A PHONE CALL

Now she started tripping again."Why are you walking like this?" I asked and held her shoulders because she almost fell down."I am walking fiiiine" she sang."Are you acting? Because you were really quiet back there" I said and I left her again she had her eyes closed.She did not reply but looked towards the car.And we went towards the car I had to hold her since she was tripping while walking multiple times.And now we were in the car."There were so many people there, didn't want to create a scene, you cannot be yourself infront of many people" she said.I just focused on the driving."I saw many people there looking at me time to time while I was drinking and asking for another and then laughing on me, maybe laughing on me, or it can be a coincidence that their family or friends said something funny, when I remained quiet, they weren't laughing anymore, I don't care about them, it was actually fun kook, thankyou" she said."Just for this?" I asked."No, actually for many things, I don't remember being myself, you made me be myself infront of you, you made me find myself again, and when everyone made me feel like my existence wasn't worth it, and I should die, you made me dream again" she replied.I looked at her, why is she making me emotional? Didn't I kidnap her?"Save it for someone else" I said."Do you like someone? You know I hated that girl when you said yes to her offer, she must have seen your face before Me, I wanted her to die, only if her fiancè was there like kdramas it would have been fun" she laughed and continued talking.

FlashBack

After she took me in the room, she really hugged me."Thank God, you accepted the offer, I can't lose my engagement ring you know" she said and I pushed away her harshly."I want your phone" I ordered."Why do you want my phone?""I might kill you if you wont""Oh wow I got scared haha"I went towards her and choked her neck with my one hand."LEAVE ME!" "Phone?" She gave me her phone."What are you gonna do?" I opened her phone with her fingerprint.And opened her WhatsApp and there was someone fiancè named on it and I called him."Yes baby?" I heard."Your baby lost like 50 grands on gambling, since she didn't have enough money, she gave me her virginity instead of her engagement ring just called you to let you know" I told.The reason why she wasn't saying anything was that I was putting her on gunpoint.I ended the phone call and took the ring from her and went out listening to what that dwarf said.

Flashback ends.

"Do you have songs?....you don't? Let's go on a carpool karaoke on our next date, we can go on a long drive, or we can go to camping" she offered."Are we dating? No we are not, I just took you out since you got good grades and now you can leave" I said."I hope you can be yourself with me on our next date, I will help you find yourself jungkook" she said in the lowest possible voice.Now she have passed out.I knew this was coming.Well we reached home, I picked her up and went from the backdoor in a bridal style.But she was up in the middle of me walking."It's ok put me down" she said and so I did she walked to her room and then washroom.I was waiting outside she came out and sat on the bed."Thanks for today jungkook I really had fun today sorry you had to tolerate me, my unpleasant voice and my annoying self again" she apologized and even bowed 90°"Your voice is not unpleasant I am going go to bed and when you wake up you can ask for hangover tea or something" I said and left the room.

She really confessed me drunk, I wish she was conscious when she said that.

Y/Ns POV

I woke up with a strong headache and then I removed the blanket and brushed my teeth. And when I came out there was already a tea there and there was a note on it 'will help with the headache' it was written on it.

I didn't know what stupidity I did last night, he could have taken advantage of me drunk but he did nothing. Anyways, he did gave me much more allowance like I can go out with Moonbyul but like once in a week for limited time and without any blindfolds, I can sleep more and one thing I didn't got my phone back.

I took out my painting and did random strikes on it. I was trying many things and it was coming out cool, however I just started 2 days ago.One month nothing happened, the painting was coming out really good I took the process slowly like only 3 to 4 lines every day and sometimes more. But only some of the background was left.

It is now the second month and I was doing the as usual watching animated cartoon with subtitles when my door fled open if there was more force it would have been broken down.I put my phone down it was yoongi and my anxiety increased. There were 2 guys behind him.

I stood up and went infront of him and he shot the gun and the 2 bullets passed from above the shoulders to the walls I froze at my spot and he placed a gun at my forehead.

"Who gave that phone to you?" He asked pointing his free hand at the bed."It's not mine and Mr Jeon allowed me to use it" I replied.He almost pulled the trigger."Check that phone please" yoongi said to one of his guy, one of them picked up the phone and opened it as there was no lock.And he looked at me and frowned and pursed his lips in a thin line as if holding something and then checked the rest of the phone."Sir her phone is empty nothing is there, not even pictures, no contacts" he said."Refresh it then" yoongi said.I widened my eyes."NO wait" I said.He pressed the gun more."Why?" Yoongi asked."Please don't" I replied."I want the reason" he said sternly."I don't know which episode I am on Doraemon series I was watching it" I said."Seriously?" He asked."Yes sir" his man replied."What's this number on your phone, I kept receiving it in last few months, once in a week?" Yoongi asked holding up my phone and it was a pattern of numbers I recognized them who is it? My blood boiled."I don't know maybe wrong number" I said.

