Chapter 42

"Hey Bianca thanks for steal all hot guys in McKinley." Those cheerios smirks at me and throw me four glasses of blueberry slushie.

What is this? My day isnt over yet but I already got four glasses of slushies. Tears slowly fall down from my face. It's disgusting.

"Baby, what the hell with this?" Ryder ask me. I keep my head down and crying. I dont even know what is this. "Hey, get back here and apologize to what you've done to my girlfriend!" Ryder yells and about to get them.

But I stop him and catch his hand. "You'll be the next one who get that. Dont." I'm sobbing.

"But this isnt fair! You did nothing to them and they slushied you like this." Ryder protest.

"I'm fine." I'm sobbing.

"Ugh look at me." Ryder takes a face towel from his bagpack and clean my face with his towel. "I will get them and make them pay for this." Ryder says while clean my face with his towel.

I'm still sobbing. This is the worst slushie that I've ever get and they said that I stole all hot guys in McKinley? What they mean with that? That's because I date Ryder?

"My eyes hurts." I said to Ryder.

"Change your wet shirt with my shirt and after that we will see the nurse. Come on, princess. Stop crying. I'm here. I will protect you." Ryder hug me tight.

I start crying and sobbing again in his hug. "They...said that...I stole all....the hot guys in McKinley." I'm crying.

"Of course they said that. They're jealous at you because they are nothing than you." Ryder rubs my hair. He pull his hug away and hold my sleeve. "Baby, stop crying. I'm here." Ryder wipe my tears.

I wipe my tears slowly and half smile at him. He smiles at me and kiss my forehead. He then shows me his long sleeve shirt from his bagpack. I take his shirt and walk to the girls toilet with him follows me.

I enter the girls toilet and find an empty closet then change my flannel shirt with his long sleeve shirt. Glad that I wear a blue skinny jeans and black converse so it wasnt bad at all. Besides his shirt just look like a cover for my tanktops. After that I wash my face and let my hair in a ponitail to hide the wet one.

"Am I look like a clown?" I went out from girls toilet and ask Ryder.

"Nope, you're perfect and beautiful." Ryder chuckles.

"This shirt has a familiar smell." I chuckle.

"Come on. You said that your eyes hurt let see the nurse." Ryder smiles at me and take my hand.

I take his bagpack and place my flannel shirt in his bagpack. After that we walk to the nurses office with him holding my hand.

I look at the window and my shadows. My outfit look more cool with his shirt now and yeah it is. Those cheerios who slushies me gasped when they saw me wearing Ryder's clothes and he hold my hand while we walk together. You die now!

"Nurse Brenda?" I open the door slowly.

"Come in." She yells.

I walk in with Ryder follows me. Glad that fake nurse is not here right now.

"Hey sweety, is there anything I can do?" Nurse Brenda smiles at me.

"She said that her eyes hurt after got a four glasses of slushies." Ryder says.

"Oh God. What happened? Sit down on that chair. I'm gonna check you out." She says to me and points to a chair like in the dentist.

I sit down there with Ryder holding my hand. I'm going to be a doctor but I'm kind of nervous when I have to face the doctor.

"Luckily there is no rock salt inside that slushie. But still it hurt my eyes." I said.

"You were crying because of that?" Ryder raise his eyebrows.

I nod slowly. "Yes beside it was blueberry and Kurt told me that blueberry is the worst slushie." I chuckle.

Nurse Brenda checking out my eyes with her things. "Nothing inside and no hard impact. It's just your eyes freezing because of those cold slushie but you're fine." Nurse Brenda says to me.

"You dont need to call my mom or my dad right?" I raise my eyebrows.

"No I wont. You just need clean your eyes with this and you wont feel hurt anymore." Nurse Brenda give me a half glass of water and a medicine for eyes.

"How?" I frown.

"Just like you wash your face but only your eyes. Come on. You can help her, young man." Nurse Brenda says to me and Ryder.

I take that glass and walk to the wastavel in this office and wash my eyes with that liquid that I dont know. I need to ask Mike and ask him what's that name.

"Feeling better now?" Ryder asks me.

I nod but still closing my eyes. Until I feel Ryder clean my eyes with a clean face towel so I open my eyes slowly and blink it and that's fine.

"What you see now?" Ryder ask me.

