Chapter 7

                                                                                                          -The Winner Takes It All-

-Stella-

"Sunshine..." Jordan says while stepping closer.

"No fuck you Jordan." I try to turn on my heel and head back into the club but surprise,surprise i was stopped by a hand grabbing onto my arm. Honestly this is really becoming a usal thing for us to do. I snap my head around to see the female version of Jordan.

"Please sunshine, it's safer." They says trying to get me into the car. "Oh my god! how the tf would you know whats safer for me. You dont even know me." i try to shake of Jordans grip on my hand.

"Your right.f. But come on sushine you and i both know that the dorm is better then this shit hole where you could get hurt." Are they right? I mean hell this isnt me. Partying and dancing with some old guy i don't even know. Why do they have to be right. Ugh. "Fine. Just please let go of me. ill go." i can see as the relief washes over their face. Do they really care about me that much with only knowing me at most 2 days... To be honest i wouldve gone with them back to the university a long time ago but my pride would be even more damaged. Like come on i litteraly just got expelled from my dream. 

                             -Time Skip-

After a long ass 30mins we finally made it back to university using Jordans car. Okay, thats a bit dramatic but come on i litteraly almost confessed my massive crush on them and then i was sitting next to them while they drove to OUR dorm room where i have to be 24/7 with them...Oh wait sorry correction their dorm room now since i hace to go bye-bye in lease then 24 hours.

Jordans is in front of me as they scan their key card to the door to swing it open. They stand to the side opening the door which then motions for me to go through. Just the cutest... I mean what the hell am i supposed to say. 'Hey Jordan im like tottaly basically have the most huge crush on you and i danced with that guy to make you jealous.' Or my only other option of making this not as awkaward then it is right now. Is to literally grab my suitcase,tote bag and be on my way to teh airport now to catch the next flight 'home.' So, you can see that i dont have many options at the momment.

"So.." I say looking around thye room avoiding any and all eye contact with Jordan."so.." They repeat. You know when you can feel someones eyes on you like burning into the back of your head. Well i can practically feel them literally starting into my soul. If they think im going to make a move or even talk first i think they took more drugs then they can handle. Oh shit you know what. Ive got a plan. I turn so im now facing Jordan. Fuck. Why do they have to always look so good. I mentally hit myslef. Focus Stella.

"Um so hey. I think for tonight and stuff since its basically my last night here i would like to spend it with Marie and Emma because you know...yeah." i laugh awkwardly. "So im just going to get my bag and go then so um see you later...pal." i lazily punched their arm in a 'friendly' matter. Oh god. Did i just call them pal. Yeah im gonna have to speed out of here. I grab my suitcase and all my other beliongs so i can just leave tommorow and not to have to worry about grabbing it from this dorm. You know because well you know who. I grab my suitcase and belong-ins making a bee line for the door when im stopped by a voice. okay well here we go. I hope yall have your popcorn.

" Are we just going to perepetend that nothing happend. You know what are we actually not going to fing talk about what you said." Jordan says. I can particully see the anger starting to rise in their eyes. "UMMM so you know i think you may of missed heard. I don't know what you mean. So im just going to go then..yeah bye." I know that they are about to say something else so i legit run out the door, slamming it closed in the process. I get to Marie's and Emma's dorm. Knocking like crazy. I don't even look to see who opens the door when I sprint right in. I turn as I see Marie turn away from the door confused and the exact same when Emma gets off the dorm bed just as confused.

"UM I NEED HELP?!" I say throwing my hands up in the air in panic."Don't we all-" Emma says moving closer to me. She's got a point. "Yeah you okay stel?" Marie asks. "Um yes wait um no. Well um I don't knowwwww. So basically me and Jordan literally almost had this whole love confession thing. After they got me out of the club for dancing with someone because they were jealous I think. And now I packed up my bags because I don't think I could stand one more moment alone with them without kissing them" I let out a confused yet awkward laugh.

"So basically could I stay here tonight. Cause oh my goodness I cannot go back there." I say looking at both my closet friends over the past 24 hours. I see as Marie and Emma both look at each other. "OF FUCKING COURSE YOU CAN!" We all let out a big laugh. Though I think mine was out of relief.

                                   -time skip-

The whole night was spent with Emma cracking open literally every type of alcohol that has ever existed. Honestly even though I don't drink. Love the dedication. To be honest it was my first ever sleepover since we'll ever. My parents never aloud me to even step outside my bedroom door let alone go to someone's house by myself. The night was great though. I could tell that they tried to get my mind off of the whole Jordan and be expelled part. Which I'm thankful for but in the back of my mind I know that Jordan overlaps every bit of thought of me leaving the school because I hate to admit it. But now I don't want to leave to 1. Give up my dream and 2. Leave someone who is in my mind 24/7 which is whom I have a massive crush if you couldn't tell.

I look around the room on my blow up mattress,looking at my friends sleeping peacefully. I grab my pillow and place it over my face letting out a quiet yet loud grunt out of exhaustion and nervousness.

What am I going to do....

———————Authors note:

I'm so sorry I have been busy with exam week so I haven't been posting but I hope u like this chapter and for now on I'll be posting more!!

But anyways I would love to hear ur thoughts on this chapter!

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