01 | Uh Oh !

" Realisation"

It was nothing new , we arrived at the set to film our new series , the next scene was a kissing scene which Tutor and I have done many times for our other series.

But was it the wind that blows softly through my hair or the hands that hold me dearly in my waist that made me feel these things , as his lips touch my lips softly and kiss me passionately making my mind blank and melt me in his arm.

The director shouted "CUT" Then congratulate us on such a beautiful scene.

I wasn't finished I wanted him to kiss me more .

The scene was over but my heart was beating nonstop, my cheeks still red , my manager thought I was feeling hot and gave me an icepack for my face . Tutor then sat beside me smiling at me ,

"Are you blushing" he asked teasing me .

"Let's do our best for the next scene" he said to encourage me .

I can't look at him not with his radiant smile and his foxy eyes looking straight at me .

I tried to calm myself by telling myself that these are not my feelings but of the character. But I know clearly as an actor that this was not but my own reactions and action.

We then shoot some extra scenes then wrap up the shooting .

Tutor offered me a ride home as usual .With only the two of us in his car I looked out the window to keep my dirty thoughts from taking over my mind but he looked so hot driving and here I am in the passenger seat undressing him in my mind . I'm so ashamed of myself that my cheeks turned red again.

"If you're feeling hot I can open the car roof for you ,you're cheeks are turing red " he asked.

"No no this is fine I'm just tired " I answered .

Look how caring he is , he's always first to notice my everything and care for me in every way.

He dropped me off at my house and said pulling down his car window,

" If you don't feel good I can stay with you and take care of you he said "

" I'm fine, don't worry I'll call you first thing in the morning" I answered

Then he waved me goodbye with his sweet smile.

God knows what I'll do to him with all these dirty thoughts I can't contain.

I entered my house and laid at my couch. I am in love I am sure I am full of lust for him and only him,I want him to be mine I am jealous to even think anyone else beside me . This feeling I have that I've tried to hard to push down only made me realise how much I am in love .

Uh oh ! I'm in love