"A brunette guy with justin bieber old school hair who is so tall and I think I'm in love with him." I chuckle.

Ryder just chuckle at me and then kisses me softly until we pull our lips each other and smiling at each other.

"Feeling better, B?" Nurse Brenda asks me.

"Yeah." I smile at her. "Thank you so much." I said to her.

"You're welcome and write down your name on this book." She says to me.

I write my name on the book also my grade as the report for the nurse office. "Thank you, nurse Brenda." I smile at her and walk out with Ryder.

Until we suddenly almost crush that fake nurse and Sam who wants to get in.

"Hey dude. What's up?" Sam greeted Ryder.

"Just accompanied Bianca. She said that her eyes was hurt but it's clear now. Well, see you." Ryder says to him and take my hand.

Sam and I never talk in direct way now. I always try to avoid me and he did the same. We are so complicated now.

"My outfits look cool now with your shirt." I giggle.

"You want to look more cool? Here." Ryder stops his way and take my left hand then wear me a bracelet he usually wear on his left hand. A leather boys bracelet.

I turn my face at him and frown at him until my frowns turns into a smile at him. He smile back at me then strokes my hair. He is sweet and cute one.

"Now someone just got a half of me." Ryder put his hand around my shoulder.

"Totally." I giggle and put my hand around his waist as we walk together to the choir room.

We both enter the choir room together and Ryder leaves my body from his hand. So do I.

"You just look like a clown." Jake says to me.

"Ryder, your friend called me a clown." I yell.

"Jake...." Ryder called Jake.

"You're defending her? I just said that she look like a clown. I didnt call her a clown." Jake protest.

"She is my girlfriend so I did. She got slushied so I let her wear my shirt. Is that wrong?" Ryder rolls his eyes.

"You got slushied again, B?" Blaine frowns at me.

I just nodded slowly. "Four glasses of blueberry slushies."

"Who the hell did that?" Kitty asks me.

"Your cheerios include Bree. It was sucks. They said that she stole all hot guys in McKinley. That was stupid." Ryder sighs.

"That make sense actually." Tina suddenly says.

"What make sense?" Ryder frowns.

"Dont get mad okay but she used to date Sam, the quarterback of football team and now she is dating you. Every girl in this school mark you as the sexiest football player and they're jealous with Bianca who got everything and they're nothing than her." Tina says to Ryder.

"We are standing on your side, B. Dont worry. One more day I will get my cheerios back." Kitty says to me.

"Thank you guys so much." I smile at them.

"We are family and we have to stick each other. Remember that?" Marley smiles at me.

"Yeah I remember that." I nod and smile back at her.

"Guys, Mr. Schue got flu so there is no glee club." Sam walks in.

"Then we wasted our time here?" Jake shrugs and stands up from his seat.

"But I think I got a theme for our glee club this weekend." Sam grins at us.

"Ugh you said that Mr. Schue is sick, Sam." Kitty rolls her eyes.

"Yes but I'm thinking about something." Sam says.

"What is that?" Blaine asks.

"The things we found out this morning, Blaine." Sam smirks at Blaine.

"Okay what is thaatttttt?" Kitty yells.

"Guilty Pleasure!" Sam and Blaine says together.

"So it's time to spread your secret guys and we will celebrate it together." Blaine says to us.

What? I have to spread my secret even Blaine dont know about that. Yes, alternative songs. I secretly listening to that music genre because I think that girls nowadays more love with girlband or boyband than a alternative band like that but I love them.

"That's cool." Jake says.

"Yeah sounds nice." I nod as agree.

"You have a guilty pleasure, B?" Blaine frowns at me.

"Yes and you dont know what is that." I grin at Blaine.

"Oh damn even my twin sister had something to hide from me." Blaine sighs.

"Alright we can start by tomorrow." Sam says to us.

I know what song I'm gonna sing tomorrow and I'll show my guilty pleasure to them even Blaine doesnt know about this.

"Finally we can take a nap in school days." Ryder shows me his hand.

"I'm hungry. I skipped lunch." I take his hand.

"I'll cook you food as we get my home." Ryder says as we walk together.

"You can cook?" I raise my eyebrows.

"A bit. Only one son who has busy parents make me learn how to cook a bit." Ryder says to me.

"Now I know why those cheerios are jealous I'm dating you. Because you're such a perfect guy." I said to him.

