24 Show Me

Namjeesus * 1000 cause you'll need it. 

It's about to get naughty...

Yoongi POV

No one expected Jimin to come home tonight and to say they were relieved was an understatement. They deserved to be happy.Mrs. Jeon had stayed for another coffee and then the boys and him had all sat around her, hanging to her every word as she spoke about her son's most embarrassing kids stories. It was adorable. And yet... Yoongi couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy, tinged in sadness. The memories of his own mother were already fading. He could no longer remember the color of her eyes or the shape of her smile. Her scent was the only thing he could remember clearly. Fresh lemons and mint and a breeze of summer wind. He didn't know how Hoseok had known, but the boy had sought out his hands under the table and squeezed it tight, sending a flood of warmth through him. He had felt better immediately. No. He was no longer alone. They still hadn't told the others what had happened between them and Hoseok had been more than patient with him. There had been some more kissing in the kitchen this morning, while Jin was in the shower and Tae had been away to get groceries, but other than that, they really hadn't had time on their own. Until now.

Tae was meeting some friends from work tonight, no doubt flashing their beauty for the world to admire and Jin was at Namjoon's.

And being alone in the apartment with Hoseok was probably the reason he was currently hiding in his room fiddling with his hands as a thin layer of cold sweat coated his skin.

He couldn't get it out of his head... the way it had felt to be kissed by Hoseok. To be pulled close and be touched, skin on skin...It had felt amazing, but the truth was, he was scared. And by scared, he meant terrified. What if he was a terrible kisser? What if Hoseok found out just how inexperienced he was?What if he sucked at pleasuring someone else? And how to even start...What if it hurt? First times were meant to hurt, right? And was Hoseok even thinking of sleeping with him tonight? Was he making assumptions? Well... what he certainly was doing, was driving himself crazy.

He should relax. This was Hoseok after all- the probably sweetest human being on the earth.Maybe they would only have dinner, watch a move together and kiss a little. No biggie, right?

Slowly, he scuffled to the edge of the bed, trying to shut off all these thoughts in his head. It didn't really work, even though he convinced himself he was fine and this was nothing out of the ordinary. Just a dinner.

He took a deep breath as he held on to the door handle before opening it.Then nearly stumbled as he stepped into the living room.It was already dark and the light was turned of and yet the entire room was alit with a warm flickering hue. Candles. Dozens of them.Candles on the tables, candles on the windowsill, candlesticks on the cupboard, candles on the floor, some of them giving off scent, the entire room smelling like a living flower field.

He swallowed hard. So not just a normal dinner as he saw the two steaming plates on the sofa table.Hands landed softly on his shoulders, followed by the scent he would recognize anywhere. Yoongi closed his eyes for a second, leaning into the touch. "You like it?" Hoseok asked in a soft, gentle voice, letting his hands wander down his arms in tender swirls.Yoongi shivered and nodded because he didn't trust his voice. Even this small gesture of his was driving him crazy. He wasn't used to touch. Wasn't even used to people standing so close. He both enjoyed and was a little scared of the newness of how it felt. "I hope it's not too much. I just thought that since we had the house to ourselves tonight, we could make ourselves comfortable."

Yoongi tried to stand very still, controlling his breathing as he croaked out:" It's beautiful."It really was. And sweet. And romantic. And skyrocketing his earlier nervousness into the beyond.

He couldn't stop the pictures. Of him and Hoseok on the sofa, their clothes thrown carelessly to the ground, their dinner only half eaten, the sound of their kissing, of skin on skin...

Jeez, he wanted that as much as it terrified him. Or maybe it terrified him because of how much he wanted it?

"I'm glad you like it, kitten," came Hoseok's answer close to his ear, the breath tickling his skin and sending another shiver down his spine. Yoongi broke away, shooting forward and quickly sat at the table, pretending to be interested in what Hoseok had cooked for them. 

"Seaweed soup?" He looked up- and it was the wrong thing to do. Hoseok stood next to him, his skin aglow with the candles, wrapping him in a warm, flickering light. It made him look like he was pure warmth with his brown hair and those sparkling eyes. And his smile... how could anyone have such a warm, vibrant smile?It made his stomach swirl as if trapped in a rollercoaster and he had to look away, no doubt blushing. Hopefully the candlelight overshadowed it. 

