chapter 14

" ross ?" I ask nervous and confused . weird mixture I know right . " hey " he smiled as if nothing happened between us . I took this time to look at his arm . and I was right . it wasn't there . " so stupid " I mumbled to myself . " what " ross asked not hearing what I said . " what do you want ross " I asked a little more coldly . " well i saw you up here and it's been a while so i thought we should catch up ya know hang out like we used to " he grins as if i would say yes. you have got to be serious . " no . " i answer simply watching his face fall . " why not " he asked . " you think after all we went through as kids growing up together and then leaving a note saying goodbye forever . and here i come to see you again and you broke the promise of moving on ? you have a girlfriend , you have a new best friend , you don't need me ross .im just a memory. you have everything you want . you have and acting career you are in a famous band and im not there . everything you want while i mope around at home with my stupid 9 year old brothers and my non biological sister that is my only best friend besides an 18 year old named amity that's right she lived with us . so while you live your stupid dream i lose everything at home and you just march up to me and think hanging out is gonna fix what we had , you sure as well have some nerve but no thank you ross i am over you and you can't do anything to change that !" i burst out . " now leave so i can have alone time with my sister " i tell him . " wait who died your soul " he asks coldly . my eyes tearing up now . " Hannah " i give and just walk away . away from Hannah's grave . and away from ross . oh i wish he would just leave me alone . but no he had to chase after me . "WAIT ! HOLLY I AM SO SORRY" he yells after me . i stop dead in my tracks . " it's to late for sorry  goodbye forever ,.......ross " i continue walking away in tears with my heart throbbing . i want ross back but , it will never be the same . it was getting late now and i know my house is a good drive away . so i start my car and drive away . i know it's dangerous driving with blurry eyes but at least i made it home alive . i walked up to the door and opened it . all the light were off and it was very dark inside . on the table was a note so of course i walked over to read it

dear holly ,

we all are asleep except for maybe bella . i hope you cleared you head but

it is time for you to sleep , we love you , goodnight

right bed . dream land . the magical place to escape . but all i could think about was what just happened . talk about clearing my head . i walked up the stairs into my old bed room . i have spent 16 years in this place . half my years were with ross . what is wrong with me . why does my mouth speak what it thinks without my permission . well whatever im going to bed . peace

BELLA'S POV :0

rockster - so you will do it ?

bella- sure as long as i can come with

rockster - of course ;)

what was i doing you ask . ross told rocky about everything Holly said and rocky told me . they are trying to get me to sign up Holly for a contest to go on tour with them . of course im going to go with her . they are gonna pick Holly even if they pull someone else's name but this way she will actually be fair . fair whatever my butt . but it's what they want so i can't complain . i mean Holly is gonna hate me . but common on going on tour with R5 is gonna be so much fun . i guess i am a toats R5er . but this isn't just for me and rocky . or ross to reunite with his past friend . it's for Holly . she has never let him go and it's about time they get back together or else she will fall to pieces in a heartbeat . they are gonna stay with amity for a week until the contest announcement on TV .  i heard Holly creep up the stairs slowly and gently but this old house you could here the wooden boards creek at each step you make . i heard a door shut and i asummed it was her bedroom door .PHEW ! i open my laptop and fill out Holly's resume

name: Holly Reed

gender : female

date of birth : august 2nd 1995

age : 16

language : English

description: hazel brown eyes , long chocolate hair, tan skin , 5'7

city/state : Littleton . Colorado

*your registration has been sent thank you for entering and best luck to you*

huh . that's a nice message to hear when you are gonna win a contest .i mean we already have best luck but still . haha . i reach to take another sip of my caramel frappichino from starbucks . i suck up air when i reach the  straw . well that's not good . i look into my cup . i gasp when i see the most unbarealbe thing on earth . there is a dark day in this world . a day when everything you love is gone . a day when you lose the one thing that matters most . i drank all my starbucks frappe . the world has come to and end . the dark days have just begun . " NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I cry . the door swings open to reveal a scarred looking Holly . " whats wrong " she worries . i drank all my starbucks frappe " i pout . " say it isn't so " she gasps . i show her my empty cup . she shuts her eyes . " oh ! the horror !" . i laugh and set my cup down . " AND SCENE !" i chuckle ans she re-opens her eyes . " what are you doing up at 1 am " she asks me . " just talking to rocky " i shrug . " on a laptop " she folds her arms . " and downloading some pictures of rocky no biggy " i shrug . she laughs " good night bella " she exits my room and creeks back to hers . it's time to sleep bella . it's done now

