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i'm emmi. i'm 18. i just moved from arizona to new york. it was just me and my mom, my dad is dead. my mom is an alcoholic and had recently left me alone. it was my first day of senior year and i didn't know anyone. i got in my red jeep and drove to school. first period was a blur but second period i met someone. a girl younger then me. she was blonde and smelled like floral perfume. her name was leah. i had my first friend. she invited me to her house this weekend for a party with some theater kids. of course i said yes. the rest of the day was a blur and i drive home and went to my room.

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it was now the weekend and i was at the front door oh leah's house. i rung the doorbell and waited a few seconds. leah answered the door quite quickly. "emmi you made it! come in!!" i walked inside and looked around a bit. "the wine will be here shortly but make yourself at home." wine really? oh well i guess it will have to do. the front door opened and a tall guy with black and blue hair, his eyes were emerald green. he was hot. "i brought your gay ass wine for you and your your gay ass theater friends. the jack is mine." his voice was deep and raspy. it made him even hotter. "you want some wine?" leah asked me while grabbing a bottle. "sure" i replied.

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i was drunk now. how the fuck did i get drunk off of wine?! oh well but i wanted to talk to that guy. what was his name though? i went upstairs and saw a door with caution tape and a 'keep out' sign  on the door. that had to be his room, i walked in. "can't you fucking read. get out." i ignored his rudeness, big mistake. "hey um i'n emmi." "i don't care. get the fuck out before you regret walking in here." he growled. "i didn't quite catch your name before" i said completely ignoring his threat. he walked up to me, his face inches from mine and he grabbed my wrist and squeezed it tightly. "i said get the fuck out of my room." i looked deep into his eyes but then out of nowhere he kissed me!! what the actual fuck!! first he wanted me to leave then he kisses me? i mean i'm not complaining. he pulled away and spoke to me. "wanna come slash tires with me or are you a pussy." he had a smirk on his face. god he's so hot. "yea sure lets go." we slash everyone's tires and come back inside. leah was yelling something about some guy daniel being a head pusher. 

"let's go up to my room" he said. i still don't know his damn name. "hey so umm i never got your name." "its judd." judd, that's a hot name. we got to his room and he pulled out a bottle of jack. "want some?" he asked. "no thanks" i replied. he sat on his bed and motioned me to sit next to him. i was really nervous, and still confused. as i was sitting down he grabbed my wrist again,but this time more gentle. he kissed me, passionately. i loved every second of it. we ended up making out for a while then he pulled away. "look i know you want to fuck me and your pretty hot so let's just do it." what. the. fuck. he just wants to fuck me? i want so much more.

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we did it. we had sex.

a/n: hope you enjoyed this chapter ik it's short, sorry for that. idk when i'll update i'm pretty busy this weekend