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"thank you suho.." i embarrassingly look down at my feet.

"hm. i'm gonna go now, go to bed and come to school tomorrow." he then walks away.

i look down, at my feet. it's the cat,

"hey what are you doing here?" i ask pouting.

the animal sits down in front of me.

i see my pale skin shine above the stars as the moon looks down at me, i feel the light from above the sky shine as i listen to the cricket chirp.

i feel alone, i feel empty. i feel time repeat itself, it seems like i'm back at that state again,

"maybe i should take you in.." i whisper.

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"so we can keep it?" i ask my mom.

"yep but your taking care of it!" she sighs.

i jump up and down picking up the cat,

"your name is.. petal!"

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we got the cat checked up, she's actually really young, but overall petal is healthy. we gave her a small bath and took her to a vet.

i have another friend.

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"i'm going to school mom.." i pull on my socks trying to keep balance.

"okay, but stay safe."

i nod slowly heading downstairs, i put on some sneakers and head out the door.

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it's colder, probably because it's winter now.

i plug my headphones to my phone so i'd be distracted by the music. i want to walk to school in peace, i can't stand everyone right now, it's killing me bit by bit.

"seojun-ah~"

i turn up my volume not looking back, i walk faster to quicken up my speed to school, who knew. walking to school is this hard right now.

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the cheaters back..

didn't she cheat on han seojun with park ha-eun?

slut

whore

hoe

i avoid everyone's long glances and mean comments. i walk into the classroom while everyone looks at me in pure silence.

how could she stand coming back here?

why would she ever cheat?

did they break up?

what's going on.. what happened, why is time repeating itself again?