"That's just the first course. I actually ordered some pizza."As if on cue, the doorbell rung and Hoseok grinned before vanishing to the front door where Yoongi could hear him talk with the delivery guy, making him laugh by something he said. 

Meanwhile, Yoongi was having half a mental breakdown. Should he tell Hoseok about his inexperience? Should he tell him he needed more time? But that was a lie... He had waited a very fucking long time for this. But he couldn't stop the violent beating of his heart or the tickle of sweat running down his forehead. 

Hoseok was back before Yoongi could come up with an answer to any of his million questions. He was unable to meet his eyes as Hoseok set down the pizza, then sat next to him on the sofa, his warmth seeping into him. It was as if he could feel the very air between them crackling, pulling him closer like a magnet.

"Cheese and Pepperoni Pizza and not to forget..." He pulled out a little red tube from behind his back and Yoongi's eyes lifted to see the wide, happy grin on his face. "Hot sauce."Yoongi relaxed a little as he found it in himself to chuckle. "You remembered.""Of course I did," Hoseok exclaimed in mocked hurt. "How could I forget anything you like?"

Yoongi smiled, then basically threw himself on the food. Not because he was particularly hungry, but because he just wanted something to do. It helped. A little. Until-

"Why are you so quiet today?"Yoongi nearly choked on the sip of iced cola. "I- n-no reason. Just enjoying the food."And as if to underline the words, he grabbed for a large piece of Pizza, but a hand stopped him gently. He froze, unable to look up, his heart racing even more. The touch had seared right through him hotter than the candles around them. 

It got worse as he heard Hoseok shuffle closer, then a finger landing under his chin, slowly making him look up. "Something's definitely going on," Hoseok mused when their eyes met. His breath faltered, then took on an erratic rhythm. 

"I--it's nothing."Damn it. There was no hiding the tremor in his voice. Hoseok's eyes studied him carefully, first with a frown, then a growing smile. "Oh...are you...nervous?""N-no?"He made to pull away- to hide the obvious lie it was, but Hoseok's grip tightened, his other hand coming around his back to stop him from backing away. "Yeah, I think you are. You're blushing- a lot. And stammering. And avoiding my eyes."

Oh.. damn. He couldn't deny it. Not like Hoseok would believe him. "I-I'm just... not really sure what... to do."God's, that sounded pathetic. Hoseok's tilted his head in slight confusion, still watching him- still reading him like an open book. He felt laid bare under that gaze. "What do you mean? Do what?"He swallowed thickly, lowering his eyes which was the only thing he could do with the other boy still holding him in place. "I guess a lot of things. I never... I mean- I didn't really had any chance... and time. I was always too busy earning money and... I kinda know you have a lot of experience in such things and-"His voice broke off. Thankfully so. His stammering was unbearable. He sounded like a five year old. Perhaps he felt like one too. "Wait..." Hoseok breathed, and the way he said it made Yoongi glance up again, only to see the intensified confusion, then realization hit his features. "Are you trying to tell me you've never been with anyone?"

If it was possible, he blushed even more, then, ever so minuscule, shook his head, his lips pressed into a nervous, slightly scared, thin line. 

Hoseok's eyes widened, his lips parting in surprise"Never? But you kissed before?"

Yoongi, now pretty sure he had taken on the color of red tomatoes soup could only shake his head again.

"I was your first?"He bit his lips, daring to look up before nodding, still silent.He watched as Hoseok's face slowly lit up, his lips tugging up into a smile until he was beaming."God, you're so cute. You don't have to be embarrassed about it, kitten."Yoongi turned his head with enough force, he managed to rip out of Hoseok's grip. Truth is, he was embarrassed about it. "Hey," came the other's boy soft voice, gently, slowly, turning him again. "It's really Okay Yoongi. A little unexpected but totally all right. Actually I'm beyond thrilled to know I was your first kiss. And we can take it slow. There's nothing you have to worry about. We can just put on a movie and relax. We'll wait until you're ready.""I'm ready." It shot out of him so fast, there was no taking it back. Hoseok's eyes had widened again, as he imagined his own eyes had, surprised by his outburst. 

