And it's like we are learning for our future soon." I chuckle.

"Alright, here is the deal. I'll give you 4000 bucks as long as you let me rent your room for couple weeks and your fiancé cook for our food." Cooper says to me.

I shake my head. "No. You dont need to pay to stay here. Dad bought this apartment for us and you are his son so you can stay." I said to Cooper.

"You can choose which room you want to use but this one is the biggest one." Blaine says to Cooper.

"Okay this one but I dont want to sleep with that dog." Cooper says to us.

"She has her own bedroom. Dont worry. By the way, her name is Snowy." I take Snowy and lift her up. "Just take a rest if you want. I will wake you up if the dinner ready." I said to Cooper and went out from my room. "Hey daddy, what are you cooking for the dinner tonight?" I chuckle at Sam while lift Snowy in my folded arms.

"I'm cooking beef lasagna and baked macaroni. You want, Snowy?" Sam chuckles and turn his face at us.

"No daddy, I can eat my own poop." Blaine simply said and layin his body on the sofa.

"Blaine, that's not health and that was not food." I roll my eyes.

"You dont get dinner tonight." Sam says to Blaine.

"What? Okay fine! I will put dirt into your kitchen." Blaine protest.

"No way!" Sam shake his head.

"Stop it..." I sigh and place Snowy on the ground then take a water from refrigerator.

"Dinner is ready!" Sam says and plate some plates on the minibar table.

I sit down on the chair in front of minibar table and take my food. I'm so hungry actually beside I dont have much lunch today.

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Saturday

I wear my short denim pants and my long sleeve shirt. I give Snowy food and feed her and waiting for Sam actually because after this we will have babysitting.

"Can you help me with this tie?" Sam went out from his room.

I turn my face and frown at him. "Where are you going with that suit and tie?"

"To attend the conference today. You're not getting ready?" Sam frowns at me.

"What? We have babysitting today, Sam." I raise my eyebrows.

"You didnt tell me."

"Baby, I told you last night." I sigh. "Okay, I will babysit alone. Dont worry, you can go."

"No, we go together. I dont want to go there alone. We can cancel that babysit okay. You told me when I already fall asleep maybe and I forgot to tell you about this." Sam hold my sleeve.

"But..."

"No excuse. Now wear your formal clothes and we will go in twenty minutes."

"Sam, but we need that money." I frown at him.

"But I wont let you have babysit alone. Baby, I always follow what you want but would you please follow what I want only this time? I said we cant so it's mean we cant!" Sam yells at me.

I didnt say anything and let my head down. Sam sighs and trying to hug me but I push him away then walk into my room.

"Bianca, stop being so selfish and like a child!" Sam yells.

"Yeah because I'm younger than you not like those of your exes who is older than you." I said.

I sit down on the sofa near my window and turn my face to the window until my tears slowly fall down. I know I'm selfish and I'm childish even I hate my attitude and I'm trying to change it but I cant.

I heard someone bang the front door. I went out from my room and I see Sam is gone. He must be mad at me and disappointed. I hate myself right now.

I wipe my tears and look at the clock. I put some money and my phone into my pocket. I lock the door and went out from my apartment. I will have babysit alone today.

I enter the lift and press the button number ten. Until I reach the tenth floor and then went out from the lift. I knock Mrs. Greece's apartment door until she finally open it.

"You're alone? I though you didnt come." Mrs. Greece smiles at me.

"Yeah my fiancé has something to do in his office." I smile back at her.

"Sam is your fiancé?" Mrs. Greece raises her eyebrows.

"Yeah he is. He was my ex, then we got back together then when we went home to Ohio, he proposed me. He was my high school love." I chuckle.

"I can see that. You both has chemistry together and seems like understand for each other." Mrs. Greece chuckles. "Alright, Siera is sleeping and Sarah is playing with her doll in her baby bed. My husband already went out. So you sure you can do this alone?"

"It's fine. They are not fussy baby." I chuckle.

"Well, take care. Make it feels like home. See you." Mrs. Greece smiles at me and walks off.

I close the door and walk to the babies's room. Mrs. Greece was wrong, I'm too selfish until I cant understand what Sam's wants.

"Hey Siera, you awake now? Because of your sister right?" I smile at them and they just yawning with still sitting down on their bed.

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"Sarah, Siera. mommy and daddy home!" Mr. Greece open the door.

