Jung Eunji

Today I woke up automatically. Supposedly I will wake up at 9 am but I woke up at 7 am. My meeting with Mr. Kim is later at 11 am. I think my body clock is working now....or is it only working today? Am I excited? Why am I excited? It's not like it's a date or something...or is it..?

I shook my head and slapped both of my cheeks with my hand. "He has a girlfriend. Stop thinking about it Eunji. Work is work and that is that." I held my heart and closed my eyes. I nod to myself let's calm down today Eunji.

"Oh my god what will I wear today?" I get up and went to the kitchen to make myself some breakfast. As usual cheerios with a banana slice. I was about to get the banana when I saw the strawberry beside it.

The reason why I was angry at him. "You darn strawberry, because of you I acted rude to my boss..." I grabbed the strawberry and bite it. That's what it gets for punishment.

I grabbed my breakfast and sat on my couch. I checked facebook for events. While scrolling I saw a picture of Mr. Kim. I bite my lip and carefully clicked to his profile.

Damn he is pretty...no wonder I like— wait what. I like...to help him with the store. Ofcourse It's good to help pretty boys. I scrolled through his profile, a lot of his photos is him wearing a tux. Ohhh he isn't a boy but a man! Love myself a ma— what am I thinking? No way I don't like Mr. Kim. But I definitely! not...not like him. I'm in trouble.

You know those times where you buy clothes and you think they're pretty but you only used them once because they don't match with any of your other clothes? That's my closet right now. It's a trash, I seriously need some help for fashion.

I took out a lot of dresses that I think is beautiful...well it's not a lot. I tried a white dress that has collar. Uhm...too plain. I grabbed the green one but I think green...is a little too much right? I mean it's so bright. I tried a lot more and decided to go with a pastel pink off shoulders blouse that has a rip on the elbow and a grey skirt. I selected some accessories.

Today! I made a big effort to my make-up than usual. What? I am not trying to look pretty okay? I...I don't have to explain myself. I just want to try this look that's all period!

I grabbed my bag and wore my white heels then head out of the door. I go inside the elevator and check the time. 10:24 am. Well I am early...good job for hiding you're excited eunji! Nice work!

I arrived Infront of the store and waited there. The wind blows and my hair flows with it. It's fall and winter is coming soon. Can't wait for the snow. The first snow is my favorite and how great will the first snow be when you're with someone...will the store be open by that time? Hope it does.

I waited longer than I expected and I'm starting to regret wearing heels. I checked the time and it's already 11:38. I sat at the bench and removed my heels. Later on my phone vibrated. It's a text from Mr. Kim. My face lit up and I opened the message.

'Ms. Jung I'm sorry but I'm afraid I can't come with you today. Something came up and I need to handle it first. Don't buy the tables yet. For the painting buy the darkest blue they have. Again I'm sorry Ms. Jung'

My face fell. I stared at the busy street letting it sink in. I look stupid. Putting effort on everything then being thrown away. What did I expect? No..why did I expect? Knowing that he has someone..

I feel like crying. But I won't. What was I thinking! I just met him and I'm already head over heels for him. I turned off my phone and grabbed a taxi. I went to 'Benjamin Moore Paint' to get the as the boss called it...the Darkest blue I can see.

After buying three tins of dark blue paint I walked around gangnam. The night lights are so pretty. I suddenly felt lonely. Whatever I guess I'll just drink my sadness away.

I saw 'Chikenui Minjok' and went inside for some beer and chicken. Chicken and beer is the best! I went inside and found a vacant seat.

I called out for some beer and chicken. After awhile It came and I started to drink. Knowing myself this is actually a bad idea since I'm not a heavy drinker. After a while I started to feel tipsy. I can't control what I'm doing. I lay my head at the table.

I felt someone waking me up. I looked up and Oh! well well look who decided to show up! I saw Mr. Kim. I smiled at him. "Mr. Kim! What are you doing here? Sit! Sit! Have a drink!"

"Uh..o-okay sure" we finished a bottle or more like I finished it. Then I felt even more tipsy and dizzy. "Mr. Kim...where did you go today?" I said with a drunk voice. He didn't answer. He just looked at me.

I covered my face "Awww....Mr. Kim don't look at me like that! I know I look pretty today. Look" I showed my face a moved closer to him across the table.

"I made extra effort for today but you didn't come..." I stick out my lower lip. "I'm sorry Ms. Jung I didn't know it would affect you like this.."

"Why wouldn't it?" Don't say it eunji...don't say it! Snap out of it! "Ms. Jung I think you're pretty messed up and dru—"

"Mr. Kim!" He stopped talking and looked at me. "I like you..."

—BONUS PIC!

Picture at the top is what Eunji wore to her SELF DATE hihi.

Thank you loves!