FIRST LOVE

Song recommendation: Lights by BTS.

Seungmin slide the window open standing outside on top of the Sunshade. He placed his hands on the sides of the window pulling himself up and sliding himself on to the hyunjin's table. He turn around slowly closing the window in order to don't make any noises. He heaved a sigh out of relief as he successfully closed the glass window.

He turn to look at hyunjin's sleeping figure only to get startled by seeing the taller boy sitting up and staring at seungmin with a emotionless face. Seungmin placed his hand over his chest, pressing it down as he breath heavily.

"Where were you?"

Hyunjin asked making seungmin to respond, lightly stuttering.

"I c-could not sleep so thought to take a walk outside."

Hyunjin sighed as he lean his back against the wall his eyes still fixed on the brunette head.

"This isn't your first time isn't it?"

"It's not.."

Seungmin trailed off. He had no idea why he was feeling nervous. Hyunjin suddenly started laughing making seungmin to look at the boy like he have gone mad.

"Why the hell are you looking that scared?"

Seungmin frown as he respond, Still sitting on top of the table.

"Well must be because you are death glaring me you fucker!"

Seungmin said as he kick hyunjin making the boy to fall back on to the bed still laughing lightly.

"But seungmin it's not that safe. Your quirk isn't working that perfect at the moment, so it's pretty dangerous.."

Seungmin nodded his head, Agreeing that things could go down which actually kind of did. Should he tell hyunjin about Minho? But what if the older get mad? They were prohibited to show anyone other than Felix their quirks for now but seungmin has already messed up and now Minho knows about them.

"What's wrong?"

Hyunjin asked noticing seungmin's facial expression. The brunette quickly shook his head and jump on top of hyunjin making the older to wince in pain.

"Nothing weirdo!"

Seungmin said cuddling hyunjin to cover up his shaking self, which was shaking because of the nervousness he felt. He prayed to every damn god to don't make Minho spread the news.

"Are you drunk? Why the fuck are you cuddling me!?"

Hyunjin asked kind of confused at how the younger was cuddling him as the puppy like boy was not a big fan of skin ship, unless it was jeongin.

"Cause I want to!"

"Bro check your eyes I am not jeongin."

"I know you aren't Hwang hyunjin. It's not that wrong to cuddle your bestfriend."

Hyunjin relax smiling at the younger as he spoke.

"Yeah it's not..."

After a second of silence hyunjin spoke again.

"But your heavy gay ass is crushing me!!"

Hyunjin said, pushing seungmin off him who chuckled and roll away to the other side of hyunjin's bed.

"Go to your own bed you walnut!"

"Noooo~"

Seungmin whines in english as he snuggles in to hyunjin's bed. The long haired boy just sighed as he let the smaller boy to lay there. He got under his cover laying beside his friend who had his face buried in to the white pillow.

"Good night min.."

"Nwight."

Seungmin muffled out making hyunjin to chuckle lightly.

Next morning.

Hyunjin walked to the school, his bag hanging on his shoulder as he sipped on his chocolate milk. Jeongin and seungmin was walking ahead as the long haired boy was looking around and taking his time to get to the class.

He walked inside the building, meeting with a lot of familiar faces. Some of them greeted and he greet them back with a warm smile. He was feeling happier than usual but something has to end it, doesn't it?

He throw the empty bottle of his drink in to the wastebin placed on the sides of the hallway.

His hair was open as it laid on to his shoulder. He brush his hair back, The red strands of his hair getting mixed with the black ones as he did.

His eyes run around then hallway before noticing a familiar figure of someone. He stop walking his eyebrows frowning at the sight of Felix talking to a familiar tall boy. He saw the grey haired male blushing furiously as he talk to the other guy, his eyes shinning.

Hyunjin's heart twist at that pressing his lips together as he felt the negative emotions run through him. Seeing the smaller boy talking to someone like that made him feel jealous even though he had no rights too. He felt raging anger at the other male but still knowing very well that the other tall guy was innocent.

He turn his head away and soon spotted the freckled boy's bestfriend who was walking away. Hyunjin ran to catch up with the boy, soon slowing down behind him to don't look like he was desperate to ask about felix.

