Kim Junmyeon

I came early to our store to check it. I called Joo last night but she didn't pick up. So I texted her goodnight and went to sleep early last night, but until now still no call or text message from her. I'm starting to get worried.

I'm on my way to the store and I can't still stop thinking about Joo, I grabbed my phone and went to my contacts to call Joo again. I waited but still she didn't answer. I stopped walking and checked any of her social medias to see if she posted anything but still got nothing.

Did I do anything wrong? Did something bad happened to her? All of these questions that can't be answered are not helping me, I have to see her. I'm starting to breathe faster, suddenly I felt fear and sadness.

I signaled at the taxi and went to her house. I don't care if her parents are there I need to find her!

I arrived at her house and paid the taxi. I hope she's here, I pressed the door bell and waited. There was no answer and it was quiet. I was about to ring the bell again when the door swung open and his father was standing there.

I bowed to him. "Uhm I'm wondering if Joo's home? She isn't pick—" "Yes she is. And she doesn't want to talk to you. You may leave now." he closed the door and I heard him walked away.

I stopped my tears and took several deep breaths. Why is she doing this to me? Did I do something wrong? Was it because of her father? I pressed the door bell a lot of times again and when they didn't opened it I banged the door.

"JOO! COME OUT TALK TO ME! COME ON DON'T DO THIS TO ME!" I cried. I can feel other people looking at me but I don't care! I just want my Joo back!

"IS THIS IT?! AFTER EVERYTHING?! YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME LIKE THIS JOO!" The door opened. There she is. She looked cold, her eyes dead. I don't know if this is the same Joo I know.

I came closer to her. "Stop! stop right there. Don't come anymore closer." My heart sank and my tears freely rolled on my cheeks. She looked at my eyes and for a minute I saw sadness at her eyes but then she looked away and her dead eyes are back.

"Joo..." my voice is trembling. "Joo...why are you doing this? Come on...you promised me forever. Where is it now? Why are you giving up now? What about our dream? 'Moon meets darkness' remember? " I tried looking at her eyes. She's crying. "Look at me Joo...look at me!" She looked at me.

"I-I don't love you anymore" her eyes is red. "Bullshit! Don't try to trick me! We were fine just yesterday! You said you love me!" She shooks her head.

"I-I'm sorry I can't— I can't do this rightnow." She was about to close the door but I stopped her. She pushed me away. "Just leave." again with those cold eyes. I nodded and wiped my tears but they keep on coming again. "I don't know why you're doing this but...I'll wait Joo...I'll wait for you." then I walked away.

I don't know what to do without Joo. How am I still me if a piece of me is missing. The only thing that keeps me going is gone now...How do I keep up?

I went to the bar thinking I would be fine after a few drinks. I drinked and drinked. "Joo...comeback please..." I'm crying at the table when I felt a hand on my back. I looked at her. I can't open my eyes properly, I think I'm drunk. I blinked twice and saw Joo. "Joo...don't leave me please." she came closer and cupped my cheeks then she kissed me. I kissed her back letting her feel my love for her.

I broke the kiss. When I looked at her she isn't Joo. I pushed the girl. "You're not Joo! Why are you kissing me!" The girl fell on the floor crying. She thinks she's having a bad day. Well then wait until I tell you my story.

The bouncer of the club then dragged me out and thrown me outside. I fell on the floor coughing. I laid there looking at the sky. I cried. The store...what should I do about the store? Our dreams together...

I suddenly remembered her last words to me "I love you Junmyeon." I cried even more. I tried to stand up but I'm too drunk to do it. I closed my eyes and hoped this is all a dream.