03| Oh !

" Uh oh  ! I'm falling in love~~""Oh no ! I'm falling in love again""Oh ! I'm falling in love "

The song 'Labyrinth' by Taylor Swift was playing from the radio .

The city lights up as we drive through, I avoid Tutor's gaze , as his gaze makes me shy and my cheeks turn red, so I roll down my window and let the chill breeze hit me. Then memories hit me and it takes me back to the first time Tutor and I were first introduced to work together in a series , our acting did not sync right away and we were not even close to opening up a conversation by ourselves but as we spent more time together our relationship developed and deepened, we travelled together to the sea and other provinces together....so much memories we've had made together.

Until today we understood each other at every level . So,will he understand me at this level of falling in love I wonder.

We arrived at the hotel where we had the dinner planned. Tutor told me to go up first so I took the elevator to the rooftop.

Then leaning on one side of the elevator, I took a deep breath in, breathed through, breathed deep, breathed out...telling myself  I must control myself and get my act together.

I sat near my manager, then socialized with some of my friends and crews, Tutor then arrived and sat near the director. The director then makes a toss in the name of Tutor and me wrapping up another new series with him .

The after-party had started and people are starting to dance and get drunk , even my manager has left as she had a daughter at home and advised me not to stay too long. I was still avoiding Tutor as much as I can.

I danced a bit to set the mood then sneak out on the balcony, I then watched Tutor dances and had fun,  then I sat down gazing at the stars above .

About a minute or so later, Tutor came out then sat beside me , He seemed drunk , he then laid his head on my shoulder asking me

" Why are you avoiding me Yim " he asked with his eyes looking straight at me.

He held my hand and put it in his chest and said

" I gave you my hand and my heart , As a sanctuary of warmth and peace , don't you go away from me , don't avoid me " then proceed to kiss my hand gently.

Am I hearing this correctly, my heart couldn't take it , is he playing with me

" You're drunk , sober up and we'll talk tomorrow"

I said getting myself up to leave him.

Tutor pulled me back and we fell back into the seat, he then hugged me and whispered into my ears

" I know , you know don't avoid it , I believe in you and me , let me hold you , you're the only one who understands, I know I'm stupid but here I am taking the first step . This is all that I am but I'll only show you the best of me .Yim... so you want to be my boyfriend " he asked

I looked straight at him, my eyes suddenly teared up...

" Do you even know , how much I was doubting myself over this , I know I love you and I can't do anything about It . Cause I thought I was confused, and you've never ..... Stupid"

I can't even finish my sentence, he just melts all my worries and insecurities away with his words . I then put my head down in his chest and listen to his heartbeat .... It was beating so fast that the rhythm makes a melody for my ears.

"Yim, so what's your answer I'm waiting for " he asked to tease me

"Yes , a hundred million times YES " I answered then hugged him back.

In the midst of all the party noises we are at our own world here at the balcony under the stars confessing our love

Tutor then kissed my cheeks and smiled

Oh! I'm falling in love