~Chapter Four~

Yamaguchi POV

I wake up and as i'm about to get up and get ready for school I then realize that it's Saturday. I yawn and grab my phone to look at the time. It's 9:36 a.m and I sigh because I don't have any plans for today.

I want to actually do something today and not sit around all day. Should I text Tsukki and see if he wants to hang out He might be busy and I don't want to annoy him. I sigh again not really sure what to do. I shrug it off and get up to grab some breakfast.

I make my way to the kitchen humming that song Tsukki and I listened to not too long ago at lunch. I get ingredients to make some eggs out since I haven't had those in a while.

I start making them on the stove and while I'm making them I hear my phone vibrate on the counter. Since i'm busy I can't really look at who texted me. So I'll just text them when I'm done.

Not long after the first message I hear my phone go off again. That's weird I rarely get text messages unless it's sometimes from Tsukki or someone else from the team letting me know something.

I finish putting the eggs on my plate and grab some juice from the fridge. And sit down with everything in front of me. I then take a bite of my eggs and reach over and grab my phone. My eyes widened at who texted me.

<3Tsukki: Are you awake?

<3Tsukki: I was wondering if you wanted to come over and hang out?

That's weird, normally it's me asking to hang with Tsukki. I slightly laugh to myself.

Me: Hang out as in stay over or just hang out?

I set my phone back down and go back to eating, I keep my eyes on my phone waiting for a response. About a minute later I get a reply, I set my fork down hoping Tsukki asks me to stay over.

<3Tsukki: Stay over if you'd like.

I smile to myself and laugh again knowing Tsukki is probably sitting there with a blank face as always and it's probably just me getting excited. I stop eating. Why am I getting all excited? This is definitely not the first time i've stayed at Tsukkis house. I guess I'm just excited because it's been a while.

I have noticed Tsukki has been talking to me more and I guess now he wants to hang out more. I feel my face heat up, when Tsukki and I were younger I always admired him for not giving a damn what anyone else thinks. I guess as we grew older all the admiration turned into love.

I blush thinking those thoughts. I sigh because I have no idea what Tsukki feels, it's bad enough he rarely says what's on his mind. But now that I think about it he has been smiling a little more at me than he used to.

I like it when Tsukki smiles, his smile is gentle but full of meaning even if he doesn't intend it that way. I smile and continue to think of all the things I love about Tsukki. I love how he loves dinosaurs and I love his cute star shirts. I picture Tsukki in his favorite star shirt and giggle a little.

I eat another bite of my eggs and message him back.

Me: Sure Tsukki i'll come over, Is there a certain time you want me over?

After I send the message I finish eating and clean the dishes off real quick, I then start heading up to pack my things and take a shower. While packing my clothes and whatnot I get a message from Tsukki.

<3Tsukki: You can come whenever you want.

I smile and continue packing and then I head to the bathroom to take a quick shower.

(Tsukki POV)

I start cleaning my room a little just so when Yams comes over he doesn't think my room is a complete mess. As I finish up and make sure everything is in place, I glance over at my desk and see the picture frame of Yamaguchi and I when we were kids.

I smile and pick the frame and look at it some more. It's me giving Yamaguchi a piggyback ride and we are both laughing. Come to think of it I don't remember this being taken.

I don't mind though, I'm glad it was. I set it back down and sit down on my bed and look around my room. I still have some dinosaur figures on myself, maybe I'll move them. What if Yams think their lame. I decide to leave them because he probably won't notice.

It's been a while since I last had Yamaguchi over, I really didn't want to be alone this weekend so I figured why not have him over. Akiteru is at a friends house and mom went to visit relatives that are far away.

I check the time on my phone it is now 11:22 a.m. I kinda wish he would be here already. I feel my face heat up and I cover my face with my hands. I don't know if I should tell him how I feel or not. I don't know how he feels about me and I don't want to ruin the friendship we have now.

I hear a knock at the door which brings me out of my thoughts. I regain my composure and walk into the hallway to the door. I open the door and see Yamaguchi smiling up at me.

I open the door more motioning for him to come inside. He steps in and takes his shoes off and places them neatly off to the side. I walk past him and head towards my room and he follows.

He sets his bag down near my dresser then he looks up and sees the dinosaur figures that I have. I tense up and my face heats up. "You still have these?" he says smiling at me.

"Oh those, Yea I still have them. You probably think it's lame though right?" I say scratching my neck looking down at the floor. I hear him chuckle softly. "I dont think it's lame at all. It's actually really-" he pauses and I look up at him, now he's the one whose face is red. "Nevermind." he says turning to face my desk.

I really wanted him to finish his sentence. I really hope he didn't think it was dumb. I look up at him again and he's looking at the photo of us when we were kids. He smiles softly and looks like he's having a good daydream. "Wait I don't remember this picture being taken." He says while laughing. "Neither do I." I say laughing a little.