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HOLLY'S POV

i yawn and stretch my arms out like i do every morning . i look out the window to see the beautiful day but what i see is what i haven't seen in years . it was ross . by the window . the one i used to climb into to see him . the one he used to climb out of to see me . the one that held the note that broke my heart . he was there . i blinked my eyes thinking i was halisintating again . but it was real . he was there this time . it was ross . i stand up and walk over to my window to get a better view . okay i was wrong . it was ross shirtless by the window . not just sitting there but playing his guitar . that could have been him years ago and i would feel more comfortable and happy he's there. but im not . im not happy he's here . he ruined my life by leaving . whatever im gonna get dressed . i let down my blind and went to my closet this is gonna be a long day

ROSS'S POV

feels good to be back to the old window . this window was a very important part of history for me . it was the place she came in to see me when we were little . it was the place i left to see her . it was the place i found my feelings for her when i was 10 . it was also the place i was forced to leave that note that was surely enough to brake her heart

FLASHBACK

" did you tell Holly you were leaving tonight " mom asked as i came back into the house . i gave my self a huge faceplam . that's what i forgot . " dude bad move . she is gonna wanna come to see you tomorrow and your never gonna see her again " riker chuckled at my move . " instead of telling her because she is most likely asleep by now you need to put a note telling her we moved and any last words of yours . it will brake her heart that its  from paper and not from you but she has to know so do it now " mom instructed me . i don't want to hurt Holly . maybe this is best . i wrote on a sticky note and taped it to my window . im sorry Holly . never forget me i will never move on . i hopped in the car and we drove away to the airport . it's been a blast growing up here . but it's not to soon to get out of it

END OF FLASHBACK

my phone all of a sudden started ringing . it was amber . " yellow ?" i asked . she laughed a sad laugh . " hey ross " she said sorrowfully . " babe whats wrong " i ask in full concern . " meet me at the park we need to talk " she sniffles and hangs up . i quickly thrown on a shirt and my converse and go downstairs to my car . " be right back im meeting up with amber " i yell on my way out the door . i get in my car and drive to the park . i see the blonde hair that i love so much . amber was in a white plain t-shirt and and a light blue flowy skirt that went down to her knees . she had on white flats and her hair was straight and down to her mid back . " hey amber whats up " i ask walking to her . she had obviously been crying . with her voice filled with sadness on the phone and her puffy red eyes and wet cheeks . " babe we need to talk " she sighs . " whats wrong " i ask sadness creeping up on me , this can't be good . " my dad is moving to the UK for a job transfer . ross we have to brake up " she says as more tears fall . i quicky wipe them away with my thumb . " can't you just stay with us on tour " i ask . she shakes her head no . " we are leaving tonight . " she frowns pulling me into a hug . " you have to be kidding me " ask in a huff of sadness . " i wish i were ross . i wish i were " she sighs along with me . " goodbye ross " she kisses me for the last time before walking of . " but ross that girl , the one who ran away from us after the concert . the one that talked to you during the Q&A on stage , she really cares about you i can tell . do something for me . i need you to give her a chance , it's like you are made for each other . i can see it in the way you look at each other " she tells me before walking to her car . " goodbye amber , maybe we can be friends still . text each other and stuff " i ask . " of course " she smiles through tears and drives away leaving me in a dramtic way like Holly used to . Holly . she was talking about Holly . but how do i get her back . she hates me for what i did . and to make it worse i made fun of her sister that died . Ryland is gonna be disappointed when he finds out Hannah died . but how do i prove to Holly i still love her . the bracelet .

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