"Y-you are?"He swallowed hard but managed to hold his eyes, nodding again. "I... I want to. I've waited too long already. I guess I'm just... nervous. I don't know what to expect."Hoseok eyes him for a moment longer before his features softened. Slowly, he let his fingers come up to his cheeks, stroking him gently. Yoongi nearly let out a sigh at the sweet touch. 

"You are so incredibly cute.""I'm not!""Yeah, you kinda are, even if you'd like to think of yourself as a savage....my little kitten."Yoongi, not sure what to reply to that, pouted instead. But apparently that made him look even cuter based on the little enthralled sigh leaving Hoseok's lips. "So," the other boy started, biting his lip. Yoongi's eyes got caught watching it- admiring the soft pink texture of it. Knowing how they felt now was making it even more unbearable. Despite his embarrassment, he couldn't help the thousand of tiny tingles wandering through his bloodstream. "Are you sure?"Ever so slowly, Yoongi managed to rip his eyes away from his lips, meeting his warm, brown eyes. And the nervousness... it evaporated as he lost himself in them. "I am."He'd never been as sure of something his entire life. He wanted this with him. He wanted it now. And to make Hoseok understand this, it was him who leaned forward, closing the space between them to get a taste of those lips he'd admire not a second ago.  Hoseok, like with their first kiss, seemed surprised by Yoongi's initiative based on the way he froze for a second. Right before melting against him. He used the hand formerly just holding him to pull Yoongi closer and they met halfway, their chests crashing into each other as the kiss changed. Became heated. Catching fire. Turning his world upside down. The tongue exploring his mouth carried his scent with him, sweeping into him like a summer's wind. 

