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today is our last day here and we decided to go to the park and have a picnic. it was mostly my idea. we are sitting on a $200 blanket that judd insisted on buying me while we were here. it's in my favorite color and it's velvet. we ate my favorite dessert and drank some red wine. i had a really good time here with judd and i wouldn't want to come to the city of love with anyone else.

we are now on the plane listening to $uicideboy$. i fell asleep on judd's shoulder and woke up while we were landing.

we went back to his house and then went to his room and watched a horror movie. i fell asleep while cuddling with him. god i love this man.

i woke up and judd was gone. i figured that he was in the bathroom but i checked and he wasn't there. it was just us at his house so i called out his name multiple times but no response. fuck where did he go!? i texted him but he left me on read. wtf is going on right now!

about 15 minutes later i heard the front door open. i jumped up and ran downstairs. "judd! you had me worried where were you!?" i say a bit angry. "i know you've been sneaking drinks of my jack so i got a few bottles for us to share. you have nothing to be afraid of. i would never leave your dumbass." he said then kissed my forehead. we went up to his room and he put all 7 of the bottles on the bed. there was also my favorite flavor vape.

we were drinking and watching some gay ass movie and judd opened the vape then took a long hit. he got on top of me and leaned in. i knew what he was doing so i opened my mouth and inhaled as he blew the smoke into my mouth. fuck he's so hot. i kissed him softly then pulled away. he looked angry for some reason so i asked him "what's wrong baby?" he didn't say anything he just grabbed my face and started making out with me. it got intense quickly and he took off my corset top really fast. he then unhooked my bra while not ruining our make out sesh. he pulled away and looked at my bare chest. he looked into my eyes and said "i love you so much retarted faggot." he left multiple hickeys all over me. he took off his shirt and started undoing his belt when there was a knock at the door. "judd i need you to buy wine for me and my friends!" he pulled away from our kiss and i rolled my eyes. i covered my chest with my shirt and judd opened the door and yelled at leah then slammed the door in her face. mood= ruined.