"Oh good morning jisung!"

Jisung flinched hearing hyunjin's voice popping out of nowhere. He whipped his head to face hyunjin as he beam a smile at the taller.

"Good morning!"

Hyunjin return a soft smile as he continue walking. He bit on his lower lip before asking casually.

"Who is Felix talking to at there?"

Hyunjin asked glancing at Felix and the other guy.

"Ahh that's sungho aka Felix crush."

Hyunjin's eyes widen. He had no idea about Felix having a crush and he did heard about sungho before from Felix himself.

"He have a c-crush on him?"

Hyunjin asked in a low voice.

"Yeah it's been years since he do and they just started talking. I am currently preparing my ears to hear Felix rant about him."

Jisung said lightly chuckling but hyunjin didn't found it funny at all. It actually just hurt him, His first love was already in love with someone else.

Jisung notice hyunjin's dull face as he asked, concerned.

"What happened?"

Hyunjin quickly snap out of it and beam a fake smile before shaking his head and saying it's nothing. They walked inside the class. Hyunjin walking to the back seat with his head hung low. He sat down putting his school bag down on the floor, by the leg of his table.

His brain replayed the image of Felix talking to sungho making hyunjin to feel the jealousy raising inside himself.

He didn't liked how Felix was blushing at sungho, he didn't liked how he was laughing with him, he didn't liked how close they stayed, he definitely didn't liked how the younger's crush was sungho.

He felt so jealous, something he shouldn't feel. He was nothing to Felix just a simple friend...What rights did he had to feel jealous?

Hyunjin thighten his hand into a fist as he heave a sigh. He pressed his face on to the table trying to ease the burning pain inside his heart.

Sunwoo noticed it as he asked if the boy was fine, Hyunjin just replied with a hum which was enough for sunwoo to realise that he wasn't.

Soon Felix enter the room skipping to his seat with a bright smile, Feeling all happy.

He sat down on his seat, putting his school bag away.

"Why you looking that happy? Got a kiss from that sunghoe dude?"

Jaemin asked as he scribbled down something on his note.

"First of all stop calling him a hoe and second of all he didn't but I wish he did."

Felix said giggling at the end, making hyunjin hear all of it. He felt like his heart cracking at the younger's words. When the hell did he started liking the younger this much? He thought confused about all the emotions and feelings.

Felix turn his head around to see hyunjin's head laying on the table his face buried into his crossed arms placed on top of the table. The grey head glance at sunwoo who shrugged his shoulder already knowing why Felix was looking at him.

"Hyunjin?"

He called out softly and hyunjin gulped not sure how to face the younger.

The long haired boy raised his head, not realising about the tears that was welled up inside his eyes. It shone as it met Felix brown orbs. The younger let out a very soft gasp as he asked.

"Why are you crying??"

"Huh?"

Hyunjin asked confused. Felix frowned as he asked.

"Who the hell do I have to beat up?"

He asked sounding like a joke but the boy was crazy enough to actually do it.

"Please say sungho or something I would love to see him punching that bitch in the face."

Jaemin said not even actually knowing sungho was the reason behind those tears.

"Why in the fuck do you still have beef with him??"

Jaemin shrug his shoulders as he spoke simply.

"I don't know anymore."

Felix faced hyunjin who looking down with a sad face and Felix himself was feeling down at the sight of the boy. The silver head grab hyunjin's long hand in to his small one's sending electric waves to hyunjin's body.

"Tell me, what's wrong Jinnie?"

Hearing that new nick name the long haired boy couldn't help but feel his heart flutter. He look back at Felix, their eyes locking.

"It's nothing, I am just feeling down today."

"And what's the reason?''

Hyunjin kept his mouth close at that.

"You don't wanna talk about it?"

The shorter boy asked and hyunjin nodded. Felix beamed a soft smile and nod his head understanding the older.

"But hyunjin trust me I would be more than happy with helping you so if you want to talk to anyone my ears are always ready."

He said as he turn around to face ahead. Hyunjin sighed closing his eyes.

I don't deserve him. That's must be why he love someone else...

