13. Ten Years Later...❤️

Maddie's POVThat day we got back together and we prepared ourselves for the baby. But little did we know what was around the corner...

A few months later, I lost the baby. It was a girl. We cried for weeks, it was the worst day of my life. Her funeral was beautiful and so is her grave! Her name is Taytum Layla Seavey. Frequently, we visit her grave. She is forever in our hearts. The boys were also devastated as they were so excited to be uncles.

One year later, we had a baby girl. Her name is Isla-Faye Seavey. She is absolutely gorgeous! She has her dads eyes and my hair. She is currently nine years old. She also enjoys visiting Taytum's grave and learning more about her.This is Isla...

Two years after Isla was born we had another girl. Zoe May Seavey. She is currently seven years old and is also gorgeous! She has brown eyes and brown hair. Zoe also enjoys visiting Taytum. This is Zoe...

Four years after Zoe was born we had a baby boy. His name Noah Harris Seavey. He is currently three years old. He has brown hair and blue eyes. He's so cute! He enjoys visiting Taytum but doesn't actually know what's going on when he does. This is Noah...

Yes, I have been through a lot and sometimes I do still have them depressed and insecure moments but Daniel and my kids always make me happy and proud. A moment never passes by where I'm not thinking about my mom. She meant everything to me and I lost her at a young age which was devastating. I was only 18 when she left but now I'm 28 and know how to deal with my emotions. Me and Daniel still have continued with our music careers and our doing very well! Even though it is quite hard when you have children we always find a way to do what we love. Our love for music has had an impact on our children especially Isla. She is constantly singing and aspires to be in a girl band when she is older, she reminds me a lot of me when I was her age.

Ive been through a lot with Daniel but we are still a happy and healthy couple. He loves me and I love him. Also did I mention we are married? Oh yes, I'm a Seavey! I have heard from my dad once but I made a promise with my mom that I'm never gonna break. I will stay away and never talk to my father again. What he did was disgusting and I will never forgive him for what he has done. I've also learnt through the years that my mums death was caused by her rough life...

She committed suicide...

Being told that was very hard for me but I try my best to stay strong for her. I try to imagine her now. I try and imagine her playing with the kids and being a proud and happy grandmother. I love and miss her so much! She has been with me throughout my journey not only in my mind but always in my heart.

Now that I've told you my story I shall tell you what is happening right now...

Be prepared...

As it's not nice...

I'm currently...

Sat in hospital...

I've been diagnosed with uncurable cancer...

And I'm currently on my death bed...

Beside me is Logan, Jake, Daniel, Daniels parents, Jack, Zach, Corbyn and Jonah sobbing their hearts out. Why Don't We are no longer a band but they are still best friends. My children aren't here as they can't witness this, they can't witness their own mother dying! I feel so bad! They're gonna grow up without me however I will always protect them with my heart and soul! I will constantly be watching them from up above...

My whole life flashes before my eyes..

My childhood,Becoming a singer,My mother,My father,Being in a band,Meeting Why Don't We,Leaving the band,Becoming a solo artist,Marrying the love of my life,Carrying his children,Losing one,Becoming a proud and happy mother,And now...

"I love you so much Daniel Seavey! Take care of our children and every night remind them how much I love them and remind yourself how much I love you! Thank you for everything! You have made my life complete! I'll always be watching from up above! I love you so so so much baby, don't you ever forget that" I cry. Sobs leaving my fragile, blue lips.

"I will never forget you baby girl. And I promise to take good care of our children and I will always remind them of how loved they are! Your are an amazing mother and wife! I'm not ready to say goodbye yet though... I love you to the end of the universe baby, don't ever forget that"

"Your gonna have to say goodbye one day and that day is today. I love you baby"

And with that...

I was gone...

Name: Madison Seavey

Age: 28

Birthday: 12 March 1999

Date Of Death: 2nd March