"Oh really? I also received messages Y/N where are you? You deleted my number again didn't you? Don't you wanna know about your brother''

He read the messages and showed to me."Who is this brother now? Weren't you the only child?" Yoongi asked."My older brother but he was sent to America when he was 7 nobody talked about him since then" I replied."So you know about this number too right? Lied to me did you?" He asked angrily and coldly and shit another bullet on the wall passing me by an inch.

"He will call now and I will pick it up and you will talk on speaker understand?!" He ordered."Best option is ignore it" I said."You can't tell me what to do" he said.The call came."Don't pick it up please!!!" I begged.Even bend down."Stop just talk" he said."You picked up finally" my cousin said."What do you want?" I asked."You exactly know, do you know your father's getting freed next week?" He asked."The fuck are you talking about? He already got freed from this world 3 years ago" I replied."You were the reason weren't you?" He asked."I wish I was but I wasn't" I replied."You put him in jail" he said."Why are you disturbing me then as if I put you in jail?" I asked."As a good nephew I will atleast complete his last wish I will end you like I did to your brother, better is you come to me because there is no reason for you to live, your college completed you almost topped and then you have no family left now so what are you living for?" He asked."What did you do to joon?" I asked."The same thing I do to others he died last month, he was screaming, I called you, you didn't picked up, what must he be thinking? Anyways I did reached out to your apartment but there was someone else" he said.

I was quiet."Thankyou for 2 minutes now I can trace you and there is no use of switching off your phone or destroying it I already recorded it and next week is your father's death anniversary I will complete his last wish have a bad day" he said.

I still switched it off, I didn't cared enough that yoongi still had pointed gun at me I took out his lighter from his coat pocket and burned my phone in my hands, my hands were burning and then when I couldn't take it anymore I threw the phone in the glass of water and holded my hand.

"You don't care about your life don't you?" Yoongi asked."Did I said to pickup? I was forced okay?" I asked."You have a weeks time and he is stupid who gives a weeks time, you can even go to the corner of the world in a weeks time" he replied."He has a big force, there might be even his men on airports or seaports" I said."He and stronger than us?" He asked."I don't know, but I know that there is only one option" I replied."What?" He asked."You have the gun, shoot me and throw my body in a lake or something and if jungkook asks you can tell him that I said something which made you angry and you shot me" I replied."Face it I can't kill you, you can only be killed by jungkook here" he said."They will attack this place because of me" I said."Don't wanna hear it" he said and left with his men.

The door got closed. It was soon that i started crying missing Namjoon my older brother.

FLASHBACK

"I don't want to go leaving you with him" joon said."I know but there is mum here and also you will be safe there more and maybe get a better life" I said."Will they put me in an orphan asylum I have never seen one would they be good?" He asked."What are orphan asylums?" I asked."I think these are the places where kids with dead parents or no parents are brought up" he replied."So you will get new parents?" I asked."Maybe but I want to be with you I don't want to go far" he replied."He will continue beating us up" I said."That's why I don't want you to be left alone with him" he said."Why is our father not like everyone's father?" I asked.He shrugged his shoulder."If I came with you mum will be left alone who will console her then?" I asked."I don't want to leave mom and you" he replied and started crying a little."Don't cry, it's a good opportunity, we will also stay in touch okay? And we will meet soon too" I said and hugged him."I will Miss you y/n" he said."I will miss you more" I said and pulled away.Soon he left.That is maybe the last time I met him.Once mom and I reached home, she threw all the evidences of his existence in the fireplace while sobbing and i did the same.

Flashback ends

I would cry silently or loud alternately, I could have saved joon, he would have hated me for that, what would he be looking like as an adult? How was his life? How far did he came? How did he felt? He was right eventually,. Even if I am not the reason for my father's death, I am for my brother.

I couldn't protect him. I couldn't meet him. I didn't said my last goodbye. We couldn't recall any memories from the past he was just 7 years old and I was 5 years when we last met.

(Forget about the ages please)

I looked up as the lights in the room opened and the door was opened.I was sitting on the floor hugging my knees by a wall. It was jungkook, who was looking at me.

He came to me and sat beside me, took my burnt hand and looked around."Why did you burnt yourself?" He asked.I didn't replied."Is it hurting?" He asked."Not so much" I replied."Your hand got burnt so much" he said."I am fine" I said."Look at your face and you are saying you are fine, if you were fine I wouldn't be here" he said.I wiped my dried tears."Hyung came right? The walls are saying he came" he said looking at the wall with bullet holes.I remembered when he shot bullets which passed by me with an inch."It's not because of him I am crying" I said."So?" He asked.I looked at the phone in the glass with was all black now.My tears still flow down."My cousin killed my brother and now he wants to use me" I said and hiccuped.