The whole four classes hyunjin couldn't focus. He was zoning out there and here, He was realising how deep he was falling in love with Felix. Everything the grey head did was making hyunjin to feel like keeping him in his arms and not let him go. He was a whole sunshine and hyunjin wanted him by himself but he can't, right?

Time passes by and it was lunch time. Jisung was arguing with jeongin about which type of science was the best, Felix and seungmin would say something between and mostly laugh at the boys but hyunjin just sat there, Stabbing the food with the fork than eating he hasn't spit a word since he got here and all of them tried to talk to him but he would only hum, shake or nod his head. He wasn't even telling what was wrong.

"I say this one more time biology is so much better than chemistry!!"

Jisung said pulling out his fork and using it like a sword at jeongin who pouted with knitted eyebrows.

"Biology is just the chemistry of the body!"

"But it doesn't have some fucking confusing formulas and shit!"

"But it has some tounge twisting words like I still don't know how to spell photosynthesis!"

"It's just cause you suck at English!"

"I will fucking explode you to pieces hoe!"

"Oh how?"

Jisung mocked and before jeongin could say something and reveal the fact that he could just simply explode the school in a second seungmin stop them.

Felix sighed as he watch hyunjin being all down. He hated seeing him like that. He walk to the other side of the table sitting beside the taller who didn't even flinch as he kept his gaze lowered.

Felix placed his hands behind hyunjin's neck massaging it as he spoke.

"Maybe you should go back to the dorm and take some rest, you don't look so well jinnie."

Felix said feeling concerned about hyunjin. Hyunjin heart skipped a beat at the nick name once again,He really loved it.

"I am fine lix."

"Fine my ass! You haven't even called me mop head even after me calling you a chicken over a million time, I know you would never skip a chance to call me that. I understand you don't want to talk about it but you need to atleast take care of yourself, hyunjin. Keeping the things that's hurting you inside yourself is just going to hurt you more so please talk to someone for your own good."

Felix said making hyunjin to look at the boy like he is the most precious person ever. He wish he could say what was hurting him, but doing that would not go so well.

"I will, now shut the fuck up you mop head!"

Hyunjin said with a fake annoyed face and Felix couldn't help but smile at the familiar nick name.

They continue eating before walking out of the cafeteria for their next class. It was time for their extra class where you could pick music,dance or art. Jisung and seungmin chose music while jeongin art and hyunjin, Felix dance.

Felix intertwined his hands with hyunjin as he spoke with a loud voice.

"Let's go to dance class!"

"But teacher told us that for today the class is only for who is participating in the dance performance for the anniversary and I am not in it."

Felix throw his arm around hyunjin's shoulder bringing him close to his own body there hips pressed against eachother. Hyunjin gulp at the closeness.

"But you can join!"

"But i don't want too."

Felix pouted at that giving the older puppy eyes.

"But you are so good at dancing though and I feel lonely without you in that class~"

Felix whined and hyunjin felt himself melting at it, his heart beating crazily against his ribs. Seeing how felix plumb red lips pouting and the shining stars that glowed in his brown orbs made it hard for him to resist.

"Please?"

Felix asked showing off his charms and hyunjin just sighed and nodded. Felix smiled widely his face glowing bright. Hyunjin smiled softly at seeing the younger's happy face, For a moment all the sadness he felt was disappearing like it never existed. Lee felix really made him happy.

They reached the dance room. Students were standing there and here, Talking to their friends as the teacher wasn't here yet. Felix pulled hyunjin to one of the corner as they stood there and talk.

Felix was talking about how he and his grandma once forced his grandpa to do a tiktok with them. First the old man hated the idea of doing something stupid like that but then he was once asking if they could do it again.

As felix was busy rambling about the cute moments with his grandparents hyunjin was busy admiring how cute he was. The boy really loved his grandparents. They raise him up and he seemed to miss them alot now.

Hyunjin was about to tie his hair when the teacher enter the class but felix like always wanted to do it for him. Hyunjin lower himself to felix level so the boy could work on his hair.

"Why do you always want to tie it for me?"

Hyunjin asked standing there with his legs split apart so he would be shorter.