"But I'm belong to you and they cant get me from you." Ryder smiles at me.

"I know that." I smile back at him.

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I walk in the hallways alone until I see Artie is kinda need help with his things that fall to the ground.

So I come over to him and help him. "Thanks, B." Artie smiles at me.

"It's okay." I smile back at him until I see Fall Out Boy sticker in his locker. "You like FOB?" I raise my eyebrows.

"You know them?" Artie frowns at me.

"Pete Wentz, Patrick Stump, Andy Hurley, Joe Trohman. They are like my guilty pleasure." I said in whisper.

"They're also my guilty pleasure. That's why the sticker is only their logo and I was kinda confuse when you know them." Artie says to me.

"Yeah you know that they were struggling. Broke up at 2009 then Andy committed suicidal until they got back together at 2012 after released the greatest album. Actually not only them. But pop-punk and alternative genre are my guilty pleasure." I giggle.

"I know why that can be your guilty pleasure. Because a sweet, girly girl like you is impossible to like music like that." Artie chuckles.

"Yeah you can guess that. Then what about you?" I raise my eyebrows.

"Probably, not much different." Artie says to me.

"Artie, would you like to do our guilty pleasure in glee club today?" I smirk at him.

"Sounds cool. Of course I would." Artie nods.

"Alright. We need to dress like pop-punk and I already prepare that."

"You're genius." Artie chuckles.

"You can play guitar electric right?"

"Yes, I can." Artie nods.

"Alright we will sing Irresistible today and this is our secret!"

"Yeaaah I like this!" Artie and me Hi-five.

"What do you have now?" I ask him.

"Umm World History. What about you?"

