Epilogue

If you guys read my Taehyung Smut. There's someone that's familiar.

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"Sweetie? Why are you here? What happened?" I see my mom as I got in my home in Daegu.

For a billion reason, I shed tears in front of her. I ran to her and hugged her tightly. "Mom..Yoongi broke me.." I had a voice crack at the end.

She took it by surprise. But she immediately hugged me and rubbed my back. "It's okay sweetie. It's okay. You'll get through this."

She ran her fingers through my hair, "Why don't you go sleep? I can see you haven't slept. I'll handle your luggage."

I nodded even though she can't see me. I pulled away and went upstairs. I opened to my old room. It wasn't dusty or anything. It was till the same since I left it a year ago.

I laid flat on my bed, trying to find a comfortable spot. In just one day, I had multiple mental breakdowns. One in the BTS' house. One with Jimin before we kissed. One in Ronan's Bue. One in the train. One in front of my mother.

So many things happened today. I didn't know where to start or to process everything. I didn't want anything of this to happen.

If only I wore the dress, if only I did what he says. None of this wouldn't happened. Why did I leave? Why wasn't I thinking back then?

Why did I let him go, even though he let me go first.

Why am I still hanging on him?

Why do I have to experience this? Does this happened to every person in the world? Out of all people, why me?

I started to have less thoughts as I felt my eyes going heavier. Next thing I knew I was asleep. I set aside everything that was on my mind and set my sleeping time now.

- - - *end epiphany, replace it with I'm Fine* - - -

"Good morning honey, are you okay?" Mom greeted me as I see food on the table and sat down.

I nodded and fake smiled, "I'm good when you cook me food."

She laughed as she knows that I love food. I began to get rice from the bowl and poured on my plate. I started to get chopsticks and getting kimchi. She sat across me and starting pouring rice on her plate. "So..can you please tell me about what you said last night?"

I paused for a minute, processing on what I said to her. Mom..Yoongi broke me..

Stupid Y/N. Why that.

"Well?"

She waited for me to finish the food that was in my mouth. "Yoongi is having a baby.." I felt better when I had a good sleep and woke up at 11am.

She gasped, "Does his parents know about this?"

I shook my head, "No one knows about this except the company and his group."

"I'm so sorry for letting you go to Seoul Y/N. I didn't know this would happen. I-" I paused her.

"I'm fine mom. I just want to stay home and work here from now on." I continued eating the food on my plate. Tasting all different flavors that I loved before.

"If you say so." She ended our conversation and continued eating.

But something in my stomach started making me nauseous. I closed my eyes as it was happening again. "Sweetie? What's wrong?"

It became worse. I'm trying so hard not to vomit on my food.

"Mom..please take me to the doctor. I don't feel good." I finally said those words. As I had no one beside me.

"Alright, just finish your food then we'll go to Dr. Sun." She said.

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"Congratulations Y/N, you're four weeks pregnant." Dr. Sun smiled, but left me shocked.

"Dr. Sun, my daughter can't be pregnant." My mom tried to denied.

"She took a urine test which says that she's positively pregnant." Dr. Sun stated.

"But that can't be my dau-"

"Mom." I called her. I faced to her and she looked at me with a confused face. I whispered in her ear, "I-I lost it with Yoongi..."

"Oh dear.." I can tell my mom was shocked when she heard it.

She wanted me and Yoongi to be together and get married, that's why she let me go to Seoul on my own. She wanted to have grandkids before she goes to her old age.

My mom had me when she was 20. Dad left her with another girl with made my mom broke and out of money. She worked four jobs just for me to attend school and go to college. Even though she hates the fact she's alone, she thinks of me living with Yoongi.

Yoongi's mom and my mom are best friends. They both lived poorly. But then when Yoongi got famous, his parents didn't live in despair anymore. They helped my mom by working and being a co-manager in their restaurant.

If his parents are like that, then I knew Yoongi can be like that too.

"I can give you the papers then you," Dr. Sun faced to me, "Come and seek another appointment around next month. By then, we can tell about the baby's healthy." Dr. Sun smiled.

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"You were drunk and you made himself go to you?! What were you thinking!" Mom started to scold me.

"I'm sorry! I didn't know it would turn out like this!" I genuinely said.

"It's okay." She tries to stay calm. "At least you're having a baby of a little Yoongi gene." I frowned as I heard from my own mother said that.

"Mom!" I said in a disgusted way.

"What? Isn't that always what you wanted?" She joked. "Just kidding, I'll be here whenever you need me."

"Mom.." I said faintly. "Yoongi's having a child already and he made me pregnant. What should I do?"

"Oh.." Mom said, as I knew she doesn't know what to say. "Let's try not to contact Yoongi."

I'm doing that now.

"But we have to tell his parents."

I'm not doing that now.

"Mom do you they'll understand?"

"Yes of course! They're my friends and you know it so well." She said.

I sighed as I didn't know what to do. A living creature growing inside me and it's the man who broke my heart.

But my mom is right, we had to tell his parents. But the only scary part is, how will they react.

I got a call so I picked it up without seeing the name. "Hello?"

"I'm in Daegu, where are you." I heard Jimin's voice. But I frowned that he went to Daegu.

"Why are you here?" I asked him out of concerned.

I can hear him take a deep breath, "Because I need to tell you something."

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This will continue in the 2nd book I'm creating.

2nd book will have more smuts in it. I promise.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO OUR LEADER JOON! I LOVE YOUUUUU! 💜💜💜💜