Chapter 41

Chapter 41: (HELENA'S POINT OF VIEW!!)

*6 Months Later!!!!*

 Me and Marshall have been dating for a year now. A lot had changed. I moved in with Marshall 3 months ago. Juliana and Caroline kept my apartment. Kim is out of rehab but the girls live with us. She had them for the weekend though. Things with Marshall were getting a little out of control. I honestly could feel the difference in our relationship. And of course it was about sex. He's tried a couple of times but I had to stop myself. I am really mad that sex is making my relationship have problems. I love Marshall so much and I almost gave in but I just couldn't.

"Helena you don't know what it feels like for me!" Marshall screamed at me.

 "I already told you we don't have to do this anymore! I can just get my shit together and leave! I can’t believe your letting your thirst get ahead of us." I told him.

 "Oh come on! Don't give me that bullshit! I am a man. I need sex! I love you, yes but you don't let me show you!" Marshall screamed.

"Marshall why don't you just understand that I can’t! Seriously, I knew I shouldn't have moved in." I said.

I was so mad that I just grabbed my keys and walked out. Marshall followed behind me.

"Helena! Wait! I am sorry." He said.

 I just ignored him, and got in my car. I drove off. Right when I was away from the house I just started to break down. I can’t believe this. Marshall is basically slipping from my hands. I just sat in my car and cried.

(MARSHALL'S POINT OF VIEW!!)

 What the fuck! I was so frustrated. I don't know why I have been so upset with Helena for. Part of it was the sex but the other part I just didn't know. Helena was putting up with my crap, which made me love her even more. She loved my daughters and my daughters loved her. I don't know why I was such a prick to her. I was so mad that I just started rapping. I was writing down ideas for about an hour and Helena still wasn't home. At that moment I just didn't give a fuck so I went to go see a good friend.