"Same. Come on, I'll carry you to the class." I said to him and help him pushes his wheelchair to the class.

~~~~Glee Club

"I got you a mini fedora hat like Patrick Stump." I give the hat to Artie.

"And we got temporer tattoo of FOB's logo. This is cool. When I was dating Tina, I was wondering we could do this but sadly we couldnt because she doesnt like this." Artie says.

"We are really Overcast Kids from Youngbloods now." I laugh.

"Because this is cool. Really cool. We're like Emo Pop Punk in this school but no skank." Artie chuckle.

"We are cool, Artie! Okay you done?"

"I'm done." Artie says.

"Okay lets go!" I push his wheelchair and went out from the history class.

I wear a ripped black jeans, black boots, white tshirt and black leather jacket. I dyed my hair to be brunette with green and orange using hair color spray. Not much different with Artie. We are same. We even get a temporer tattoo on our wrist.

We then enter the choir room with gasps from the others. Artie and I never dress like this and now we show them.

"Bianca? Artie?" Tina frowns.

"You both join the skanks now?" Kitty frowns.

"No, can you make difference between skanks and punk? We are here to show you guys our guilty pleasure." Artie says.

"And yes. This is our guilty pleasure. Pop-punk!" I hi-five with Artie.

Artie walks to the band and take an electric guitar. I take a stand microphone and place in front of me. Artie pushes his wheelchair back to me while holding the eletric guitar with a microphone on his mouth.

"Hit it, dude!" I yell to Artie.

Artie start playing his guitar and the music begin and he start singing.

Artie:Coming here unannounced, drag my nails on the tileI just follow your scentYou can't just follow my smileAll of your flaws are aligned with this mood of mineThey cutting me to the boneNothing left to leave behindYou ought to keep me concealed just like I was a weaponI didn't come for a fight but I will fight till the endThis might be your battle, might not turn out okayYou know you look so Seattle, but you feel so LA

Artie and Bianca:Eeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh eh

Artie:And I love the way you hurt me it's irresistibleOoh ooh oh oh oh ho yeah

Artie and Bianca:Ooh ooh oh oh oh ho yeahI love the wayI love the wayI love the way you hurt me babyI love the wayI love the wayI love the way you hurt me baby

Bianca:I'm gonna get you to burst just like you were a bubble

Artie:Frame me up on your walls, to keep me out of trouble

Bianca:Like a moth getting trapped in the light by fixation

Artie:Truly free, love it baby (with Bianca: I'm talking no inflation)

Artie and Bianca:Too many war wounds and not enough warsToo few rounds in the ring and not enough settled scores

Bianca:Too many sharks and not enough blood in the waves

Artie:You know I give my lover a four letter name

Artie and Bianca:Eeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh eh

Artie:And I love the way you hurt me it's irresistibleOoh ooh oh oh oh ho yeah

Artie and Bianca:Ooh ooh oh oh oh ho yeahI love the wayI love the wayI love the way you hurt me babyI love the wayI love the wayI love the way you hurt me baby

Bianca:You're second hand smokeSecond hand smokeI breath you in, but honey I don't know what you're doing to meMon Cheri, but the truth catches up with us eventually (Artie: ahh-ah-aaa)

Artie:Tryna say live, live and let liveI'm no good good, admit to this

Second is yours, need a little moreI'm coming for you, and I'm in war

Bianca:I still love the way I hurt you

Artie:It's irresistible (Bianca: Whoaaa)Ooh ooh oh oh oh ho yeah

Artie and Bianca:Ooh ooh oh oh oh ho yeah (Bianca: Whoa-oh)I love the wayI love the wayI love the way you hurt me babyI love the way (Bianca: I love the way)I love the way (Bianca: I love the way)I love the way you hurt me baby

Artie and Bianca:Eeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh ehEeh eeh eh eh eh

We ended up our song with gasp from the others. Their jaws drop looking at us.

"Wow this is cool." Ryder smiles.

"B, is that really you?" Blaine frowns.

"Rock is cool guys." Jake says.

"Can you make difference between Rock and Pop-Punk? This is pop-punk." I roll my eyes. "Well I'm tired being a sweet little girl who pretend likes girlband and boyband but now I spread my secret that I love pop-punk and alternative songs." I grin to them.

"And we got our temporer tattoo!" Artie says and shows them our tattoo on our wrist.

"But your iPod is full with girl song." Blaine frown at me.

"I have two iPod and this one is always hide it." I grin.

"Still I cant belive this." Blaine shake his head.

I just being quiet and let my head down and hold Artie's shoulder.

"Guys come on, this is guilty pleasure just accepts their secret and the good thing is they want to told us." Sam says.

"Yeah this is cool." Marley nods as agree.

"You dont need to defending us, Sam. We know this is weird when someone like me and Bianca like this music genres. We are just like expressing ourselves." Artie says sadly and take my hand with his other hand push his wheelchair.

I half-smile at him and pushes his wheelchair to out from the choir room with our sad face. We expected something more than this and we aint get that.

"Are we look like a clown for them?" Artie asks me.

"I dont know. The only one person who can say we are amazing is only ourselves. No one else." I said and keep pushing his wheelchair until we got into the empty school courtyard.

I sit down on a stair and Artie's wheelchair is next to me and he sit down there. We are sad now because this is not what we expected.

"My eyes watering." I giggle and wipe my tears.

"Maybe, weak person like us who always depending by the others is not equal with this." Artie says.

"And maybe after this I wont attend glee club until Mr. Schue is back."

"Me too." Artie nods.

"Oh come on, go back to choir room." A voice behind us.

Artie and I turn our face and we see the glee club is here and smiling at us.

"We stay here." Artie says and turns his face away.

I look at Artie and follow him and turn my face away.

"Guys come on we are so sorry. We shouldnt be like that especially me. I'm so sorry." Blaine says.

Artie and I didnt say anything and holding hands each other and look straight to the front.

"Hey dont mad at us." Ryder suddenly hug me from behind. "Baby, you can be anything you want to be and I dont care with that because I love you for the way you are." Ryder put his hand around my belly and place his chin on my shoulder.

"Fine! Artie, I'm so sorry and stop holding Bianca's hand because I dont like you hold other girl's hand." Kitty says.

Artie pushes my hand slowly and still didnt say anything.

"Guys please... we are so sorry, you guys can be anything you want to be and we cant deny it except accept it because it's who you want to be." Tina says until the others move and standing in front of us.

"We just feel like we are not accepted in glee club." I said to them.

"Guilty pleasure its about accepting. We surprised to see you guys like that but seriously it was cool and it was like you both went out from your comfort zone and we were jealous with you both." Blaine walks over to us.

"Forgive us please?" Tina begged.

I sigh and nod and built a smile on my face.

"Artie?" Tina turn her face at Artie.

"Forgiven but just let us doing anything we want to do especially expressing ourselves." Artie says.

"We will!" Tina smiles at us and hug us.

Until the others follow and we are hugging together.

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