"Look who's home. Them!" I chuckle at these babies while we sat down on the carpet floor together.

"They are not crying right?" Mrs. Greece asks me.

"Nope. After you went out, Siera is awake so we played together in their room until they fell asleep then only about two hour, they woke up and I feed them then took a bath then we play again here." I explain.

"Yes, it's not their bed time. You want to have dinner with us here?" Mr. Greece asks me.

"No, thank you. I will go back to my apartment." I giggle.

"Wait, here is your salary extra tips. Thank you so much, Bianca." Mrs. Greece gave me some money.

"You're welcome." I chuckle. "Well I have to go to prepare dinner for my brothers. See you, tomorrow. Bye bye kids!" I wave them goodbye and walk off.

"Bye bye." Mr. Greece chuckles.

250 dollars for babysitting today. I look at my watch and it's already 8pm. Is Sam already went home or not?

I take my key from my pocket and unlock the door. Nobody's home. I take my phone and Blaine told me that him and Cooper will stay in Brooklyn for a night. And where is Sam? Why he didnt text me or anything?

I walk to the kitchen and take Snowy's food then feed her. After that I wash my hand and take potato chips from the cupboard. I sit down on the sofa and turn on the TV. I will wait for Sam and apologize to him.

But what should I do to make him forgive me? Shall I cook him for dinner? Maybe I should cook him his favorite food. Beef lasagna and tacos also salad. Sam loves that.

I take my phone and find some food receipts on the internet. I will make a special dinner for my fiancé and it will be kind of training for me to be his wife soon.

I found all those food ingredients from the cupboard and the refrigerator. I will start make beef lasagna first, the one that he loves the most. I will make him proud of me and forgive me.

1 hour later

Lasagna and salad already done. It's already 9pm and to make taco is kinda hard one so I guess lasagna and salad it's enough. Wait, drink. Ugh I forgot the drink. I open the refrigerator and take a bottle of beer that Cooper bough. For now, I let you drink this, Sam.

I place the beer on the minibar table and decorate it. I walk to my room and take a love card from my drawer and write what I want to say to him there.

Everything is done perfectly and now it's time to waiting for him. I look at the clock and it's almost ten. I sit down on the bench in front of minibar table and waiting for him.

Time passed and it's already 10.30. Snowy already fall asleep on her bed. I walk to the balcony and look at the street there's no sign of him outside this building.

It's cold outside so I get in and close the balcony door. I take a cokes and turn on the tv then sit down on the sofa. It's almost eleven now and he is not coming here yet.

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Sam's POV

I press the knob and it's unlocked. Someone must be already home and still awake. I look at my watch and it's already midnight.

I open the door and get in. TV is still on and Bianca is fall asleep with laying her body on the sofa. She was waiting for me?

I look at the table and there are some money also a coke. I count that money and it's 250 bucks, it must be the salary for the babysitting today.

My eyes look around until I see some food and a beer on the minibar table. I walk to the minibar table and these are my favorite food also a love card?

I open the love card and it's an apology letter. She really waiting for me and cook for me?

I'm sorry about what I've done. I never grow up and I never follow what you want. Here I made your favorite food and I hope you like it.

Lots of loveYour fiancé

I take a spoon then taste this food. Not bad. At least she is trying to cook better than usual and I appreciate that.

I sit down on the seat in front of minibar and eat these food that she made for me. She will be my future wife and we should end up fighting like this.

Bianca's POV

The tv wake me up because of the loud sound. I open my eyes and I just realized that I fell asleep in living room.

I turn my way and I see Sam is sitting down in front of the minibar table and eating my food until he turn his face at me and get choke.

I suddenly stand up from my seat and walk to the kitchen and give him a glass of water.

"When you got home?" I ask him.

"About ten minutes ago. You were waiting for me? You cooked this?" Sam raises his eyebrows.

"I'm sorry about what happened this morning. I'm so selfish. I never grow up. I know why I'm the only one of your exes that is younger than you because you know that younger girl is always selfish. I'm sorry about that. I know that we are not in high school anymore. Our relationship is getting further and I shouldnt did that to you." I said with my head down.

Sam stand up from his seat and grabs my body then hug me. "Baby, I choose you because I love you, I dont care how old you are but the fact is I want you in my life. Not because of your age. You made mistake but you always want to fix that. I just really love you. And no more fight like this anymore. Thank you for the dinner, it was good."

I push his hug away and raise my eyebrows. "You dont mad at me?"

