Chapter 4 OMG!

I am like really sorry for not updating in a while! I have had massive migraines lately and haven't been able to write my book. The migraines have gone away luckily but I went to the doctors about it and they don't really know what it is sooo... If I'm not updating in a while, it would mean I have migraines again or that I have been busy with school.

But thanks to the guys who waited! 💜

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*Neowae Neowae down ita gibooni~*

My phone started to ring. It had been the third call this morning.

It's 11 o'clock and I'm still trying to sleep.

I didn't get to sleep until 3 am. My head still aches from the accident with...with...with SHINee!! Omg I was with SHINee! I can't stop thinking about what happened which is probably making my head even worse because my brain is telling me to sleep when my heart is pumping with excitement.

"AHHH!" I yelled while putting my pillow over my head. Just a few more hours please! Please!?

*Neowae Neowae down ita gibooni~*

Stop ringing!! I knew it was Jandi, she probably is worried. I was meant to go to her place last night after the concert but I didn't. I went straight home. I just wanted to sleep in my own bed you know... when your not feeling well, all you wanna do tips to stay home in your own bed.

Why didn't she even stay with me at the concert? She just left me. I don't think she has the right to call me. My phone kept ringing though.

I sat up and just stared at my phone. I don't understand why she keeps calling. If I didn't answer after the third call, shouldn't she of at least came to my house? Like she just keeps calling and calling and calling!!

What if I was kidnapped and didn't have my phone? Would she try and keep calling? Seriously.

I even had missed calls from Jandi last night. What if I went to hospital?! She would stay home and wait while calling my number.

I crossed my arms "I'm not answering!" I said smartly to the phone. Just then it stopped ringing.

While laughing proudly I picked up the phone to see if I got any messages or something.

Seven messages from Jandi; all the same. 'Where are you?'

A message from my friend in Australia, Ashley. 'How was the concert? So lucky!! Love you xox'

She wouldn't believe how lucky I got! Personal greeting! As if!

And I lastly had a message from appa 'sorry Layna, won't be home tonight. There is left over spaghetti in the fridge from last night or I left some money on the kitchen bench.'

Of course he is lying, he wouldn't be sorry. Because he is never at home! He doesn't even know I came home last night... Actually I didn't even tell him that I was going to stay out.

"Grrrr!" I mumbled while still staring at my appas message. "So annoying" I whisper.

*Neowae Neowae down ita gibooni~*

"SHUT UP!" I scream to the phone and storm out of my room.

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I was sitting on the second floor balcony of my house. I was drinking delicious orange juice while admiring the view, I can see so much, like the town. It's even better when it's night time. The town lights all shine so pretty like stars. It's winter but I still enjoy sitting outside. The snow on the trees and on buildings, the children and adults all dressed up in warm clothes... Ah it's great.

Yes I love winter.

*ring ring, ring ring*

The home phone started to ring... It's probably Jandi AGAIN! I decided to answer this time or other wise she will keep calling all day.

"Hello-" I try to say not excited but I get cut off by Jandi.

"Where have you been Layna! I have been calling and calling and call-"

"Yes I get it Jandi, you have been calling me" so annoying. "What do you want?" I ask.

I here a sigh from the other end of the line then... "Well you hit your head last night and-"

"Yes I know" I cut her off, "but why didn't you stay with me?" I add.

Another sigh I get for an answer. "Layna I wasn't allowed to go backstage with you, I tired but they told me to get your parents... And you know I tried to get your appa but he didn't answer the call. The security told me to wait at the hospital cause they said that you were gonna go there if you didn't wake up.." Jandi finally answered, not taking a breath.

There was a long silence between both end of the lines. "Layna?" Jandi asked.

"Yeah sorry I was just wondering, who took me backstage?" Does she know that I met SHINee? Did they though take me backstage personally or did the security?

"The security took you backstage, Minho though was going too... You did though make them stop singing there song and after the break, Taemin came out with one of those microphones that go around your ear." She laughed. "So lucky though for you to go back stage! But you probably wouldn't of seen SHINee cause you would of had to go to the hosp-"

I made her stop talking because I started to chuckle. "What is it?" She asked. That made me laugh even louder! I calmed myself down and said.

"Well actually I woke up just when the concert like finished" I laughed more because I know I would of just made Jandi confused.

"Did you go to hosptial?" She asked.

"Well you were there at the hospital... Did you see me?" I ask

"No" she answers "then you went home!" She says thinking she got the answer right.