 He brought his hands around his neck and at the same time, Hoseok leaned backwards against the sofa, taking the smaller with him. His body was acting mostly out of instinct as he cradled into Hoseok's lap, settling closer against him. More. He wanted more. It felt like he had lost all control- and had given it willingly.As if reading his mind, he felt the taller's hand reach the hem of his shirt, slipping beneath and Yoongi sighed into his mouth, burning up as he felt Hoseok's fingers exploring his back, pulling him tighter against him at the same time. And with every swirling motion of his fingers, puckering him like the string of a guitar, his shirt traveled up with him, air tickling his skin and when he reached his neck, only then did Hoseok break the kiss for the mere second it took to lift it over his head. But the other boy left him no time to feel self-conscious or grow nervous once more, leaning forward to kiss his lips, nipping at his lower one before kissing his way down his jaw, then the line of his neck. Yoongi sucked in a sharp breath at the first wet lick against his sensitive skin, then let out a small growl when Hoseok bit him gently, immediately kissing the tender spot afterwards. It felt amazing, beyond anything he had imagined. And all the while, Hoseok's hands traveled freely over his naked torso, skilled and assured, turning his thoughts hazy, his body burning up.And then Hoseok made it all the worse when his lips traveled lower, worshipping his skin with gentle nips, kisses and hot, searing licks until they reached his already hardened nipples.And then a shuddery moan ripped out of his throat when he felt those wicked lips come around the knob and sucked.His spine arched, pressing into the touch, a mindlessness having fallen over him. More. Harder. It was all he could think as he buried his hands in the glorious softness of his hair while Hoseok clamped his teeth around the knob and pulled.The pleasure seared through him like an electric shock."Hoseok," came his violent plead, not sure what he was asking for."Yes, kitten?" The other boy asked, pulling at his knob one more time before looking up at him again. There was a little smirk on his lips as if incredibly pleased with the reaction he was wringing out of Yoongi."Tell me what you want, and I'll give it to you." He shuddered at the low spoken words even as a moment of cold clarity shook him as well.He had no idea what he wanted exactly, only that he wanted him, yet with no idea what to do next.Hoseok's smile softened as he saw the emotions play out on his face."I'll show you then," he breathed, gently tugging back a strand of black hair which had fallen into his face."Take off my shirt."Such soft spoken words that had him unable to suppress a little gasp.But Hoseok only kept smiling at him, waiting, the glow in his eyes brighter than ever, giving him the courage he needed. A little nod and then his finger, trembling violently, found the other boy's shirt and lifted it up. Hoseok helped him as he leaned forward and wriggled out of the fabric.And then...Yoongi could not stop staring. "So beautiful," he heard himself whisper as he stared at the tanned, flawless skin, the shape of his chest, the indication of abs and then those wicked lines disappearing in his pants. He swallowed hard when he noticed the bulge, his thoughts getting jumbled imagining what lay beneath the fabric.His eyes traveled up again to find Hoseok eye him with a little secretive smile. Patient. Waiting. Giving him the time he needed.It made him find the strength to speak again, though his voice betrayed the nervous beating of his heart."What do I do now?" A little chuckle and then Hoseok gently took his wrist into his hands, guiding them up and toward his naked chest.A shudder ran through his body the moment he felt the skin under his fingers, the muscle and strength but also the beating of his heart- as fast as his own."Just touch me. You can't do anything wrong, trust me."He took a trembling breath before nodding again, then let his fingers curl, his hands sliding down a little. Hoseok's breath faltered, his heart beneath his hands picking up it's rhythm while his eyelids dropped a little.And when Yoongi's hands fell even lower, his palm gracing his nipples, Hoseok's lips parted, a little, almost unnoticeable sound rumbling out.Such reactions from such gentle touches. It undid him. It empowered him. It made him brave and gifted him the courage and broke the barrier between his fear and what he wanted.And what he wanted...there was no end to it, uncontrollable as the raging sea. He grabbed harder, kneading his chest with a need that burned him alive and he jerked forward, directly for that tender skin at his neck and kissed him there, just like Hoseok had him.Hoseok, as so often, seemed stunned by his bold move, tensing for a second, before his entire body shuddered with a low moan at the first teasing bite on his neck."Kitten," he moaned close to his ear and the sound had him grab harder, lick the place he had nipped at with his teeth, pressing his body closer. More. He wanted more of him.And he was no longer afraid. There was no place for fear in this burning heat as he pressed tighter against him, moaned against his neck as he felt their chests crashing together, moving together as Hoseok brought up his hands to his back once more and used it to push him closer too.And then Hoseok's hands drifted lower to his hips, pulled, causing him to straddle closer and feel that bulge nudge into his inner thigh.He moaned, low and throaty and then did something entirely shameless as he moved his hips, pushing into that hardness in a circular motion.Hoseok gasped his hands on his hips tightening, almost painfully so."God's, Yoongi...How am I supposed to take it slow when you do things like that?" It sounded strained.As if he was still holding back. And that annoyed him. Very, very much, so that his next words were but an annoyed growl onto his skin."And did I ever tell you I wanted it slow?"Hoseok stilled and Yoongi leaned back only enough to stare at him. To see his startled eyes, the half-opened mouth.And Yoongi barely recognized himself- had never known he had this side in him as he smirked, wide and dark, whispering against his lips with a low, raspy voice:"Stop holding back and fuck me, Hoseok." If possible, Hoseok looked even more shocked, staring at him like he had never seen him before.The moment dragged on, the air between them like a static charge, everywhere they were still connected skin to skin burning and so teasing as he kept still a moment longer.And then..."Fuck!" Hoseok growled and moved first.No holding back. Not stopping his growl as he buried one hand in his hair and pulled his head down, meeting him halfway and kissed him. No...ravaged him. Invaded his mouth with teeth and tongue, pushing off from the sofa to crash into him, using his other arm to wrap around his back and crush their chests together.His body caught fire, nothing but raging want burning through him as he couldn't stop from wriggling in his lap, pushing against that hardness he so desperately needed. Literally needed. Now.He moaned his name again, begging for it. "Please Hoseok. P-please..."

