seven

...i have arrived home now, i missed being her to be honest, since ihave gotten home, i checked on my dad, about my grandma, unpacked, and slept, for two hours

this week, i have two auditions to got to, on Wednesday, and then i should be free for the next two weeks, and then i need to start learning my lines, but i am hungry right now, so i am going out to eat...once i finished getting ready i left my house and went to a restaurant, i walked and was immediately grasped my someone, it was a fan, i took a picture with her, then got a table and then waited for an waiter

"hello, can I start you off with something to drink?" he asked

"uhm, yes, some lemonade please"

"coming right up" he responded winking at me, what was all that about, i just ignored it..i continued waiting for my drink, so i decided to go live on instagram...when i went on the 300 people joined

"hiiii" i said to my fans, there were a lot of comments and questions

'hiii, y/n''i love you so much''any new upcoming films''are you coming back to cali, soon'i tried my best to answer all of them'caleel harris is in here 😋''is that the boy from goosebumps?''add caleel 🥰''oh, caleel so you can join people's live but can't post 💀'i requested for him to join and his face popped up on my screen"heyy" i said with a smile"hey, what you been up to?""nothing much, i am just getting lunch right now""i miss you""i miss you too" we couldnt say anything else to further cause the fans did not know about us yet, we still want to wait out this one week, once my food came, i told everyone bye and got off...i finished eating and walked back to my house, my dad was in the office working

"hey, dad, how you doing?""i'm fine" he lied"no your not, why do you lie?""i am not lying" he yelled at me"stop yelling" "GET OUT OF MY FACE" he yelled once again, i began crying and ran upstairs, and then the memories came...

6 years ago...ever since momma die died has been more and more hurtful towards me, "y/n, get your ass down here now" my dad yelled at me"yes?" replied coming down the stairs"pick that shit up now" "ok" i kneeled down and grabbed up my markers off of the floor"all done" i said smiled, and then he knocked them back out of my hands"why would you do that?" i asked, and then he yelled again, and then i ran to my room crying...

i walked back down stairs to face my dad and tell him about himself "dad, listen i am not that 11 year old girl that gets yelled at and can not say nothing about it, i am 17 years old now and ihave a voice, and i don't get it, ever since mama passed all you do is tell and give up, look i know that you miss her but i dont get why you take it out on me and why you drink, thinking that it helps you, and you also always give up on everything, you never want to talk about anything, you always say no when i askabout mama, and i get it but MY mom died when i was 11 i didn't get to know much about her, and i am just done"

"and what do you mean by that?" he asked slurring his words

"i just think that you need time alone, i-, i-, wanna move to California, i tried it out for 1 week and i liked it, so i think that it could work out for me"

"how are you even going to do that? you are only 17 years old"

"i can move in with Uncle Ethan" 😉

"you know what, i do want you out, go pack and be out of my house NOW" i went upstairs and began to pack up clothes again, i packed up everything except for furniture and walked downstairs out the door, but then i stopped and looked back

"i love you, dad" and i walked out, i didnt know where i was going but i left

...2 hours later

i have been sitting at my best friend's house (her name is Luna), we have talked about the whole situation, and she feels bad for me but i told her not to, we have 2 more months of school and we graduate and i will also be 18

"we should move-" "oh, wait i gotta take this call"i walked outside and answered my phone call

y/n: hicaleel: heyy, how are you?y/n: great, hbu?caleel: what's wrong?y/n: nothing i am finecaleel: no your not y/n: how do you know?caleel: when your upset, your voice cracks even if your not going to cryy/n: ohcaleel: well, what wrong babygirl?i explained the whole thing to him and cried at one pointcaleel: you know, if i was with you right now i would give you the biggest hug every/n: and i would hug you right backcaleel: so, what is your plan?y/n: i dont know, i just miss my mombut i do want to movecaleel: that's sounds cool, y/n, i am sorry for everything that you have been through y/n: oh, baby your fine, there is nothing you could do to stop it anyways, it's not your faultcaleel: i know, but i dony want you to think it is your faulty/n: i will talk to you later byecaleel: bye

ik this is bad but i needed to update