Ch28

{Sorry if this chapter is crappy, it was my longest chapter yet, but it got deleted when i tried to publish it. UGH! Stupid Wattpad. Anyways, I can't do any more girlfriend requests, because the storyline is getting more interesting and I have a lot of surprises :3 Also, comment and tell me if you like suspenseful stuff in the story, because it hasn't been scary, more just fun and boy drama, so lemme know :p }

**Taylor's Pov**

Maddie and I had finished our smoothies, and she wanted to see the condo for some reason.

We got into the condo, and sat down on the couch.

"So... didn't you want me to show you around?" I asked her, as she started rubbing my leg.

"Well, I thought we could just stay here, and..you know..." She started to unbuckle my pants.

"Maddie, stop, please." I said.

"What?" She said.

"Well, you know I'm saving it, uh my virginity." I said shyly.

"Hm, thats hilarious, because last time we talked, you wanted to get in my pants more than anything. YYou've changed, and not for the better. " She looked angry.

"Maddie, I just-" I started.

"No, Taylor, you know what? I never even liked you, I just thought I could get a little sex out of you!" She screamed, and stormed out of the condo.

"Nobody wants you." I whispered to myself, as the door slammed.

Tears were streaming down my face, as I realized nobody loves me, no one ever did.

"Stop crying!" I hit myself in the jaw.

That just made the tears fall faster.

I looked over at the silverware drawer.

I thought about the cool metal of the knives sliding onto my wrists.

I told myself no.

But then, I told myself yes

I made my way to the kitchen drawer, and shakily rolled it open, and grasped the knife.

Just then I heard the door open.

"Tay?" I heard, it was Lane.

She looked at me, but didn't see the knife.

"Tay, come here, what happened to you?" She looked concerned.

I walked over to her, and she ran her thumb over where I hit myself trying to examine it, as I winced in pain.

"Who did this?" She asked like a mother.

Everyone else started coming in the condo, so she took me to my bedroom.

"Now tell me." She said, worriedly.

"I did." I started to tear up, but stopped myself.

"Taylor, you did this to yourself?" She started to cry.

"W-Well, Maddie said she only wanted me for sex, and I told myself that no one loves me and I started to cry, and hit myself." I admitted.

"Tay, that's not true. At all. Nash loves you. Katy loves you. Jack J loves you. Hayes loves you. Jack G loves you. Brent loves you. Shawn loves you. Cam loves you. Matt loves you. Aaron loves you. Carter loves you. Your family loves you. Taylor, I love you." She wrapped me in a hug.

"I love you, too." I cried.

"Why were you in the kitchen?" She asked.

I thought about lying, but I could trust her.

"I..was about to cut myself, but you came in. You...you saved me." I said.

"Oh, Taylor." She said, and started crying with me.

We were intertwined in a hug for a good while, than composed ourselves and went to the living room.

**Delaney's Pov**

"Where were you guys?" Asked Matthew.

"Just talking." I shrugged.

I had a feeling Taylor didn't want everyone else to know.

I curled up on the couch with Matthew, and he wrapped his arm around me.

"Who wants hot chocolate?" Asked Aaron, as he walked into the kitchen.

"Me!" I yelled.

I was gonna have a huge sugar rush. Oh God.

"Me too!" Katy squealed.

"Three!" Said Jack G.

"Ok! Ok!" Aaron laughed, as he walkedin the kitchen, and started making us hot cocoa.

"Truth or dare?" Carter suggested, and we all agreed.

You know us and our truth or dare.

"I'll start!" Said Brent.

"Ok!" We all chimed.

"Cameron, truth or dare?" He asked.

"Dare." Cam said.

"I dare you to do the grind on me dance..." He started.

"Easy." Cam shrugged.

"I wasn't finished." Brent smirked.

"I dare you to do the grind on me dance...ON DELANEY!" He laughed.

Oh God.

Cameron and I just exchanged looks.

"Ugh." I whined as I laid on the floor.

Cam put his hands around either sides of me, and, well, grinded on me.

"Most awkward experience of my life." I laughed, even though it was quite enjoyable.

I snuggled up next to Matt.

"Ok, Jack J, truth or dare?" asked Cam.

"Dare!" Jack answered.

"I dare you to...drink that bottle hot hot sauce!" Cam laughed, pointing to a bottle of hot sauce on the counter.

"Ugh!" Jack whined.

"Gotta do it, it's a dare!" Cam laughed.

Jack got up and grabbed the bottle, and brought it to his lips.

Poor Jack winced, as he drank the devil's sauce.

His face turned a bright pink, and I sprung up to get him a glass of water, nearly knocking Aaron over, as he came back carrying all our hot cocoas.

"Sorry!" I squeaked, and quickly filled up a glass with water, and scurried over to Jack, who gulped it down.

"Thanks, Lane." He breathed.

"No problem!" I laughed, and plopped on the couch.

Aaron passed out the hot cocoas.

He's so sweet and adorable.

"Truth or dare, Taylor?" Jack asked.

"After that, I'm going with truth." Taylor answered.

"Hmmm....Have you ever jacked off to Katy or Delaney?" Jack asked.

"Yup." He said, and looked right at me.

Everyone laughed, but I felt really awkward...

Matt could tell, and he grabbed my hand.

"Ok, Aaron, truth or dare?" Taylor asked.

"Dare."

"I dare you to....kiss Delaney." Taylor laughed.

Aaron blushed and looked at me.

"Aw, come here!" I said.

I felt like an annoying aunt that was forcing him to kiss her.

He sheepishly walked towards me, and I grabbed his head (not violently of course), and kissed him.

His reaction was wide-eyed, and, well, priceless!

He sat back down, and I laughed.

"Truth or dare, Nash?" He asked.

"Dare!" Nash said.

"I dare you to tell Katy 10 things you love about her." Aaron said.

"Well," Nash said, as he turned to Katy and held both of her hands,

" 1. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on.

2. She has the most adorable laugh.

3. She has the cutest dimples.

4. She has baby blue eyes that I could look into forever.

5. She is so much like me, sometimes it scares me.

6. She looks so so good in a bikini.

7. She makes me laugh like no one else.

8. She can do anything, and I'll still love her.

9. She is my idea of perfect.

10. She's the reason I smile"

"NASHY!" Katy kissed him, and embraced him in a hug.

"I love you, baby doll." Nash poked her dimple.

"I love you!" She giggled.

"Truth or Dare, Matt?" Nash asked.

"Dare." He said.

"I dare you to..." He started.

All of a sudden there was a loud noise outside.

I tensed up, and nuzzled into Matt.

All I could think of was Mandy...