N I N E T E E N

Mariah's POV

I wake up to warm arm's around me. I get out his grip but he wakes up. 

"Where you going?" He asks in a raspy voice. 

"To take a shower." I say grabbing a towel an walking into the bathroom closing the door behind me. 

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About 20-30 minutes later I get out an brush my teeth, put on V

A/N Guy's i'm changing the girl {Mariah} to V Because I looked back on her an she was umm more white then light skin so here V

I open the door but then fall to the floor an cover my eye's cause he was uhh jacking off. "For christ sake you can't wait till you get home." I say as he puts his pants an shirt on quick. Then I look at his phone which has porn on it.

"So you jerk off mobiley" I say an he nervously turns off his phone blushing, an I grab his phone.

"UHM s..sorry" He stutters  

"If I can remember correctly you said when I was in detention that you don't watch porn" I say an his face gets redder.

"Can we not talk about this subject" He said

"It's okay bub i'll let ya finish" I say handing his phone back. 

"I think i'm good" He says throwing he phone on the bed.

"Uhh lets play 21 questions"  he says then pushes me on the floor an he sits down on the floor too.

"Jesus, okayy, What's a dirty secret you haven't told me" I say then he shakes his head no.

"Jacobbb tell meh" I say 

"I uhh jogsiyvxhibb" He mumbles so I couldn't hear

"I jerked off  to you" He says really fast closing his eyes

"I know it's gross , I just can't control myself" He says 

"You know thats really sweet but fucking disgusting at the same time" I say

"Please, like you've never touched yourself" He says 

"I'm not that type of girl to finger my damn self" I say

"Okie dokie" Jacob says getting me angry.

"Next question" I say

"How many-"But before he could finish the door opens an my dad walks in. 

"Mariah you know how you always wanted a job at the froyo place" My dad said

"I never said tha-"But he cuts me off

"Well I think you'll love having your own money" He says an I shrug an stand up. 

"Give me a few" I say an my dad walks out. Jacob stands up an hugs me. Okay?

"Have fun at work" He says smiling

"Will do" I say. 

*1 week later*

I had a bad day at school and a bad day at work, I get to my mom's house an Jacob was sitting on the couch. 

"Oh hey babe I was house sitting for your mom cause she le-" But before he could finish I kiss him aggressively. 

"Babe s..stop you're just sexually frustrated" He says pushing me off. I stand up an point to the door. 

"Get out" I say  an he sighs before walking out an I watch as he walks out ,  me standing by the door. Then I red car speeds up an steps on his breaks right in front of Jacob barely hitting his legs. My eyes widen as the man comes out the car with a gun. He holds it up to Jacob an shoots him in the shoulder then gets in his car an drives off. I run over to Jacob an kneel down hugging him. 

"Jacob please wake up please."  I sob holding him in my arm's

"I love you too...." I  cry....

A/N I'm sick an i'm feeling dysphoric so i'm not in the mood to write right now. An no this isn't the end