chapter 28

HOLLY'S POV

"holly ... " he set me down. stupid boy. i started to run again but he caught me. " okay lets try something " he pulled me into the hotel. yea we got a few stares but who cares.he drags me into a closet and locks it. then he lets me go and blocks the door. " okay what happened " he asks. i stay silent. "holly why did you run? " he asks again. i remain quiet. " holly tell me " he begs. "um...because ...." i stop. "because ....???" he urges. " because im to young? " i say questioning if that was believeable . " you and i both know thats not true " okay so he is smart. " because i ... was scared of hights? " i lie again. "enough  lies holly. why did you run? " he asks sternly. " because  we can't be together  " i frown giving up. he has to know at some point. " what?  why? " his voice filled with pain. " because i have hsjslaojdhrkslejjrdkjajaldj "i mumble.  "because what?" he questions. " i have hekdloshelakehrjkdljdjelpaojdj " i mumble again. " come again? " he strains his ear. i sigh. " i have cancer ross " . "that is the worst lie ever. don't even joke about that " i can't believe he doesn't believe me. i stay quiet. " wait... your not serious are you? " he asks. i look down. " no.  no no no no no!  holly im so sorry i didn't believe you "he chokes out. " its fine Ross " i continue watching my shoes. " i have to live with it " . " when did you get diagnosed. what type? "he asks. " i have leukemia, i was diagnosed a month before the concert. " i shrug and sit down. ross follows. " im so sorry -" " i don't need you to be sorry for me ross! i don't want your pity " i say sharply. he lookes taken back. speechless.  i open the door and leave him there. everyone was in the front now. i glare at them i know its not their fault but im still mad. " holly -" " leave me alone "i  cut off riker. i walk to the bus and hide.

∞3 months later ∞

tour ended already. we're in cali now since my parents still aren't back. i miss them like crazy but they don't pick up the damn phone. ross is the only one that knows about my cancer  and we plan on keeping it that way. its 7am and i can't sleep. WAIT A MINUTE!!  I FORGOT HALEY LIVES HERE NOW! oh i miss her so much! i pick up my phone and type ' haley thomas '

Google search :

Haley Thomas

age 17 (born August 3rd 1995)

parents : harper thomas

siblings : holly thomas, hannah thomas

movies : crime and murder, call the cops,  call the.cops 2,  red rover,  here lucky, amazing grace, austin and ally, teen beach movie, zapped,  hole and dig, just friends etc.

relationship status : single

lives : northridge, CA

my sister must be famous. the manager's phone number was online so i ended up calling  her.

" becky moris, acting manager 101 " she answers. " hi becky I'm calling for haley Thomas " i tell her." sorry no fans are aloud to talk to my clients  " " DON'T HANG UP! " i say quickly.  " im not a fan im her sister holly "i tell her. " have proof " she asks. " we lived in littleton Colorado  and went to littleton elementary, our dad hated us was sent to jail then escaped got caught and died, our sister died hannah during a wedding, step sister is bella reed,  she has a bracelet that has a golden heart she gave me a matching one before she.moved -" i was cut off. " its ok i believe ya kid do you want me to get her?" she asks." uh no. im visiting cali and i want to surprise her "i explain. " ms. Thomas has a coffee run at starbucks in 15 .meet us there " she agrees. "thank you so much miss moris " i hang up and change.  i put on a purple long sleeve top with lace sleeves, dark denim jeans,  and combat boots. i put my hair in 2 braids and took my phone and keys and drove to starbucks. i see a limo pull away from the shop. im guessing she's here. i take a deep breath and walk inside. there she was in a pink mini dress, black converse,  and a floppy hat and sunglasses to disguise herself. i walk up to her and tap her. "haley " i whisper . "who are you and how do you know.me? " she snaps. Hollywood changes people. "holly i grew up with you "i tell her. " oh, well hi now can you leave your blowing my cover " she says rudely. okay why is my sister being a bitch? " im pretty sure the limo already gave your cover away movie star " i snap. " uh how dare you bitch " she growls. " me? im the bitch? no your the bitch!  i come here to surprise you and here you are a spoiled brat. i may not be as rich as you but im still your sister! " i say getting slightly louder. " excuse me! fuck you! do you know who i am!!! " she yells. " yea.. the bitch i grew up wit" i smirk. its all serious and then she starts laughing.  " OMG YOU TOTALLY BOUGHT THAT! " . " wait that was all an act? " i ask. she nods. Becky made me do it sorry. i missed you sis! " she exclaims  hugging me. " you to? " im still unsure of what to do. "so what are you doing in northridge? " she asks. "mom, new dad, bells, and the boys went out of town and i was on tour with ross and -" she cut me off. " your back with ross! when  did that happen? "r5 had a concert in Littleton. we reunited i went on tour with him now we're here " i explained. " are you dating yet?"she asks. "no , it's complicated. he wrote this amazing song for me and-" "aww thats sweet why didn't you say yes?" she interrupts. "because I have cancer  " i frown. "oh yea leukemia right ?" she asks i nod. " and i could die any day i don't want to hurt him anymore than my absence will. " she nods understanding. " its gonna get better 'h' " she rubs my arm calming me. "who else knows?" "just ross "i tell her. "what about the rest?" she drinks her frappe. "im not ready to tell them yet " i frown . " and thats ok just give it time" she nods. " but i don't have time ! im up to the point where every minute counts " . " Don't say that holly" she frowns. "BUT ITS TRUE"i whine. its quiet for a minute. "i already lost Hannah i can't lose you yet too " she says softly. "im sorry hal.". "you know what it is ok . you can't control it " she smiles. "thanks for understanding " i hug her tightly for a quick second . " of course.  i know you better than you know yourself minus the being apart for 3-4 years " we laugh. "yea well im the only one that knows you have a crush on rocky lynch "i nudge her. " shh!!  don't tell people " she says seriously but i know she's joking. " he's still single .." i trail off. " can you put in a word for me? " she asks. "oh yea of course " she smiles. "thanks! "  " no problem. " i smile.  she checks her watch and gasps." oh my gosh i have a reading in 10 minutes, this was fun but i gotta go " she panics. " its ok thanks for talking i really missed you ". " yea anytime missed you too gotta go! " she gathers her things and screams 'bye ' as she runs out the.door. i leave a tip and head back to the lynch house.