I AM SORRY HYUNG

Song recommendation: Winter falls by Stray kids.

Hyunjin was staring at the teacher with bored eyes, listen to the women's lecture. A soft sigh left his mouth as he rest his chin against his palm. His eye lids felt heavy as he tried his best to keep it open.

The ring from the bell echoes through the classroom bringing smiles to most of the students especially hyunjin who grin widely. The teacher bid her good bye before leaving as they wait for their next teacher.

Hyunjin pick up the books from the white table. The sound of the zip of his black bag opening could be heard as he started putting his books back inside the school bag then picking an other pair of books for their English class.

His attention turn to sunwoo as the male spoke.

"How is the decorations going for the anniversary?"

"Well we haven't done shit but did planned some stuffs and I don't get why people are being so anxious about this, It's just a anniversary."

Hyunjin said nibbling on to his lower lip as he stare down at his book. Sunwoo shrugged his shoulder before speaking with a carefree voice.

"Must be because the queen is going to be here."

Hyunjin's eyes widen at that as he face his seat mate.

"The queen!?"

Sunwoo nod his head before speaking.

"This is the Seoul's biggest school and one that run's by the royal family so the queen mostly visit the school at the anniversary. That's why everyone is always anxious and strict about making everything perfect."

Hyunjin gulped, A sudden nerve wreaking feeling hitting him as he just nod and lower his shaking orbs.

Time skips.

It was now almost 8 pm as Jisung wander around his house while holding on to a jacket. He move the pillows laid on the couch looking for the scooter's key.

He heaved a sigh as he stand alone in middle of the living room with his arms placed on both sides of his tiny waist.

Sudden realisation hit him as he spoke under his breath.

"Ahh felix is out so he must have took the scooter with him..."

The small boy turn around only for a scream to leave his throat as he stumble back. It was minho, He was standing behind jisung with a emotionless face, scaring the younger.

Jisung had his hand placed on top of his heart, Feeling it beat in a fast pace.Minho's face stayed the same, His eyes cold and sad as it bore holes in to jisung.

"Hyung you scared me!"

Jisung shout in surprise and a small sad chuckle left the older's mouth. It was the first word jisung said to the older male after days.

"So you are still capable of talking?"

Jisung's shock face fell in to a concern one as he saw the male's eyes, His voice coating with sadness. Minho's eyes well up with tears becoming glassy as it shine under the light, Reflecting against jisung's pair of brown orbs.

"Why are you ignoring me jisung?"

He asked with a serious yet calm voice. Jisung felt his head lowering as he bit on to his lower lip not being able to push the words put of his dry throat. But minho waited, Waited for an answer with his ears sharp.

When he saw the younger not even looking up he felt his heart shattering. These days he been suffering under the silence he got from jisung. He waited every second of his day for a text, call or himself to talk to him but jisung kept ignoring him, Ignoring him like the cat eyed male never existed.

"Do y-you hate me, sungie?"

The male asked tightening his fist as veins pop up on his pale arms. His voice cracking, not being able to hide the pain.

Jisung's head shoot up. His doe eyes meeting the light brown head's. He stare in to the tear filled eyes with a burning heart. He hated it, He hated seeing the male looking so hurt and when it was because of him he felt like he was the worst person ever existed in this world. The squirrel like boy was just trying to avoid catching feelings for the older but he never thought about how he will hurt the male in the process.

Hearing the silence minho convince himself that he was right, That the boy hated him. He took a deep breath in, letting a tear drip down his cheek but he quickly wipe it away. He tried his best to don't look so broken, To don't look like he just lost his first love.

"I am sorry for whatever I have done for you to hate me.."

Minho said making jisung's eyes to widen. The older male gave the younger a small smile before turning around to leave.

Minho's whole world felt like just fell apart. He loved the younger to death and it was no lie and hearing someone like that say they hate him or don't want to talk to them anymore made it so hard for him, To a point he felt like love was unfair.

Minho stiffen as he felt arms wrapping around his waist, Holding it tightly as someone laid their forehead against his shoulder. They were back hugging him.

Silence flow through the cold air around them. Minho flinched when he felt something warm soaking in his shirt, It was tears. Soon he heard jisung's voice.

"I am s-sorry hyung..."

With that the boy cried more hard. A tear left minho's eyes aswell when he heard the younger's broken voice. Sobs could be heard as jisung continue speaking.

"I am so sorry for hurting you.."