"Tsukki." Yams says while putting the frame down. "Hm." I am curious about what he's going to say next. "Have you had lunch yet? If not, can I cook?" He says while grinning at me. "Sure we don't have much but I'm sure you can find something."

"How does ramen but I make it my way sound?" he says while making his way to the kitchen. "Your ramen sounds pretty good to be honest." I say following him into the kitchen. I'm not really sure what he puts in it but when he makes ramen or just any food in general it tastes really good.

I sit down at the counter while he gathers the things to make the food. I gaze at him moving so smoothly around the kitchen as if he does it everyday.

If I'm being honest I wouldn't mind eating his cooking everyday. I freeze and I feel my face get really hot. Ever since I realized my true feelings for Yams my thoughts have been all over the place just the other day I was thinking of what he would look like in a- I stop myself right there and I bang my head on the counter for remembering the thought.

I must have accidentally scared Yams because when I look back up he looks at me worriedly. "Uh Tsukki are you okay?" I give him an embarrassed smile and nod my head. He gives me a small smile and turns back around.

I rub my forehead and wince. I can tell it will leave a mark but I really don't care. For some reason I find myself wondering what Yams is thinking about or whether or not he thinks of me.

Yams pokes my cheek and sets down the ramen in front of me. "What are you so lost in thought about?" Yams says while laughing a little. "I-its nothing, I mean It's nothing bad. It's just-." I can tell my face is super red. I look away hoping He didn't see.

"Tsukki, it's okay I was just wondering. If there is anything on your mind don't hesitate to tell me." Yams says smiling sweetly at me, it honestly gives me butterflies.

I smile and start eating. He sits down next to me and starts eating as well. "How is it? I hope it tastes good, i can make something else if you want." I chuckle at how he's worrying. "Yams it tastes good no need to worry." He sighs from what I assume is relief and goes back to eating. Is what I think really that important to him?

"Hey yams, do you wanna watch a movie when we're done?" I say taking another bite of my food. He smiles and nods his head .

We finish eating and I help Yams with the dishes. While making our way to the living room Yams pauses and I look back at him giving him a confused look. "I'll be right back. I'm going to change into something comfy." He says making his way to my room.

I walk into the living room grabbing the remote and sitting down on the couch. I'm not really sure what movie I should pick. I guess I'll just ask Yams when he gets back. Not long after Yams walks in wearing a shirt and some sweatpants.

He sits down towards the other side of the couch and I frown a little kinda wanting him to sit closer to me. "Is there a certain movie you wanted to watch?" I said, looking at him. He thinks for a second then looks back at me. "Can we watch a scary movie?" I give him a surprised look. I think the last time we tried watching a scary movie together was when we were kids and that week he was even clingier than usual but I wasn't complaining.

"Are you sure you can handle a scary movie?" I say laughing. "I'm not a kid anymore, of course I can handle it." He says doing a cute little pout. "If you say so Yams." I say turning back to the T.V and finding a scary movie.

About 30 minutes in I can tell Yams is regretting his decision. I glance at him from time to time and I can tell he's scared out of his mind, he also jumps every time a scary part comes on and I feel bad.

I pause the movie and I can feel my face heat up at what I'm about to offer. "Yams if you're scared you can scoot closer to me if you want." I say not meeting his eyes because I'm too embarrassed. I press play and turn back to the T.V.

Moments later I feel Yams scoot closer to me. I'm too nervous to look at him so I keep my eyes on the T.V.

Another scary part comes off and I can feel him jump again, a few seconds later a loud noise scares yams so he clings to the sleeve of my shirt. I smile because I think it's cute.

After the movie I put on a comedy movie instead so he doesn't get scared anymore. He let go of me a little while ago and I kinda miss it. Yams laughs at the movie and it makes me smile because I absolutely adore his laugh.

Throughout the movie yams will laugh time to time and I smile when he does.

We continue to watch movies all day and I can tell both of us are fine with it. It's getting late and I can tell both of us are getting tired and I decide to put on one last movie.

About halfway through the movie I feel Yamaguchi lay his head on me. I look over and find that he's asleep. I smile softly at his sleeping figure. As I'm gazing at his face he then snuggles into me more. I slowly lift my arm and set my glasses on the table next to the couch and so it's more comfortable for both of us.

Seeing him cuddled up on me reminds me of a time when we were kids and Yamaguchi and I were about to go to bed. He told me he was afraid of the dark and I told him he could sleep next to me on my bed if he wants to. He did, and basically did the same thing he's doing right now.

I smile at the memory and then I close my eyes thinking more about what else we used to do as kids. While thinking of us as kids I feel myself drifting off into sleep hoping that when I wake up Yamaguchi will still be in my arms.

A/N: I hop you liked this chapter :) Sorry for any mistakes.