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Third person's POV

Chaerin was shocked and just looked away "I don't know-"

"I'm not rushing you. You can think of it, Chaerin. I will wait for your decision" Hyunjin told him and patted her head "Let's go and pick up your order. They are probably looking for us"

She just nodded slowly and they both went to pick up what Chaerin ordered. They arrived at the restaurant that is famous for street foods and chicken partnered with soju. She went inside and left Hyunjin waiting outside.

Hyunjin took a deep breath and there, his heart suddenly felt hurt. He never felt this kind of hurt and he never tried to do everything for a girl. He even became a fool just to help her no matter how much it will hurt him. He doesn't care. He is doing all of those for the girl he loves. His eyes darted to the dark sea as he felt his tears started falling. He won't regret doing such, he will be proud one day if ever Chaerin successfully loved him back. He will do everything for her, everything. He can even risk his own life for the love he wants...

As Chaerin finally got the order, they both went back to the rest house. Everyone is drinking already, Chaerin had a few drinks before she went out to order, only Hyunjin is the one who didn't touched his drinks. He is sitting, facing Chaerin and Felix which breaks his heart even more. He can't believe he is in love with his friend's girlfriend. It finally hit him.

It will hurt him even more, that after a few years, Chaerin is still in love with the guy she loves back then, it was his friend. Still, none of those reasons stopped him from loving her even more. He is hoping that one day Chaerin will do the same for him. She will love him back and she will be happy because of Hyunjin.

As the time goes by, they are all enjoying their drinks slowly, only Jisung, Jeongin and Seungmin are getting drunk because they are drinking like there is not tomorrow, while Chan is busy with his phone, Minho is eating the chicken, Hyunjin is cleanin the mess on the table, Heiran is talking to Changbin and Felix is currently talking to Chaerin.

"Let's drink more!" Jisung shouted and took one bottle with him. He drank one more and Hyunjin caught his attention "Aren't you hurt?"

Hyunjin looked at him confusingly "Huh?"

"I mean, you said you like Chaerin. Why aren't you doing anything to make her yours?" Jisung finally hit it

That question reflected on Hyunjin's mind. He was right. Why is he not doing anything to make Chaerin his? The question really did hit the bottom.

"He is drunk" Felix told Chan

"Let's go" Chan said and helped Jisung go to his room

Minho helped Jeongin to their room, Changbin helped Seungmin to his room, leaving Heiran, Chaerin, Felix and Hyunjin at the living room.

"You guys go to your room. I'll clean everything here" Heiran said

"I'll help you" Hyunjin said trying not to make it awkward for Chaerin and Felix

"We'll go ahead" Chaerin told them, and both she and Felix went upstairs

Chaerin is not drunk yet, even Felix. They both agreed not to drink that much but Chaerin drank a few bottle compare to Felix, still she is nit drunk. They both entered Chaerin and Heiran's room

"This is much better than our room" Felix said as he closed the door and looked at the room "Did you picked this on purpose?"

Chaerin sat on the bed "I didn't. It was Jeongin who gave it to us. He probably gave this to us on purpose because of Heiran"

"I can tell" Felix chuckled and watched the sea through the window

Chaerin is looking at his back view. She can't take her eyes off of her and wants to stare at him forever. She doesn't want and doesn't know what will happen to her if ever they will end. She is hoping that the King will tell them that they can end up together. She is hoping that one day everything will be fine.

But until when is she going to keep on hoping?

She stood up and made Felix face her "You know I love you, right?" she asked and Felix nodded, a smile curved on her lips as she slowly kissed Felix

Felix was shocked but he thought it was just a normal kiss like what they do. As the time goes by, the kiss is getting deeper and hotter. It wasn't a normal kiss anymore. It feels like something just made Felix turned on...

Chaerin's hand started exploring his body sexily and it kept making Felix turn on. He knows Chaerin wants something else.

He let go of the kiss "What are you doing? Are you drunk?"

"I want us to do it. Can we? We love each other-" Chaerin

"But it's not enough reason for us to do such. I am a boy and I know you are aware that once the kiss gets deeper, I am turned on. So, please" Felix said and removed her hands from shirt "I know you are drunk-"

Chaerin kissed him again and removed her cardigan. She is turned on as well and she can still control herself but she chose not to.

Felix let go of the kiss again "Chaerin, you are out of your mind. You just pissed me off. This is not what I want. We can wait after the wedding, right? What's with you? Why are you suddenly acting like this? Just talk to me when you finally realize" he said and left the room

Chaerin lost her strength as she realized what she wanted to happen "You are crazy, Chaerin"