3️⃣5️⃣

Some weeks have passed , me and Bucky continued to "hate" each other , while I was considering to give Steve another chance, I still have some feeling for him , it's not easy , it's not just break up and puff in a snap of fingers the feelings go away , I wish it was easy , but it's not .

Well I went to outside and in the garage doors of the compound , I saw Steve , but I stepped closer and he wasn't alone , a blonde girl was there too , is that Sharon ? , I just froze , they were kinda of making out , I had tears rolling down my face until she stopped the kiss and felt a presence with them , it was when she looked at me .

Making Steve look as well " y/n ?" He asked " NOW we are breaking up for real " I said turning to leave " wait " he says " what ?" I said emotionless " why were you here ?" " I was here to give you a second chance but I guess you made the second chance with someone " I said " I- " he started " don't say anything ok , I don't care anymore, we're separated, we aren't dating anymore so ..." " can I ask you something?" He asked " hum " I said impatient " can we at least end up well like without fights , just being friends " he asked " whatever you want " I said shrugging trying to sound tough but inside I was collapsing " thank you " he said coming back to that bitch Ok you wanna go that way , well , I have my ways too .

Once I entered the compound, I tried to find a empty corridor where no one actually passed through, I collapsed , with my back in the wall I slide down until I'm with my knees on my chest . Crying my eye balls out, and with a big effort to not get my powers out.

I felt steps in my direction, but my vision was blurry , until I felt a cold hand on my knees....Bucky. " doll you ok?" He asked , putting his fingers on my chin pulling it up so that I was looking at his blue eyes . "No" " what happened?" He asked pulling myself up and hugging me " your best friend happened " " what did he do this time ?" " I- I was about to give him another chance , but-but he was already with another bitch that stupid new agent that I hate , Sharon" I said He just looked at me deadly in my eyes " you were about to give HIM another chance ?! " he asked kinda hurt" why about me , us?" " Bucky , he was my boyfriend, my first boyfriend , ok ?when you love someone the feelings never go away so easily you know , but , now I realise that maybe the the feelings that I had for him was just adoration, something totally different than you "