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Amora

It's been a few days since the incident at the party took place.

Theo's tried too talk to me and apologize but of course I wouldn't let him. Benny's request.

The doorbell rang again for the third time making me groan in annoyance as I walked over. I swung the door open immediately rolling my eyes once seeing Theo who stood behind it.

"Go away Theo I've already-

"Can you please just listen to me? I swear to god I didn't even fucking know what I was doing! I didn't mean to do that!" He apologized, quickly holding his hands out to stop me from closing the door.

I stared at him, slowly shaking my head and looking down. "I'm sorry Theo, I can't.. I can't be around you" I sighed, turning away.

I pushed myself off from the doorframe closing it once he was about to speak again.

"Who was that?" Benny questioned, walking down from the stairs.

I glanced back at him shaking my head as I locked the door."Nothing" I muttered.

"Can we uh just stay home today? I don't feel too good" I sighed, walking over towards him.

Although I still was angry and quite mortified to say the least with Theo and his gross actions. I genuinely didn't feel good.

Stupid period problems.

"Oh, well what's wrong?" He frowned, gently grabbing onto my hands.

"Oh nothing just... womanly troubles" I rolled my eyes, cracking a small smile

Immediately his eyes widened making me laugh and push at his shoulder.

"Shut up. Every woman must go through it, ugh it's just so stupid." I groaned, turning away from him.

"I mean come on Mother Nature, you create so many beautiful things and yet you decide to give us ladies a week full of crimson Niagara Falls? God what a shame!" I rambled, throwing my hands around as I walked up the stairs.

I walked into my room, letting out a huff as I  immediately face plopped down onto the bed

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"Oh my god that is just so sad!" I cried out, staring at the screen with shock.

"He just... ugh oh my god!" I sobbed, throwing my head down into my hands.

"Amora? Uh, we're watching pink panther. Why are you crying?" Benny laughed, furrowing his eyebrows in confusion.

"I.. I don't know?" I slowly replied, wiping off my now blurry eyes.

"Oh I can't do this! That's it, I am so somehow getting my girl down there removed. This is just impractical and a complete waste of my life and pain!" I rambled, throwing my hands up impatiently.

He shook his head letting out a small laugh as he pulled me towards him, with me leaning over and resting my head down onto his lap.

I sniffled staring at the screen with tears continuing too run down my cheek, not even bothering to wipe them.

A few moments later my stomach started too slowly ache even more, with this god awful sharp pain on my side making me frown and let out a small huff as I tried to ignore it.

"What's wrong?" He asked immediately, whipping his head down too look at me.

"Nothing... just my stomach" I muttered, sighing as I roughly wiped off my check.

"Oh, it hurts?" His face fell, curling his lips down into a sad frown.

I huffed wiping my wet cheek before nodding, continuing to watch the tv in front of me.

"I'm sorry" he sighed, rubbing my back softly."It's fine" I muttered, trying my hardest to not shout at him.

I continued to watch the screen when he slowly began to run his fingers lightly through my hair, making my face instantly begin to soften.

My eyes soon closed at the soothing feel, slowly feeling my eyes begin to droop and suddenly growing tired.

Wow he sure does have some sort of magic hands. Certainly I don't mean in a..sexual way so don't ever, not even for a second think about it.

My eyes immediately opened when hearing him let out a small laugh, making me slowly turn over to look at him.

I looked up at him from his lap watching as he stared at the screen with a small smile rested on his face.

He cracked another small laugh from something that happened on the tv, making me slowly smile.

I continued to admire his face carefully, before smiling and furrowing my eyebrows as I began to think thoughtfully to myself.

God doesn't it really just suck being in a relationship where your partner is the total hot one. Just sheer and utter unfairness.

Slowly my smile dropped, with my eyebrows knitting together in realization.

Holy..god. I love him.

Oh my god I am totally, buttcrazy majorly in love with him.

I do. I truly do love everything about him. Even though he does certainly annoy me at many, many..gosh many times.

I just love how..he constantly checks on me and makes sure I'm ok or comfortable with absolutely everything.

I like how shy he gets when asking if I want too go somewhere with him, doesn't matter the place. Almost as if he's scared I would say no? What a weirdo.

I also extremely appreciate how he doesn't mind my harsh 'remarks', I mean truly I can't help it. I definitely do not mean them in a rough way.

Oddly enough I actually think it's how I express my affection. Through teasing and fighting. Perfect example, my father and I argue all the time about my overbearing care for him. I only do it because I care and love him, and worry about him?

Although he is quite protective and doesn't like me around any other y-chromosome, except for the sandlot boys and guys who he trusts like Will. I appreciate it. It shows just how much he cares.

Not only that, but I love how sweet and friendly and welcoming he is. Not just too me but every other person he meets ever. Well all except for Theo.

I like how he's always looking out for me. Always. It feels like I can go and talk too him about everything and he'll listen too every word. Like right now! And even if I am ranting and rambling about stupid stuff like clothes, and shopping, and all of the oh so relationships I managed to wiggle my way in and somehow help out in.

Weird, how just about many months ago he was a boy I considered as an enemy of mine. I completely couldn't stand him and rue the day I ever met him.

Now I could never be without him?

I have no idea who that Amora was, she was a total loon.

But, I love him. So so much. I'm totally certain of that.

But I'm certainly not sure if I'm ready to actually say it. I mean we have been only dating for a few months. Maybe he'll think he's too soon? God I don't want to freak him out.

Plus, who knows if he might feel the same or is ready for that. I know that's probably not true at all but I can't help but be paranoid about it.

"What are you doing?" He laughed, looking down at me too see me staring up at him.

I stared at him blankly seeing I was just caught red handed in a stare, quickly shaking my thoughts away. "Uh..nothing?" I coughed, shrugging my shoulder.

He simply laughed and shook his head at me before returning his gaze back towards the tv."You're weird" he joked, cracking a light laugh.

I rolled my eyes at his comment, scoffing lightly before continuing back too my stare.

God, doesn't it just hurt. It hurts too look at him, this is just so not fair and I extremely don't appreciate it. How on earth does he even possibly get his eyebrows like that?