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Valentina's pov:

I caved. I'm gonna take him home. Fuck I hate that he has this control over me. Why am I so easy?

"Hey, I'm gonna take him home." I say to my group "What?" Says bruna "He's drunk and hurt" I say feeling bad "Don't do it." She says and she's right. "I know but I feel like I have to" I say "Don't. Don't let him sweet talk you. I don't like seeing you hurt. He's just going to hurt you again." She says and I can't even deny it. He does hurt me but I also hurt him. "I know but I won't let him. I swear." I say knowing I would fold so quick if he even touched me. She gives me a worried look and kisses my forehead "Stay safe" she says and gives memo a shady look.

"Let's go." I say to memo and he follows me. I'm no longer drunk. He sucked the drunk out of me. I get into the driver seat of his car. He gets into the passenger seat "Yo, I can driv-" I zoom off before I let him finish. "Jeez" he says "Just be quiet" I say thinking about what bruna said and she's right. I won't let anything happen between us tonight because he has a girlfriend and I'll just get hurt again.

I pull into his driveway and park. I don't even look back for him and just go straight into his house. He's still in the car. Are you serious?

I walk back for him and say "Memo?" Did this motherfucker really fall asleep on the drive here. I honestly didn't notice. "Memo?" I say waking him up "Hmm" he groans. "Párate, ya llegamos." I say shaking him more "Carry me" he says "Boy, I wish I could but I'm only at 80 pounds for lifting at the gym you're at least 120" I say and he laughs "Let's go together and I'll get you to 120 in a week" he says and gets up. He yawns and says "Come to my gym and we'll work on that" "If I did that, it would defeat the purpose of my in-home gym" I say walking away "Then I'll go to yours" he says following after me "What, no? Just get inside wierdo" I say.

We walk inside and my job her is basically done. Wait, fuck. I don't have a ride home and getting memo home was because he couldn't drive. Why don't I think shit through before I act. I was worried about not letting him try shit instead of how I was gonna get home. It's 2:30 am and I'm fucked.

"Que pasó?" He says coming to sit next to me on his couch "Nada, voy a ordenar un Uber. Puedo usar tu cargador? Mi telephono se murió." I ask "Si, pero no te puedes ir en Uber a este tiempo. Es muy peligroso." He says "Si, pero no tengo option. Mi chofer ya está en su casa" i say walking over to his charger "Quédate aquí." He offers "No, está bien" I say "We don't have to sleep in the same bed. I got other rooms but if you want to my bed and me are always available" he says with a wink. What a freak. Just kidding, of course I would straight up accept but I know I shouldn't and now I have morals. "No but I'll stay in one of your guest room's" I say and walk back to the couch.

"Quieres hablar de lo qué pasó?" He asks as he sits next to me "Why do we need to do that?" I ask "Because there is a lot of feeling that are unsaid and I think if we have a long talk, we can fix our relationship." He says "Maybe when you're sober" I say not wanting to do this now "I am. I was never really drunk to begin with. I only had 3 shots. They wore down after that punch you game me." He says and i honestly already forgot that happened "Oh. Yeah sorry about that" I say looking at his face that looks normal but I can see some swelling coming up.

"Let's talk. No arguing just a calm but serious talk about us. I honestly want this to work vale, I genuinely believe you're my soulmate." He says with a serious tone "Memo, I do too but don't you have a girlfriend?" I ask about Leticia and he says "She's not my girlfriend and plus you're dating kylian, right?" "No, I'm not dating him but even if you aren't dating her you act like her boyfriend. She definitely thinks you want her. You do want her. You said you didn't want me anymore." I say and trying not to cry "I never said that, I swear. She said that because she's just jealous" he says "She shouldn't have to be jealous memo. If you want her don't play with her. If you want me don't play with me but you do both. Your messing with her feelings and look I don't really like her but she doesn't deserve that" I say feeling bad because if I was in that situation I would be jealous too.

"I know, I'm sorry but I needed a distraction." He says "That makes you the problem. Don't lead her on if she's just a distraction" I say "Okay, that's not what I wanted to talk about" he says wanting to change the subject "Memo, there cant be no us if you still have her. Plus, shits complicated with us. You can't get with someone else just because things get hard. If that's the case I don't think this will ever work." I say straight up because if we don't talk about this now we never will "I will end things with her. I swear. I know shit is hard with us but I want this to work. I can't imagine myself with anyone else but you" once he said that I folded but I don't show it "Please figure your shit out first before you get me involved" I say "I will just give me time" he says "Once you do that, then we can talk about us." I say and he nods. No more words come out of our mouths because their isn't anything left to say.

I honestly feel like a fool every time he tells me he wants me because then he basically laughs in my face by getting with another girl.

"Ya me voy a dormir" I say because I just don't want to think about it anymore "Buenas noches, bonita" he says and i almost fell to the ground. I walk up to the room I'm staying in and flop onto the bed. I fell asleep quickly.

The next morning I woke up to yelling coming from downstairs. What the fuck? I get up and open the door to hear more yelling. What the fuck is going on?

"Como me pudiste hacer esto?" Is the first thing I hear clear enough.

Memos pov:

"No fue mi intención" I say a a very mad Leticia who is yelling at me at 7:45am. Such a fun thing to wake up to. "Oh please, this is all because of vale huh?" She says "No." i say lying "Don't fucking lie to me. I need to know the truth." She says still yelling "Fine, yes it is. Okay, I'm still in love with vale. I fucked up, i shouldn't have involved you in our mess." I say then boom. The pain rushes on a once. A hard slap his my face. "What the fuck?" I say grabbing my cheek that is in pain "That's what you get, fucking asshole. I know we weren't that serious but you're fucked up for that"  she says and i cant be mad because shes right. I shouldn't have done that.

"You suck" she says before walking away while flipping me off. Fuck you too. She drives off still flipping me off. I deserve that. I'm still grabbing my cheek when I hear laughing form form upstairs. I see a bed head vale walking down the stairs still laughing. "Hahahah, we'll deserved" she says as she makes it down the stairs "Oh god, did you hear all that?" I ask embarrassed "Yes, memito. Yes. I kinda wanna slap you too." she says while a chuckle "This ain't funny at all. She bitch slapped me." I say removing my hand form my face to reveal a red mark "Jesus memo, she fucked you up. Your face has a hand mark." She says laughing "The fuck?" I say walking up to a mirror "Oh fuck, she did" I say "That was nothing, I would've killed you" she says "We weren't even dating" I say innocently about me and Leticia "You're fucked up" she says while grabbing water "No. I did it for you." I say and she just looks at me like i killed her cat (kill dis pussay memo)

"For me? No. You did it for you because you're so fucking indecisive and can't be straight with your feeling. Not for me. I didn't start dating someone else when I told you i loved you. I didn't find a "distraction" and hurt an innocent person because I'm so fucking indecisive. You did it for you not me." She says in a angry tone then walks away and back up to the guest room. What the fuck did I do?

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