I shook my head even if I was just talking on the phone "no" I answer.

"Then where did you go.... Wait did you stay there!?" She says really excitedly.

"Yes! I was there for a bit" I took a deep breath, I could hear Jandi like squealing silently. "Because someone wanted me to stay" I could then hear Jandi fangirling get really high. "And that was.... Taemin"

We both screamed. She kept saying on my god in English over and over again. Jandi couldn't believe it either! Then after a while of fangirling, we calmed down... But suddenly Jandi got angry "WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'STAYED FOR A BIT'?"

I sighed, I knew she would get mad that I just left "I felt scared and my head was sore and they all sat there with me all half asleep. The boys needed rest and I didn't want to be the reason for their bad sleep... So I-"

She cut me off "YOU JUST! LEFT!?" I could hear an annoyed moan from her. She was angry that I didn't let them rest? What a great fan she is!

"Jandi calm down! I can hardly remember it" I said to her hoping it would calm her down but it obviously made her even more mad. I heard her whisper oh my god really annoyedly.

"Well how did you get home?" I knew she would ask that. She was the girl who I was meant to go home with and to stay at her place but I didn't go with her. I'm sure I really need to answer this question properly other wise she would get into trouble by my appa for just leaving me there.

"Well..."

*flashback*

I turned around and walked out of the door. Taking a few steps away from the room I realised that I was backstage and have no idea where the exit is... Where is the exit!!?

I sighed and turned around to face the door that I just walked out of. I took a deep breath and went to open it when suddenly someone opened it from the other side.

Taemin was right infront of me, our faces only centimetres away. I quickly took a step back, I felt my cheeks go warm.

"You don't know where the exit is!" Taemin said with a big cheerful smile and laughed.

I then laughed a little too with him. "I'll take you out" Taemin said and then grabbed my hand.

He then pulled me around and we started walking.

I started to blush. He was holding my hand! At first I liked it but then it felt weird so I tried to pull my hand out of his but he gripped onto my hand tightly.

I didn't really want to hold his hand; I don't know but I was so nervous with it. I mean I'm a fan and all and I should be enjoying this yet still be nervous but for me holding a cute boys hand just after he told me 'If anything happens to you, I blame myself" I feel so nervous and scared..

So to make him let go, I will have to make something up. I started to walk slow, which made him look to me. I pulled sore face and then used my other hand that was free to my head and started to rub it. I then whispered "oowww" which should make him let go of my hand and help me out but...

"Are you ok?" He asks still holding my hand.

"No" I say sickly, hoping he now will let go of my hand and do something but no! Still holds my hand. So I leaned onto the wall that was next to me and pretended to nearly fall backwards. I sat on the floor with my back leaning on the wall.

He finally let go of my hand and helped me out by putting he's hands on my waist and pulling me back up. I felt shivers as he touched me. I stood infront of him with his hands still on my waist, staring into my eyes with worry.

"I-I'm okay" I say nervously. I could tell that my plan made this poor boy scared that I might faint.

"You scared me Layna" he said to me and felt my head. "Your head it really warm and I can feel it thumping" he sounded so cute when he was taking all technical. He then moved his hand to my lump. Once he touched it, I flinched and moved my head away and looked away from him. "Sorry, I think it is just bruised"

Once I looked at him he smiled. "So are you a doctor now?" I ask sarcastically. He laughed and then looked down for a bit and then looked back to me.

"Your funny Layna" he said happily. I laughed a little, I'm never funny well I try not to be..

"So doctor Taemin, can we start to walk?" I said trying to be all serious.

He giggled and nodded But we still stood there looking at each other. I was waiting for him to start walking but I had no idea what he was doing maybe the same thing..

I grabbed his hands that were still on my waist and moved them back to him. He stepped back and did a fake clearing the throat sound while scratching the back of his head. It was funny to see him like this but in the back of my mind I was thinking "they probably do this to other fans"

After a bit of standing infront of each other awkwardly. He then started to walk again, I followed. We didn't talk but at least he wasn't holding my... "Oh!" He whispered and then grabbed my hand again "I don't want to loose you" he said. I chuckled... Ggggrrreeeaaatttt!

He stayed close to me because he said just in case I collapse he will be able to catch me. We were also walking slowly.

"So Layna, where are you from?" He asked me all of a sudden. That is private but then again it's Taemin who is asking, the cutest, talented maknae that's member of the most amazing band SHINee! So for me I think it is okay to answer a few personally info questions for him.