Sam shake his head. "Nope because you made me my favorite food." Sam chuckles.

"How was the conference?" I ask him and sit down on the bench next to him.

"It was cool but sadly you didnt come because there are many producer looking for new female model. How was your babysitting?" Sam asks and go back eating.

"Got 250 bucks today and I can handle twin babies alone." I chuckle.

Sam grins at me and strokes my hair. "That's my girl. You already have dinner?"

I shake my head slowly. "I made this then I fell asleep."

"You made this but you didnt eat anything?" Sam frowns at me.

"I said I was waiting for you then I fell asleep, Sammy."

"Okay, lets eat this together. Actually I had my dinner but I dont wanna miss the food you made for me so we can eat together." Sam says and take another fork and give me. "Where is your two big brothers by the way?"

"Stay for a night in Brooklyn." I simply said while eating the food.

"So only two of us?" Sam smirks at me.

"Snowy is there." I simply said and pointed at Snowy.

"She is uncountable. So we can cuddle and...." Sam grins at me.

"Sam, you become Puckerman now?"

"Haha just kidding. I can live without sex but I cant live without you." Sam smiles at me.

"Same, Evans." I smile back at him.

Sam hold my hand and push his face closer to me and about to kiss me but the bench is slide down and make him almost fall but fortunately he fall to my body.

We just can laugh so hard because of this. This is such a funny moment when we both want to kiss but it turns into a fell down and laugh. We still laugh each other until he stand up and put my hand around his waist. He cup my cheek and make me facing him then kisses me softly.

I kiss him back until we pull our lips each other and chuckle at each other. "I love you so much." Sam kisses my forehead.

"I hate youuuuu." I grin at him.

"Dont come to my room when thunderstorm wake you up." Sam pouted and take the dirty dishes to the sink.

"Sam, you know whose this long sleeve tshirt is?" I ask while sit down on the bench.

"That's not mine." Sam says while washes the dishes.

"Of course, because it's Sebastian's." I laugh.

"Seriously?" Sam turns his face at me.

"No, it's Blaine's, baby. Dont be so freak out." I roll my eyes.

"Wait, I wanna ask you something. You usually steal my clothes. Do you ever steal Sebastian's or Ryder's clothes?" Sam standing opposite me.

"I have Sebastian's Dalton blazer and the socks I usually wear on the cold night it's his actually. Umm Ryder? The grey shawl I usually wear it's his then I have his stripe long sleeve shirt. And you? Too much your things in my room even I dont remember it's yours or mine anymore." I said to Sam.

"Because my wardrobe is like yours and you have two wardrobes but I only have a half." Sam rolls his eyes.

"You can use my bra if you want." I laugh and walk to the bathroom.

I take my toothbrush and brush my teeth until Sam walks in and follow what I'm doing right now. We are chuckling each other through the mirror while we brush our teeth together.

Until we finish it. Sam throw his toothbrush to the sink then went out from the bathroom. I roll my eyes and let out a sigh then place it in the right place.

After that I walk to the living room and turn off the TV then lock the door also the balcony door. I turn off the lamp and walk to my room and change my clothes into a pajama then jump to my bed and lay my body on my bed.

"Sleeping together is better than sleeping alone." Sam says and lay his body next to me.

"I miss my big barney." I sigh.

"I'm here now." Sam make aslant facing me and put his hand on my belly.

"You're not as big as my big barney." I simply said.

"But at least I will make you feel warm." Sam grins.

"Sam, look at the roof." I said to him and pointing at the roof.

Sam moves his body and look at the roof. "You have many stars there, baby." Sam says.

"And now turn off the lamp next to your side."

Sam moves his body and reach the plug then turn off the lamp. "Wow, this is cool."

"See? So everynight I feel like I'm sleeping under the stars. I remember when I was in Lima I bough those light stars but I'm forget to bring it here until I bring it back and I stick it there. So everytime you turn off the lamp, those stars will light up. Isnt that beautiful?" I chuckle and turn my face at him.

"Like you." Sam smiles back at me.

I just chuckle and give him a quick kiss. "Lets sleep under the stars. Goodnight, my donkey." I pull the blanket to cover my body.

Sam kisses my cheek and make aslant facing me then put his hand around my belly. "Goodnight, my princess."

I wrap his hand with my hand then close my eyes and fall asleep in his warm hug. Really comfortable with this.

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