Maybe they are not that cold

"elaborate" he said."My brother, Namjoon is- was 2 years older than me, cause he had dyslexia, and to get him better education, my maternal uncle took him to America when he was 7 years old, my father already didn't liked him because he had that disease and his ultimate plan was when he was born, my father wanted to place him in orphanage but couldn't,

After he was gone my mother burnt all the evidences of his existence, cause we didn't want him to be back and live like hell again

The second part of the story, my father and his brother both were partners is drug dealings my father was a total alcoholic and would beat us, when my uncle got caught his son took over as my father's buisness partner, they would take people and make them unconscious and with the help of surgery they would place some pouch of drugs in there body part and then send those bodies to another country, however the ones who are getting drugs doesn't only pay for drugs but also the body organs cause they sell them.

He used my brother like that last month and will use me next week on my father's death anniversary" I said.

"Your father was caught too?" He asked."He wasn't caught for drug dealing he killed my mom stabbed with a knife and pushed her from a balcony I was the witness so I gave my witness and he was sent to jail" he said.

"How did you got to know about your brother death?" He asked.I told him all about the phone call while crying."Sorry jungkook, even if I die he would come here and will attack here I wish nobody would have answered that call" I said."Baby this place is dangerous than you think no one can leave this area without Jeon Jungkook's permission" he said."I wish I could kill him" I said."You want to? With your own hands?' he asked.There was a complete silence after he asked that question, he was looking at me, the sound of the ticking of the clock was heard, I looked at him, I was frightened at first, maybe I can't do this thing, I can't be called a murderer, but if it's for my brother then it is.

"I intend to do so" I replied."Take this gun and shoot then on the wall" he said taking out his gun and handing it to me.I was literally shivering and shaking at first.I held the gun correctly but couldn't press the trigger. I just couldn't.He held the gun controlling my hand too he pushed my finger and my finger was pressed so it pulled the trigger and I shot on the wall..

I couldn't believe I did it, I gave his gun back.He hugged me."No one can hurt you okay?" He consoled and pulled away.I nodded."What is your cousin name though?" He asked."Jung Hoseok" I replied."Really?" He asked."What? You know him?" I asked.I felt his smirk under the mask, he didn't replied, his face darkened, his brown eyes darkened more, which was easily highlighted by his hair touching his face.

"I would help you" he said."Why?" I asked."I can't reply on that but you wanted to die right I will fulfill that wish of yours" he said and looked at me and then left the room."Die?" I muttered.For the first time in life I am doubting this word I know I have to die one day  but I am doubting if I really want to die.

I was just so confused. I sat on the same place, and just thought deeply, I didn't slept, I just didn't want to. No matter how cold it was I did went to shower and took a proper bath and brushed my hair, and then recurved breakfast, but I didn't ate anything, because I just wanted a solution to my queries.

For once in life I thought about what I wanted to do before I die. I never thought about this before, cause I think I never had any dreams, I got a scholarship to a university but I didn't applied anywhere, do I want to be a doctor? I can be if I want now that I have a 100% scholarship. Do I want to travel? Do I wanna live a happy ending like some of the k-dramas like an adventure or do I just want to die?

Do I want a sad ending or a happy ending? Does it depends on me or my fate? Can we create our own Destiny? I think not. Is my life enough? Do I really want to go to the other side?Is my existence really useless?

"Won't you stand up now?" Someone asked.I didn't cared who is it now I just followed what I heard I stood up."You have a full bed but you still chose to sit on the ground and do nothing" I heard subconsciously."Excuse me I need full attention when I am talking don't make me mad" he said and I looked at him it was jimin yeah I got to know after a whole min."Good afternoon" I said."It's night like 12.38am" he said."Oh, good night then" I said."Are you sleeping?" He asked."No I guess" I replied."You look if you are thinking something deep" he said."No just everyday thoughts" I replied."Everyday thoughts? That you didn't ate your breakfast lunch and dinner and basically didn't even had the idea that what time is it? Perfect" he said sarcastically."What will you do? If you are given a week?" I asked."Given a week to do what?" He asked."To do anything you like after that week you will die? You just have to assume that you are not actually dying nor do I want you to die" I replied."Buy an Island And taste every type of wine there" He said."That's it?" I asked."Yeah I will drive to that island" he replied.I am not even surprised that he can even buy an Island.

"That's nice" I said."Why? Are you dying? But you cannot even go out for a whole day from here how will you fulfill what you want to do if you are gonna die?" He asked."Exactly you are smart" I replied"Exactly" he said."Are you not using your phone today?" He continued "I am staying away from phones now I am scared of phones" I replied."You are joking" he said and he looked at my serious face."Ok you are serious after months of staying with that thing?" He asked.I nodded."Wait! So you are seriously doing nothing but sitting there since the last night without using phone and without eating anything? Do you want me to call a doctor?" He asked."No I think I am just behaving like a person who got kidnapped" I replied."Who kidnapped you?" He asked.I just looked at his face, how can he even ask this question."I cannot even blame you but that you have so much work to do everyday and it has been more than 4 months so" I said."Thanks for appreciating why don't you play games then?" he replied."I don't have any games here" I said."No not here there is a whole gaming room upstairs" he said."I am not allowed to leave this room there is a boundary I cannot cross without jungkook's permission" I said.I guess he is being very nice."He will be back till 3 and since he is killing you I can do you a favor I love risks" he said."He will get to know somehow I know and he will be angry" I said."You get very scared and I love it" he said."You will be back in this room in half an hour okay you do not have to be so happy" he said."But" I said."What will you do if you sit here again before he kills you you will die yourself So better if you live your life when I Park Jimin is saying see I am being very nice and friendly and which I not usually am" he said and opened the door and I followed him.