"I'm from here" I answered.

"But your name!? It's um kind of different, does your family like different?" Bit unusual that Taemin is wondering about my name.

"Um my mother was Australian and we all lived over there" I said and then sighed "until my parents split up" Taemin quickly looked to me.

"Oh" he said in a sadly-ish way. We went silent again. We both tried to say something at the same time, we looked at each other and laughed. "What school do you go to?" He asked me. I don't even go to a school long enough to sat that I go there.

"Right now I go to Shinhwa high school (boys over flowers school)" I answered.

"Right now?" He asked and I knew he would question that.

"I transfer a lot that's all" I say sighing. He nodded leaving another awkward silence.

"What were you going to say?" Taemin then asked me giving me a warm loving smile.

"Oh um.." I was silent for a bit because I was distracted from his smile. "So do you normally have fans to bring backstage and hold there hands and smile at them so adorably so there fangirl inside would rise to the max" I can't believe I said that out loud. "Sorry" I said starting to feel my cheeks start to blush.

"so you love my smile?" He said doing a bigger smile.

I laughed and looked to my feet. "You didn't answer my question" I said while looking back to him serious.

He sighed. That sigh just gave me the answer to my question. Of course I'm not the first to experience this awesome moment. "Well-" I stopped him because I saw the exit.

"Ohh!" I said so surprised, such good timing. I didn't want to hear other stories about other girls doing the same thing I did. I also was sad because my awesome experience is now ending. "The exit is over there" I say pointing to the direction of the exit.

"Oh yeah it is" he said. When I looked at him, he put on a weak fake smile and then started to walk more but didn't move because he still was holding my hand and I just stood there. It looked like he was trying to drag me and ended up giving up.

He turned around and faced me with a confused face. "What's wrong?" He asked and went to check my fore head again but I friendly stopped him by pushing his hand away. I froze there for a minute looking at him so I can remember this memory forever. I looked behind me to see the hall that we went through. When I looked back at him he then asked again if anything was wrong.

"I'm just taking in this moment" I answered with a smile.

"Me too" Taemin said smiling back Staring into my eyes.

I was confused "why?" I said. He stepped closer.

"I'm going to remember your beautiful eyes forever" he said.

He laughed because I froze and then tried to pinch myself to see if I just imagined that he said that. At first I tried to believe he meant it but in the end it's just a pick up line.

"Oh ha ha ha ha... Sure sure" I said with a sarcastic smile. I bowed to him and said my goodbyes. I tried to walk away but sprung back to him; I forgot we were holding hands. I looked at him then to our hands that were still connected. I looked back at him and rose my eyebrows.

He got the signal cause he then looked at hands and then rose his eyebrows when looking at me. "Please let go" he said blaming it on me that I wasn't letting go.

I tried to pull my hand away but he gripped on tighter. "Taemin! I need to go!" I said laughing but trying not too.

He moaned and then let go "why!" He asked giving me his puppy eyes and his cutest smile... He now knows I can't resist his smiles.

"Goodbye Taemin" I said then bowed "please tell the others that I said goodbye and good luck to all of your concerts and anything else that comes to you" I gave him my sweet smile.

"Bye Layna" he said sadly and then bowed. I turned around started to walk to the door fiddling with my fingers. "TAKE CARE!" He yelled just as I got to the door. I didn't know he would be watching me leave. I looked over at him as I opened the exit door.

He waved goodbye and I waved too. "Goodbye Taemin" I whispered. I wanted to cry but that would be embarrassing. Then I walked out the door.

I called a taxi and left the concert building.

*flashback ended*

"Layna? ..... Layna? Layna?" Jandi had been calling my name for a while now but I was so busy in my daydreams.

"Sorry.... Taemin took me out of the building and then I took a taxi home" I simply said.

"So that's it?" She said. I don't get why she said that, she didn't sound excited or dying to know. Maybe because I kept her waiting for to long.

"Yeah that's it" I just answered. I don't think I will ever see Taemin again only on the internet, tv or magazines but we bonded so well... Too well for Taemin I reckon.

Jandi talked on the phone for a bit longer and then she had to go. I watched a fre movies because I didn't feel like doing anything today. I already had missed the start of school so there wasn't any point on going hoping neither tomorrow I won't go... Because of this lump on my head.

I ate dinner and after a while fell asleep on the couch. Home alone again is just great! Just.great!

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A fact for this chapter about Taemin: Taemin likes to hold hands.

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