"I don't know I just like touching your hair."

Felix said giggling slightly as his tiny hands tied the older hair in to a ponytail. Hyunjin chuckled softly at how cute the younger was he wanted to leave a long peck on the younger's lips but he couldn't.

Hyunjin sat beside felix, Now staring at the younger while the silver head listened to what the teacher was saying completely oblivious about how hyunjin was staring at him.

The thought of felix having a crush on sungho was still bothering hyunjin. He didn't wanted to let this boy go..

Hyunjin lower his gaze. He went to a sad headspace once again as his sparkling eyes became dark again. He thought about sungho feeling anger and jealous of the older.

"We need a pair, so i could show y'all a demo of how exactly we want the dance to be."

The teacher said as he run her eyes across the students stopping at the freckled boy staring at her with his doe eyes. The women smiled as he called felix to the centre.

Felix walk closer to her, standing beside her.

"Choose a partner lix."

The teacher said as she let felix choose. The boy didn't thought twice before calling hyunjin out, surprising everyone. The teacher herself was surprised seeing the boy pick someone as the same gender as him but she allowed as it was just for a demo.

Hyunjin's eyes were wide as his cheeks flushed red. Felix just smiled brightly at the taller.

"Well come on hyunjin."

The teacher called out still smiling. Hyunjin nodded slowly as he stood up and walk over to them. He stood beside felix who was still smiling happily. The teacher clasped her hands together as she catch everyone's attention on her.

"So everyone please pay attention to hyunjin and felix."

The students agreed and hyunjin was still blushing, trying his best to stop his cheeks from heating up more.

"Face each other."

The teacher gave instructions and the boys obeyed, facing each other. Felix looking up at the tall boy while hyunjin looked down. Making people realise how cute their height difference were.

"Please take a hold of felix right hand in yours."

Instruction were given from the women and hyunjin went for it. He grab on to the grey head's small hand, intertwining their fingers.

Felix doe eyes stared up at hyunjin's sharp ones. A glint of something in the freckled male's eyes as he stare up at the older.

The women walk closer to them, raising there intertwined hands up to the perfect level.

"Please move little more close."

They obeyed moving their body close to each other. Felix eyes at the level of hyunjin's lips. Felix eyed the males plumb lips suddenly having weird thoughts on it but quickly snapping out of it.

"Hyunjin, put your left hand on felix side waist."

Hyunjin nodded staring deeply in to felix eyes now. It was making the younger feel uneasy as he felt so small under the older's gaze. Hyunjin placed his hand on felix waist his hands looking really big against felix tiny waist.

"Felix, your hand on hyunjin's left shoulder."

Felix put his small hand on top of the taller's broad shoulder.

"Look at each other."

Felix raise his head up and hyunjin lower it, their eyes meeting. Everyone could see the rising tension between them as the boys stared in to eachother's orbs.

"That's the position you need to be as the first step."

The teacher announce to the students who nodded.

"Sway yourself slowly to left and right."

They did. Both of their eyes never leaving eachother's. Light squeals and comments could be heard from the students as the boys danced to the soft music. Felix beamed a smile making hyunjin to do the same.

They danced like they were the only one in the room. The whole room faint around them as they lost in eachother.

Their heart beated fast for each other as they shared a loving gaze.

More instructions were given and hyunjin twirl felix around a giggle leaving felix, sending sparkes in hyunjin's chest.

When he pulled the younger closer once again, his eyes were already scanning across the freckled boy's face, watching how beautiful the boy was. He can't blame himself for falling in love with the younger.

Everyone clapped for them as they finish of their small dance.

"That was really amazing, hyunjin and felix."

The teacher compliment and the both boys blushed before thanking her politely. When they walk back to where they were sitting earlier hyunjin couldn't stop looking at felix. The feeling of making the younger his was getting stronger and stronger. Everything about the freckled boy was so addictive to hyunjin.

Thoughts run across his mind as he stare at the younger with loving eyes. He clasped his hands on to the sides of his sweatpants.

I will make you fall in love with me before sungho could make any moves. Hyunjin thought as he looked at felix.

I can't just let my first love go like that now can I?

To be continued~

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