Kiss it better (angst/smut)

Requested by Ratlord11111

Anxiety attacks were the fucking worst in my opinion. Once mine started, it felt like they never fucking stopped. My anxiety attacks could last about an hour if I didn't do anything to calm myself down. But those 60 minutes would be the longest 60 minutes of my entire life. 

Today felt like it would be an average day, maybe even a good one. But I'm pretty sure I jinxed myself with that one. After I told my boyfriend Dom today might be a good day, everything started to go to absolute shit little by little. It all started this morning when I was going to make my boyfriend a cup of tea. Dom had this mug that he absolutely adored. He used it every morning when he had tea until I broke it. Dom rushed down the stairs and he didn't yell at me, he didn't get angry at me, he just kissed my head and told me it was okay. He kissed it better.

Then everything after that just continued to stress me out little by little until I was in the shower having a full-blown anxiety attack over it. 

I sat in the shower with my knees close to my chest as I sat there beginning to cry and shake trying to steady my breathing but it just wasn't working. I couldn't focus on anything. My thoughts kept telling me that I failed at everything and that Dom could do so much better. I covered my ears and sat there as I continued to cry.

DOMS POV

Y/n had been in the shower for a while and I was beginning to get worried about her. I know shes had a rough day so my first thought was that maybe she was trying to calm herself down but then I started to worry. What if she was hurt? 

I got out of bed and I knocked on the bathroom door. "Y/n?" no answer. "Babe?" no answer again. "Im coming in, okay love?" I slowly opened the door and I could hear soft quiet sobs behind the shower curtain. I slowly peeked and she was there holding herself tightly. she was having an anxiety attack. 

"Babe! Hey hey... whats the matter?" she looked up at me and her eyes were red and her face was puffy from crying. She opened her mouth attempting to speak but she just couldn't. 

I kneeled down and I shut the water off, I grabbed her towel and I wrapped it around her trying to dry her off as she just continued to sob. She was a babbling mess as she tried to explain to me what happened. I place my hands on the sides of her face and my gaze meets hers. "Babe. Look at me." 

Y/N's POV

I look at dom still struggling to breathe and he starts to take deep breaths in and out trying to get me to copy his breathing. I tried but failed miserably which caused me to cry harder. "Hey babe, shh." he cooed one more time. "Its just me, its okay. You're safe, its alright. Try and copy my breathing you're doing such a great job. C'mon." he started to take deep breaths in and out and so did I. 

once my breathing was steady and gave me a small smile and he pressed a long kiss to my forehead. "Good girl." he whispered."C'mon, lets get you dry."

Dom helped me out of the tub and he helped me dry off. I was so thankful for him, I was glad that he was here helping me through this cause sometimes I felt like I couldn't do it on my own. 

After I was dry Dom looked at me as I wrapped my towel around my body. "wanna tell me whats wrong now?" I took a deep breath and nodded. "I've just had a stressful day, I told myself today was gonna be an okay day but I just jinxed it." I sighed. Dom flashed me a small smile and kissed my forehead again. "Its alright babe, Im sorry that you had a stressful day... Might not be the right time to ask but... can I make you feel better?" I raised a brow and he smirked. I knew what he wanted and I nodded. 

Dom carried me to the room bridal style and eased me on the bed carefully. "Don't worry love. Im gonna kiss it better. Ill make it all go away." he took the towel off of me and he slowly started to kiss down my body taking his time with me. Here and there he would leave a cluster of dark marks behind on my lower abdomen causing me to squirm but he held me in place so he could continue what he was doing. 

I had a thing for doms mouth, it was a weird obsession but I did. His smile and his kisses were so addicting I just couldn't get enough of it. He always knew what he was doing to me and it drove me crazy. 

Dom spread my legs and he kissed my inner thighs slowly making his way to my aching core. He looked up at me and then he began going to town. He placed a soft kiss on my clit and then he began to slowly drag his tongue up and down my wet slit causing me to let out a shaky breath. Fuck he was good. 

Dom drug his tongue back to my clit where he started to suck and flick his tongue making me moan out his name quietly. I always tried to stay quiet cause I didn't wanna sound 'too dramatic'. But tonight I just couldn't keep quiet. It had been a while since dom and I had been intimate with one another so my body was already aching with pleasure. 

"Feel good?" he asked "so good." I breathed out. "good girl." dom snuck two fingers inside of me slowly pumping them in and out of my tight warmth causing me to arch my back from the pleasure. "Good fucking girl." he purred before burying his face back between my thighs. 

Doms tongue continued to wag against my throbbing clit and his fingers continued to pump in and out of me sending me over the edge. I could feel my core tighten as he continued his movements and just by the noises I made he knew I was close. "Mmfuck! Dom! Im gonna-" he cut me off with a "Cum for me. Fucking cum for me." His words sent me over the edge and I did just as I was told. Moments later I came and he looked up at me with his chin glistening with my juices. "feel better?" he asked with a small smile. "a lot better." 

Dom stripped naked and then he crawled in bed next to me, he wrapped me up in his arms and pulled the blanket over the two of us. Feeling the warmth of his body next to mine made me feel safe. he always made me feel safe. He pressed a soft kiss to my head and whispered in my ear. "goodnight sweet angel. I love you."

SORRY IF THIS UPDATE WAS ASS. I haven't written in a while and I just had TERRIBLE WRITERS BLOCK. Feel free to send me requests and I promise ill get to them soon. MWAH I LOVE YOUUU