Sorry

Hey so I'm just getting straight to it, this is done. I don't know what else to do with it and to be frank, it sucks ass. I really hate making an author's note for this but well...I guess I just want to tell you why.

The past year I've been dealing with depression. It's not as bad right now than it was two or three months ago, but sometimes   it comes back. The main reason I had such a horrible updating schedule is because of it. I don't want to sound whiny or needy because that isn't what this is about.

I didn't want to right; I still don't. It's not that I hate it, I just have never felt good enough. My stories aren't the kind you stay up late on a school night to finish. They're the kind that are so bad, it's funny. You may like it but why? It's not original, it's not good, or well written...

I saw some support and for that I'm truly thankful. Hell, I'm writing this at four fucking thirty in the morning. I really don't even know why I'm doing this.

Maybe I do want attention. Maybe I really am selfish. Maybe I'm everything that dark voice says I am. Whatever. God, this sounds so petty. I guess it doesn't matter. No one is probably going to read this any ways.

But if you are, thank you.

I guess if you do like my writing I have a A3O account. It's BobbleheadAlien so yeah

Goodbye