And as if in answer, the boy moaned into his mouth then pushed him to the side, making Yoongi fall on his back on the sofa, Hoseok's body following immediately, settling in between his thighs, having him groan at the glorious feeling of his weight pressing him harder into the leather.There was more mindless kissing, grabbing at each other, trying to make a home in the other ones skin, as if trying to become one, making him loose himself more and more in Hoseok.Until he felt those hands travel down his chest, his ribs and hips and then land on the rim of his pants."Yes...please," he murmured into his mouth. He did not mind begging for this. He had always hated asking for help, never wanted it, never begged anyone for anything and now he could not stop. And had never been more satisfied to get it as Hoseok let his hand slip beneath the fabric where he was hard and aching, dying to be touched. And when he was...His back arched off the sofa, the breath whooshing out of him in a hot, long moan as Hoseok wrapped his hands around his hard length.No one but himself had ever touched his dick like this. The sensation was so intense, so surprisingly pleasurable, he nearly combusted right then. "You meant something like this, kitten?" "Yes.." came his breathy response, unable to form a single coherent sentence, only able to let out another moan, his eyes fluttering shut as Hoseok scooped low, rubbing him up and down, making him squirm beneath him."You like this?" His answer was another moan, unable to wrap his mind around how good it felt. How all consuming, his entire being narrowed down to that place where Hoseok was touching him, working him in such a dangerous pace, his breath was unable to catch up."You want me to make you come like that?" Came Hoseok's hot whisper against his ear, nipping at his earlobe shortly after just to make it all the more unbearable."Or do you want me to make it feel even better?" Better? How could this be any better? Hoseok only chuckled when he noticed his obvious confusion and difficulty to imagine what he could mean.But his thoughts got jumbled again when Hoseok placed a trail of hot, wet kisses down his neck, over his shoulder and then his chest, stopping again at his nipples, suckling there before returning his journey south. And then it hit him. Made him realize what Hoseok had planned. Where he was heading.Made him loose his frigging mind when he felt those hot licks down his abs, lower, tracing the line of his hip bones before the hand making his world drown in pleasure stopped, only to fall on the rim of his pants and slowly pulled them down.He shuddered, both from anticipation, the air grazing his exposed skin, especially his throbbing erection, and the pleasure of those kisses traveling lower."Oh...please..." He could not hold the words in, could not help his mumbling begs when Hoseok was close enough for Yoongi to feel the hot breath tease against the head of his cock."Mhh," the other boy murmured low but undoubtedly gleeful and Yoongi made the mistake of looking down.Of seeing the younger hover so closely over his hard length, his soft brown hair so at odds with the wicked, hungry glow in his eyes.And as if noticing Yoongi's eyes on him, he looked up and met his gaze.A small lopsided grin was the only warning he got before Hoseok shot out his tongue, right over his tip where he was already wet with precum. And Hoseok held his eyes as he deliberately licked the sensitive head, then made a sound of satisfaction " Delicious," he purred  licking his lips provocatively and Yoongi groaned at how convolutedly arousing it was. "Jesus fucking Christ!" He shouted, caught absolutely off guard when Hoseok took his dick in a tight grip and licked him base to top in a long, wet sweep, pleasure making everything go blindingly light for a second."You like that too, apparently," Hoseok chuckled.Yoongi, by some miracle, managed a single moment of sane thought as he pressed out:"Don't be so fucking smug."Another round of chuckles that were so horribly teasing on his throbbing dick followed."I think I have a right to be though."And bloody hell, he did as he lowered his head wrapped his lips around his cock and sucked him deep.He had not known what he was missing out on. Not even his imagination had ever come close to the feeling of those lips around him. Hot and wet and enclosing him so gloriously tight.He lost it. Lost sense of everything around him, was not even aware he had grabbed the pillow next to him, the other hand buried in the leather as his entire body tensed, his back arching off the sofa and his hips thrusting up on instinct. Yet Hoseok, as if having foreseen his reaction, was holding him down with two strong hands to his hips, setting the pace and making it almost unbearable.He was only barely aware how he was wriggling and moaning, probably screaming as he begged and could not believe how intense it felt. How unbelievable those lips around him were, that hot mouth taking him deep, the sound of it like another sexual caress that drove him crazy."Oh...oh, fuck..." he shuddered out when Hoseok took him all the way and stayed there for a moment, his thoughts ebbing out, nothing but the rising, coiling tension in his lower stomach, rising and trashing like a wild beast trying to break free. Like a massive tidal wave just before crashing, rising higher and higher and higher still.

"Shit...I think...Hoseok..I'm.."He couldn't remember how to end sentences or how to express this feeling inside him. It was too big. Too incomprehensible. Too overwhelming.

