Odd days

Jisoo made a face at the phone. " Oh, is she not home today?" She mumbled to herself as dialled the number again. After long wait the call was answered.

"Yah, where are you?"

"Home"

"Can't you answer the call? Just open the door, palli"

"Onnie, can you open the door? I'll send the passcode."

"Mwo? Yah waeguerae?"

Instead of reply, the phone got disconnected and Jisoo got a passcode through a message.

"What the... did she just hung up on me?"

She got down from the van, instructing the driver to leave and punched the numbers hurriedly in the security panel.

As she walked in she was welcomed by the handsome dobermann at the door.

"Oh Loveya..." Jisoo patted the dog before move in to the living room. No one was at the sight. Just the cats lazing on the couch.

She climbed the stairs to go to the room.

"Yah Lalisa Manoban! Odisseo? Where are you, you little rascal." She shouted as she thudded angry steps into the room.

Lisa was still in her bed, the duvet only showing half of her head.

"Mwoya..? Are you still sleeping? Yah, it's past 2 o'clock! Aren't you waking up?" Jisoo tried pulling on Lisa's head, but flung her hand back and looked stunned.

"Yah, why are you burning?" She carefully touched Lisa's forehead. "Yah, you are burning, you idiot!" She kept repeating while shoot to bathroom looking for some towels.

Jisoo adjusted the duvet, before sitting beside Lisa. She looked much better than before under Jisoo's caring.

"Lalisa, if you stay without telling anyone, otteokke?"

"I'm okay now, onnie"

Jisoo threw her an angry look. "Why isn't oppa here yet? Wait, seolma, you didn't tell him?"

Lisa looked away.

"Ah Pabo! If I didn't come, you could have died here. I'm telling Suga oppa, otherwise he will shout at me" Jisoo took her phone but surprised by Lisa grabbing onto it. 'Half an hour ago she couldn't lift a finger, but now she's fighting over the phone?'. Jisoo was shocked. "Yah, waegurae?" She asked slowly.

Lisa shook her head.

"What? You guys fought?"

Still grabbing onto Jisoo's hand Lisa looked away.

"Yah, fights can happen anytime, but we shouldn't hide something like this from him." Jisoo said calmly.

"It's not just a fight onnie" Lisa's voice broke. She turned with teary eyes. "It's over". She broke into sobs.

Jisoo couldn't believe, but she moved next to Lisa and pulled her to a hug. "Museunsoriya? What nonsense is this?" She asked.

"Onnie... onnie.....onnie...." Lisa wailed in Jisoo's armas.

Though the relationship never accepted officially, both the companies were hurried to publish statements of their breakup. It took few days to recover, but YG was much supportive towards Lisa, by willingly letting her some time off which she used by staying with parents in Thailand.

When she returned back home, the girls make sure to visit her.

"Lili, how are you feeling now? My poor aegiya" Jennie hugged her as she entered the house. Jisoo and Rose already there when Jennie arrived.

"Gwenchana onnie" Lisa hugged her back tightly and escorted her to meet the others.

"Geurae, in the end, love only hurts us girls. You are stronger than anyone Lili, just do what we always do. Wipe a tear, put a smile on and move on. This is not the first time." Said Jisoo as she gently stroked one of Lisa's cats.

"Ani onnie, why they are like this though? Ani, that Suga pretended like a saint, when I remember how he acted my blood boils, jinja!" Rose said pouting with anger.

"Yah!" Jennie send a warning which Rose clearly missed. She kept on speaking furiously.

"Onnie, I'm really angry, because I really trusted him to be a nice guy. I mean can he call himself a man even? How can he do such a thing. Lisa was going through all the shit because of him, and simply telling he wants to breakup because he changed his mind? What the fuck is that? Lisa lost most of her projects, fans and everything because of him. Did he do anything? No!"

Jisoo and Jennie looked at each other and raised their eyebrows. Jennie looked at Lisa, she just stayed there, hugging her knees and staring to the nothingness. Jennie could feel her heart aches for Lisa. On the other side of same couch Rose was far away from stopping her rant. She was actually turned to red with fury.

"Oh how I hate that loser I wish I can...."But Rose was interrupted by Jennie.

"Park Chaeyoung, just shut up seriously! This is not the time!"

Rose was taken back by Jennie's command. She looked surprised at Jennie then saw Jennie was pointing at Lisa. She looked at Lisa, her face was expressionless as she just sat there. The sight broke Rose's heart. She slowly climbed to Lisa's side and hugged her tightly. The she whispered, "Mianhae Lili, I went too far."

As his hand touched hers, Lisa turned to look at him. The soft lights of the studio made purple and blue silhouettes of him. Still he was shining like an angel. Lisa's eyes glistened at the sight of him.

"Oppa" she smiled softly.

Yoongi bend forward and planted a kiss on her soft lips. Lisa smiled. He got to his feet, took her and walked to the couch beside his table in his studio. He made her sit on the couch and knelt before her, then glanced at her face.

"Wae?" She asked again softly. He smiled and shook his head. Then carefully push strand of her hair to the back, revealing her neck. He slowly kissed the nape of her neck. Lisa closed her eyes, 'this feeling I can die for'. He slowly nibbled on her neck as she moaned in pleasure. Then he slowly pushed the strap off her shoulder as he kept kissing and nibbling her collarbone. Under the fabric of her top, he gently cupped her breast with one hand as other hand smoothly undoing her top. He swiftly removed her top and kissed her bare chest. His tongue making circles around her tiny nipples, he played with them, sucking onto each one at a time. Lisa brought her knees together in excitement. She moaned again as she tried to grab him towards her. 'I want him. I want him now!'. But her hands couldn't grab him. 'My fingers, they are not working!'. And the kissing, his touch, it all stopped at once. 'What's happening?' Lisa struggled to open her eyes. She cannot open them. Everywhere seems too dark. 'What happened to the lights in this studio?' She felt scared. She waved her arms, but there's only thick air around them. 'Oppa! Where is he?' She wanted to shout, and call him, but her voice didn't come. She tried to shout again. "O-oppa... oppa! OPPA!!"

Her eyes flung opened as her voice came too. She stood up and stared at the darkness. She could make out the silhouettes of her own room. Lisa sat back resting her head on the headboard. She closed her eyes and rubbed them. Tears streamed down her face. 'It has been a while now. I have to get used to this. But why tears keep falling still.' She hated herself the most, for being this gullible, this stupid. 'If only I can erase everything from my head' she wished.

Lisa slowly started to get busy, the lost projects and fans seemed to find their way back to her. She worked, worked and worked, until she was totally exhausted. Then she worked some more.She felt so grateful towards the girls, her second family. They supported her in every possible way, and never brought up about Yoongi again, not even once. But she hated the free times, specially the nights. She just wished the free times or alone times never exist.