Minho pressed his eyelids close tears leaving from the sides of his eyes, Wetting his black eyelashes.

"I-i don't hate you! I would never hate you!!"

Jisung said in a loud voice still crying in to minho's back. Minho couldn't take it anymore as the male turn around and embrace the boy in to his arm. The brown head's arms were wrapped around the smaller in a protective manner as he buried his face in to the younger's neck, Letting his tears slide down the boy's neck. Jisung pressed his face in to minho's chest as he continue crying with minho.

A small smile appeared on minho's lips when relief wash over him. The boy didn't hated him. Happiness shoot inside himself from just hearing that.

Minho caress jisung's back in a soothing way, Trying to calm the boy down.

"It's fine baby..."

They pull away and minho cup the boy's face in to his hands. With the pad of his thumbs he wipe the tears away. Soon moving close and pressing his pink tinted lips against the blue head's forehead. Jisung's heart skip a beat at the feeling of minho's lips against his skin.

"Don't cry.."

The male whisper to the blue head caressing his chubby pink cheeks.

After a few moments they both calm down now sitting down on the couch. Minho look over jisung who was looking down at his lap, The brown head clear his throat before speaking.

"What were you searching for earlier?"

Minho asked in the hopes of breaking the uneasy feelings. Jisung raise his head up averting his eyes to his hyung.

"The scooter key.."

"You wanted to go somewhere?"

Jisung nodded sniffing as he respond.

"Yeah I wanted to go get some stuffs for school.."

Minho smiled warmly before standing up making jisung to look up at him confusingly.

"Let's go get it."

The wind brushed against jisung as he sat behind minho who was silently driving to the stationary store. He was still feeling guilty for making the older cry.

"Hey jisung.."

Minho called out noticing the younger's silence. Jisung hum in response.

"I told you it's fine."

"But I made you cry.."

"Yeah but now we are fine! Look, now i am smiling!!"

The taller said as he looked behind at jisung for a brief moment while beaming a smile and then looking back at the road to don't crash the vehicle.

A soft chuckle left jisung's mouth making minho to also chuckle.

After getting the stuffs jisung needed he walked back to minho who was leaning against the moter bike while looking to his left but looked ahead when he heard the younger speak.

"Hyung.."

"Oh you are back!"

Minho said with a smile.

"Do you remember about the bet we made that day at the amusement park?"

Minho nodded and jisung smiled as he spoke.

"So let me keep my promise."

"Huh?"

"There is a seven-eleven near by I will buy you something!"

"You don't have to jisung--"

"No I need too!"

Jisung said dragging minho with him to the nearby store.

Soon they were sitting outside the store infront of a round shaped table, under the night sky, eating steamy cup noodles.

Jisung was blowing on the noodles but was suddenly offered some noodles from minho, Trying to feed jisung. The blue head open his mouth to take the noodles inside his mouth only to wince in pain as it was too hot. Jisung fan himself as he spoke while chewing on to the hot food.

"That was too hot!!"

Minho laughed as he spoke.

"Just like me."

Jisung roll his eyes making minho to pout as he asked.

"Don't you think I am hot!?"

"No. You are ugly!"

Minho was sulking at that but suddenly smirked as he spoke.

"But you wanted to make a perfume out of my scent though, So you only like my scent?~"

Minho asked in teasing voice making jisung to almost chock on his noodles. With wide eyes he faced minho.

"Who told you that!?"

"Seungmin."

"You know him?"

"Yeah we met a few days ago.."

Jisung mentally noted to punch seungmin in the face the first thing in the morning tomorrow.

The conversation went on and then it stopped at a question.

"Why were you ignoring me?"

Jisung stiff at that as he clasped on to the chopsticks tightly. Jisung gulp a limp down as he slowly respond.

"I was just trying to not fall in love with you.."

Jisung whisper under his breath and minho was unable to hear it.

"Huh?"

Jisung stayed silent and minho sighed as he already knew jisung wasn't going to answer him.

"You are not going to ignore me anymore right?"

Jisung looked straight in to the male's eyes with his sparking one's as he spoke.

"I won't!"

Minho smiled at that as he continue eating. Jisung watch him do as thoughts rushed inside his head.

I guess I can't avoid this feelings that easily.

To be continued~

To the people who read loving a demon did I went downhill or did I improve in writing?? Like even though loving a demon had a lot of grammar and spelling mistakes I guess I knew more english words back then if yk yk.