"It's okay," he heard the murmur between one deep suck and another."Let me hear you come, kitten."Hoseok took him even deeper then, the pace he set shattering his mind, his body as it wriggled, squirmed for more, for faster and wilder. As the feeling crashed over him with the force of that tidal wave. A yell ripped out of him as everything exploded, his body convulsing like he was electrocuted, his world shimmering, crackling in colors he could not name as he came, Hoseok's name on his lips.And still the other boy had his lips wrapped around him, tasting him like it was his favorite desert, making the feeling of his orgasm drag on, almost painfully long before he finally felt his body relaxed. A tiredness settled into him, deep and unending, only his violent breathing and his thundering heart were any indication of what had just happened.His eyes were closed, so he merely heard the shuffling before a soft touch landed on his right cheek.Slowly, so incredibly straining, his eyelids fluttered open again.Hoseok's face came into view, such a soft, gentle smile on his lips, his eyes so full with that bright light as he looked at him while letting his fingers caress his cheek with featherlight touches. So sweet and delicate, he was stunned by how many sides there were to him."Are you okay? You seem a bit...overwhelmed."For a moment, he could only look at him. Could only take in his face, his expression, the glow in his eyes. He wanted to engrave this picture in his heart and never forget it. Never let it go.Eventually, after what felt like so long, he found the ability to move his body again as he nodded and a smile bloomed on his lips."I'm more than fine. That was....amazing."Hoseok's smile widened, lighting up his features even more."You definitely sounded like you enjoyed it.""Smug bastard," Yoongi mumbled but still with a smile on his face. "Rightly so.""Can't argue with that."It was the truth and Hoseok's answering chuckle made his stomach flutter, his skin tingling. He was suddenly no longer tired at all. Slowly, he reached out to tug one chocolate brown hair behind his ear, letting his fingers trace the shape of his jaw, his lips."Thank you," he found himself whispering."For what?"

Hoseok's smile had faltered a little, his expression more serious but Yoongi was still caught in that amazing warmth- that little, comfortable ember he had placed in his heart since the moment those eyes had first fallen on him, now risen to a constant low fire that had dissolved all the darkness. All the hardship and pain and loss and grief, now in constant comfort by that fire. Not gone, for his grief would never be fully leave him, but no longer alone. "For so many things. I can't even put them all into words.""You don't have to. No matter what it is that you are thanking me, I did it gladly."Yoongi swallowed thickly, the emotions threatening to clog his throat. And yet he smiled and managed to tilt his head to the side while pursing his lips. "Normally I would tell you that you are literally the sweetest person ever, but after just now... I'm not so sure anymore. Consider me shocked."Hoseok's serious face broke to reveal another one of those dazzling bright smiles. "Glad to have left an impression and to be able show you my other sides as well. I have to say though, you are no less of a surprise. I was definitely right to call you kitten. So cute, so adorable, yet undeniably naughty."He blushed, unable to help it. But unlike his past self, he did not back down. Did not look away from Hoseok as a thought wriggled into his head and stuck, his heart already picking up once more at imagining it. "Oh, oh. And what is my little kitten thinking of now?"Because Hoseok must have read him like an open book again. But Yoongi did not look away. Only showed him a smile, wide and wicked, before pushing the younger up and back into a sitting position while he stood and came to a stand right before him. His legs still felt shaky and weak, but he could not let that thought go. Could not stop the thrill running through his blood. It was literally as if Hoseok had taken all his insecurity, all his fear, all his nervousness from earlier and replaced it with this burning, slightly wild creature instead. There was just this. Just them. "What are you-" Hoseok's voice broke away immediately when he saw Yoongi step before him- and then slowly, still with that smile, got to his knees in front of him. 