"Sir, she is not all-" moonbyul was cut off."He will not get to know" jimin said coldly to her, she looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders.I looked around the mansion properly, it was so much big, they had a whole big living and a kitchen.

"Will you climb upstairs we can take an elevator too?" He asked."I w-will walk" I replied.He started walking.

We walked upstairs and it was the second floor now, but he kept walking upstairs. "This is not the floor we have to go more up, this is the rooms floor" he said.And I followed him this second floor might be their rooms cause the doors had so much protection, you cannot break them up easily.

It was the third floor and it's starting looked like this.

"This whole floor is the gaming room" he said and I followed behind him, and I widened my eyes with what I saw, a whole Damn club it was empty ofcourse. But Damn! So many games like they even had their own bowling alley, living here is a dream bro! They had a kitchen here for drinks.

I was speechless as I saw these all things, I was wondering that it's just one floor of the mansion the whole place would be wow! I don't know how can anyone leave this place like how?

This whole was my inner thoughts, I wasn't and I can't even reveal my excitement outside or show it on my face.

I wish I was their friend."This is the floor we least visit" he said."How I mean why?" I asked."We don't have that much time however we were so excited when we first designed it when we were 16" he replied."When you were w-what?" I muttered.So they are silver spoon people. I guessed it.WHEN THEY WERE 16?! LIKE WHAT WAS I DOING WHEN I WAS 16 CHECKING HOW TO BALANCE SWITCH BETWEEN ON AND OFF AND THEY ARE LIKE?

"Wait here and DONOT MOVE" he warned as he went to pick up a call.I want to scream. My fate be like I am here living in a mansion and I didn't even knew that it was a mansion for few months and now that I now it have a fuckin gaming room? Oh how am I even gonna die before playing all these games here?

I want to legit throw hands now seriously. But at the same time laugh at myself. I am at my dream house but the problem is I am stuck in one room kidnapped.

"What you wondering?" He asked."Nothing" I replied.I followed him to the bowling."Half bill?" I asked then put a hand on my mouth."What?" He asked looking at me."Nothing nothing sorry" I apologized.I should stop with my betting thing.

He played frames while I just watched, he got 2 strikes and 1 spare, it was my turn and put 2 spares and 1 strike.

"Lets play that basketball game?" He asked.I agreed.And he went and made a score, it was one of my favorite game and an easy win win game, cause I knew tips and tricks.It was my turn and I beat his score by like 20 points."No one would beat my score how did you?" He asked."I don't know" I replied."It's boring let me call people" he said.

JIMIN'S POV

I called Jin hyung."Hello Mr. Doctor" I said."Hello what do you need?" He asked."You free?" I asked."I am with yoongi why?" He asked."So you're not free?" I asked."Yoongi says we are free" he replied."Ok so I am upstairs at the gaming floor you can bring him along" I replied."All of a sudden?" He asked."Someone beat me in basketball there is a new challenge" I replied."Oohh ok" he said and disconnected.

Next I called Taehyung, the thing that he might be with jungkook scared me because if he is then she is gone.But I still called him."Yah Taehyung-ah" I said."What?" He asked."I know you are free right and alone" I replied."Yeah I am on the roof" he said."Come downstairs gaming NOW" I said and disconnected for no more questions.

I saw her at the poker table observing it. Holding cards.

Y/N'S POV

Once he talked I looked at the poker table that was there, I picked up 2 cards. "No no that's not for you, can you even play this game?" He asked.I internally smirked flipping the card, like a magic trick happened.

"I want to try, how many players can play like?" I asked innocently."Like more than 5" he replied."Oh then I will watch you and will try to play" I said innocently."This game is not for kids" he said."I still want to try I will bet too if you want?" I asked innocently."How much do you have?" He asked while smirking."I am broke I have only 60 dollars only" I said."So you will bet all 60 like a foolish person?" He asked."I want to try it's ok if I lose" I replied."It is?" He asked."What will I do with money anyway it's my last days going on" I replied.He ordered drinks and I refused for it first but then I ordered apple juice.

He came along with other people whom I already knew, Taehyung, Dr. Jin and Yoongi. I really wished for yoongi not to be here, he will kill me at the spot if he lost.

Jimin told them that I want to bet and that too on poker and they all started laughing at me."You won't even have 60 left then and that too it's your first time leave bets we can play normally" Taehyung said."Forget Y/N Taehyung even if she is losing the game we all are still playing you can't ignore us it's ok let's start with 60 only" Yoongi said.

And jin shuffled the cards and distributed them. I looked at the cards. They started playing, I was playing easy first and then I went like an expert in it even when they weren't even helping me.I took all the coins now I have 300.They all didn't said anything but now they bet like 300 dollars. So 1500 nice?They started playing and Jin was playing well and jimin was in the league too while Taehyung also was making his own game, I was looking for one single mistake they do.And then Taehyung..