The boy gaped at him, kneeling there in between his legs as he innocently blinked up at him. "What do you mean?"Hoseok's eyes nearly bulge out before a rough laugh left his lips. "Oh, you wanna play games kitten?"Yoongi's smirk grew as he leaned forward a little, not yet touching Hoseok yet the boy already sucked in a sharp breath. "You know how we kittens are. We love to play, even if we're still learning and aren't familiar with the game yet."Hoseok's face was a mix between anticipation, barely contained hunger in his eyes and an amused smile. "Like I said: you can't do anything wrong. And I absolutely love to play with kittens."He leaned back, pretending to be utterly at ease. It only sent another thrill through Yoongi because he knew Hoseok was anything but relaxed. Slowly, taking his time, he leaned closer, letting his hands come to his chest, his body giving off a little jerk, then a shudder, followed by a throaty moan when Yoongi did not hesitate to ad his lips, going right for that delicious looking nipple. And as cats loved to do, he took the knob between his teeth and bit them ever so gently. Hoseok let out a low moan: "You have no idea what you're doing to me, kitten." He grinned around the knob, letting his hands explore as he licked where he had bitten, then switched to the other side. Taking his time. Enjoying every little sound out of Hoseok's mouth like he lived off of it. It encouraged him. Made him bold. Bold enough to let his hand slip lower and lower with each swirl, Hoseok's breathing getting heavier, turning more irregular as he too knew what Yoongi had planned.  But he did not go for the pants immediately. Only leaned back, sitting on his feet, holding Hoseok's hooded, pleasure filled eyes, then traveling down. To that bulge in his pants. His mouth watered, wanting it. Slowly, making sure the other boy had his eyes only on him, he pulled down his pants. And if he thought it would scare him or make him run screaming, he had been so very wrong about himself. Because the moment Hoseok's erection sprung free, he nearly lost all patience. Gods, he wanted him. Wanted to hear his moans, taste and lick every inch of him, especially that. His eyes only skipped up to Hoseok once more and when he saw the other boy open his mouth, no doubt to say something along the lines of: "You don't have to do it if you don't want to," he decided to shut him up by copying Hoseok's exact move, taking his impressive thickness in his tiny hands and licked him, base to top. "Holy mother fucking Jesus-" Hoseok hissed, his back arching off the sofa, his jaw locked tight and tension coiling in every muscle. And Yoongi- he could not be more aroused or self-satisfied, letting go of all fear and hesitation before he lowered his mouth and took the considerable length into his mouth. It was both how he expeted and not at all. A bit intrusive to breath around it- to fit it all, but oh so glorious to taste him- to hear the groans and pleasured moan leaving Hoseok's lips as he sucked low, went all the way up and repeated it, gliding over his dick with wet sounds. And now it was Hoseok's time to plead with him. To moan his name with such desperate want, growing in roughness with every descent of his mouth. And when he hit the back of his throat and he choked a little, Yoongi did not let that stop him, only discovered it added some more wetness to it, making it easier to go faster. Meanwhile, Hoseok was loosing it, his hands, as if not even conscious, grabbing his hair and helped push him down in the pace he needed.  He knew Hoseok was close, not only by the way his voice sounded almost pained, but by the tightness in his body- his every muscle. "Oh...Yoongi... fuck, I'm gonna come...Fuck!"It was like singing to his ears. Yes, he wanted to say. Yes, come for me. And he only kept silent because his mouth was otherwise occupied. So his only answer was to take him a little deeper, sliding down long and hard. Hoseok released a long, hot groan and the sudden taste of something salty hit the back of Yoongi's throat. And although it was unlike anything he had ever tasted, strange and new, he swallowed on instinct. But it was those glorious sounds- the knowledge he made Hoseok come that had him drink it all hungrily. He only leaned back when he felt the sudden deflated tension in the other boy's body. And when he glanced up through slightly teary eyes and saw Hoseok's expression... he wanted to do it again and again if only to see such calm, unending happiness and relaxation on Hoseok's face, eyes closed but breathing hard still. Yoongi stood on weak legs and dropped himself on the sofa next to Hoseok, never letting his eyes off him. Slowly, the boys eyes blinked open once more and found him sitting next to him. Time froze as they held each other's gaze, conveying more than words or even actions can. It was like looking right into Hoseok's soul and he was looking into his. "I love you." The words came out his lips unstoppable, unavoidable.He would no longer be afraid. He would not let this happiness- this newfound hope slip through his fingers. Hoseok's eyes had widened at the words, his expression, of possible, even more open and stunned- almost vulnerable. And it was him who reached out first. Hoseok, who shuffled over and closed the space between them to place a soft, endlessly gentle kiss on his puffed lips, holding his eyes as he slowly drew away. "I love you too, kitten," he whispered, the candles around them still alight, warming them, turning this moment into  something so much more.A promise. To hope and to not be afraid. And Yoongi could not think of a moment he had been happier than when he smiled and kissed Hoseok back, slow and unhurried. Because they had time. Because this was only their beginning. Because he was no longer just surviving. He finally found something worth living for.